To keep myself away from harm,
To protect myself from pain,
To push away confusion,
To keep myself sane,
I lie to myself,
Creating false hope.
I look into a mirage,
Not being able to cope
No it's okay, Don't Worry!
Attempting to take myself for a dope.
But it doesn't work,
I know myself too well,
I cover the glass of truth
Forcing myself into hell
But the light shines through the glass,
And penetrates the seal,
Removing the cover,
My body begins to reel.
Stop lying to yourself
Stop lying, please!
Don't hurt yourself anymore
Don't hurt yourself... just cease!
Or I won't be able to carry you anymore,
Carry the burden that you keep
Just uncover the glass,
And look into it deep...
These false hopes that I burden myself with,
They twist and they tease,
They play at possibilities,
Cause me to hope,
But when it does not come true
What shall I feel
Oh soul of mine...