Somewhere between then and now,
It went from “Mom, stop telling me what to do”
To “Mom, please tell me what to do”

Somewhere between then and now,
It went from “Mom, you don’t understand”
To “Mom, I don’t understand”

Somewhere between then and now,
It went from “Mom, stop asking so many questions”
To “Mom, I have so many questions”

Somewhere between then and now,
It went from “Mom, leave me alone”
To “Mom, never leave my side”

Somewhere between then and now,
I realized the other half of my heart was always
The person who created it

Life is so unfair.
I can give the love you all deserves but all you can see is her.
So I wonder, is she loves you right,
I wonder if she’s giving you happiness you deserve,
I wonder if she hold your hand in public or even kiss you in public,
Is she introduce you in her family.
Cause all of that, I can do it for you.

I couldn't find the right words,
Nothing seems to make sense.
All I can think of is when we were together,
There's no dull moment.
We had our fun, we had our time.

But my friend I want you to know,
Burdens are lighter when carried by two.
If you need somebody to comfort you, just call my number whenever,
Cause I'm always here for you, day or night.

Happy birthday my friend.
I want you to know, I want you to hear
I love you so dear,
And you complete me, that’s no lie.

Dad look
I am good at taking care my sibling
Would you look at me now?

Dad look
I have perfect scores in all of my tests
Would you look at me now?

Dad look
I'm good at volleyball
Would you look at me now?

Dad Look
I'm already in college
Would you look at me now?

Dad Look
I graduate with honor
Would you look at me now?

Dad I'm getting tired now
Look at me dad
What do you want me to do?
For you to look at me

In this world full of bacteria, parasites and virus
Can I be your white blood cell?

when i get sick
you're by my side
when i cry
your by my side
when i have troubles
you know the right words to say
when i have problems
you know the right words to say

but now
you're not by my side
when i am sick or when i cry
no one know the right words to say
when i have troubles or problems

i am not trying to be unfair or ungrateful
but i miss you
and right now
you is what i need

Stop texting
Stop calling
Stop making me feel special
Just stop
Stop saying you love me
Stop lying

Im not sure if i already have moved on
But i saw you in my dream
I don’t know what does it mean
If i just missed you or you’re thinking of me
But im happy
Im happy that i saw you
Even if it was a dream

How can I stop my demon,
When my demon is myself.

Im the demon of my own story
And there’s no way to stop it.

Maybe that’s why I hate myself so much
Because my demon and I are one

Our life is temporary,
People go,
Everything changes in time,
Things broke or stole.

So why value thing,
Why love so much with all your heart,
if there’s no such thing as permanent in this word.

I write here because im lonely
And i have no one to talk to
About my feelings and staff

I write here because I don’t trust people
People can hurt you, can disappoint you
But in here
No one knows me and I don’t know you all
So there’s no room for disappointments.

I just want to lessen the baggage in my chest

I don’t know if this is still love,
But I do know that you still care
And it makes me happy
Maybe someday
Maybe someday the story of us will continue
Someday but not today
Im sure

I like your wavy hair,
I like your lazy eyes,
I like your pointed nose,
I like your perfect lips.

I like you genuine smile,
I like your laugh,
I like the way you move,
I like when your close to me,
I like everything in you

Same as you like everything in her
I know you like her so much
Or maybe you love her
And maybe i like the way you like her so much

Just remember if she hurts you
Im still here
Loving you secret

I found myself,smiling.
Staring at my phone,
While waiting for your replies.

I smile bitterly,
When I realize you’re not gonna reply,
All the feelings that I’m hiding dies.

Can you help me,
I’m drowning in my own feelings

This is my last poem for you
And i swear this is the last. I promise

You know me, im not the kind of girl who gave up so easily
If I want something i will do anything to have it
But in this case i should stop.
Even if you are the one that i like.

I don’t wanna lose you
But im hurting you more than showing my love
And that’s not what love should be

If letting you go makes you happy
Im willing to do it without any hesitation
Because that is love should be.

I love you and I want you to be happy
Even if it doesn’t include me anymore.
Maybe someday (just maybe) our love story has a continuation
And it has a happy ending.

you're too good for me
i know it and i think you know it too
i should get out of your own way
it's wrong for feeling this way
deep down i know it
there's no happy ending to this story

i'll walk away
no looking back
but before that
im going to say it
for the first time and probably the last
there's no stopping me

its ok if you don't feel the same way
i will smile every time you'll smile
i will laugh every time you'll laugh
but if you ever find yourself looking for me
i'll still be here
waiting for you

Why life is sad?
Why life is hard?
Why life is full of disappointments?
Why life is unfair?
Why it’s hard to lived everyday?

I am tired of living?
Why am I still alive?
There’s no use

Too many problems and I don’t know what to do anymore.
Family problems
School problems
Friends
And even my self.

Why its so hard to live
If this is life I don’t want to live anymore
Im tired
And I already want to give up

There’s no word for my pain,
There’s no word for my broken heart,
Is this heartbreak feels like?
Lonely, Alone, Cold and too much Pain.

Laying down at my bed, Crying.
Please let me go to sleep,
And wake me up if the pain is gone.

All I can see is all black,
The love is gone,
The happiness is gone
Just all black and pain.

Is this life or is this the hell?

I met you with a broken heart inside you,
And I promise myself that you boy will never be broken again.
I gave you all my love,
A love more than anyone can imagine,
I gave you my whole heart, every free time I got
Even my soul, I gave it all to you.
But I guess every story has to end. right?
Because when she came back,
You throw me away,
Like I was nothing to you.
You throw my heart away and left.
Thank you for the broken heart you gave me,
That once yours.

She’s too special in her own many ways,
Even a blind man can see it,
Her smile, Her laugh, the way she talks,
Even her annoying little voice,
All of it makes her unique,
And her uniqueness makes her special.

Don't you see?
I want you to show me
Not to hide me

Don't you hear?
I am begging

I want you to say I am your girl
Not to whisper in my ears
But say to the world

Don't you feel?
I am belittling myself
Everytime you say I am your childhood friend

What should I do?
For you to be proud of me
For me to be enough
For you to be contented

I am yours
Is that not enough?

Tell me you love me baby,
Please, tell me all you need is me.
Tell me everything i wanna hear,
Even if it was all a lie.

Cause right now, all I need is you
I feeling so down,
And all I need you baby.
Can you hear me?
Im calling your name so loudly.

Telling you to comeback
Just even for a months
Just until im ready to let you go

They say I have everything.
The moneys in my account
The expensive things
The boys and the parties
But why do I feel like a lonely girl?
I feel so alone and empty
But I make them believe I have everything
Like what they always think.

He smile at me
So I smile back
I need him so much
But he seems so happy now
So I walk away and smile
He doesn't need me
Like I need him
He already moved on
So It’s time for me to let him go and move on.

Funny!
Funny how can a wrong messege,
Changed everything!
You make me believe where in the same page,
Oh wait! I guess I just assume
BY YOUR ACTIONS!

Funny how can two poeple
Became stranger.
How can you and I became like this?
Because of the message everything changes?

Am I selfish for wanting you?
Even if you don't like me.
Am I selfish to wanting your time?
Even if you don't care about me.
Am I selfish for pushing myself to you?
Even if you really don’t care.

I wrote you many poems
You said, you like it.
How about me?
Do you like me too?

There is a reason I said I'd be happy alone
It wasn't because I thought I'd be happy alone
it was because I know if I loved someone
then it fells apart
i might not make it
its easier to be alone
because what if you learn you need love then you don't have it
what if you like it and lean on it
what if you shape your life around it  then fells apart
can you even survive it?
that kind of pain
losing love is like dying
the only difference is death ends
this, it could be forever

I cant promise you
That i can bring you the moon,
Can count the stars,
And that tomorrow will be perfect
Or that my mistakes will never happen again.

But I can promise you
My love,
my respect,
my loyalty,
And my unconditional love,
Will be a lifetime.

I can promise you
I’ll always be here for you,
If you need me or if you don’t.
I’ll always do my best to make you smile,
Be the best girlfriend who is worthy to you and your love.

I can promise that
I’ll see you through crisis,
Pray with you,
Make dream with you
And always cheer you up.

I can promise that
I’ll willing be your lover,
Your best friend,
Your family,
Your strength
And your everything

Thats my promise for you

what a deadly feeling it must be
to fall heart first into a space
next to someone incapable
of loving you the way you deserve

and how terrible it must be
to find it difficult
to walk away from someone
you shouldn’t stay with

We’re both right for each other,
But we met in the wrong time,
At the wrong place.
Maybe one day we’ll meet again,
And everything will be perfect.
But for now,
I want you to know,
Your my favorite regret.

Too many problems,
I don’t know what to do,
Don’t know what to say,
Can I tell you?
Should I tell you,
Who can I trust with my problems,
Family, friends, special one
They have problems too
Who is interested?
No one.

I smile
I say the proper responds
I do the right thing
I study hard
I follow the right tract
Im a perfect daughter
And also
Im a robot

What really inside of the robot
Me
I’m sad but no know notice
Im screaming for help but no sound
Im studying in college
But Im not really sure what i want
Im an adult but I don’t know anything about me
Im not happy and not enjoying my life
I think I dead inside

There’s this boy
He stole my heart
And for that
I wrote 26 poems about him
To confest my feelings
But everything change
He became cold and dry
I thought the feelings is mutual
But I guess not

I want to ask
Is there something wrong about the poems?
Don’t you like it?
Why you suddenly change?
Is there something wrong?
Why?

i am drowning
should i do this?
can i do this?
i am screaming

i am 24 for god sake
but here i am
still dont know what to do
doubting everything
full of uncertainty

i am 24 years old
and yet here i am
unsure about everything
dont know a single thing about herself

Tell me you love me baby
Tell me all you need is me
Tell me everything i wanna hear
Even if it was all a lie

Cause right now, all I need is you
I need you baby
Can you hear me
Im calling your name so loudly

Telling you to comeback
Just even for a month
Just until im ready to let you go

Its been months
Since the day i saw you,
Those smile combined with your eyes
A perfectly created like a painting
That amazed me every time

But today the painting start to moved away
Until my eyes cant see it anymore

It was wrong hoping that you would stay forever
It was wrong wishing that you would not leave
It was wrong wishing that you would love me too

you can't tell, you just know
you always do

no man in this earth
could keep secrets
from a woman like you

but i hate this idea
of knowing everything
and saying nothing
i hate this idea
of a woman being silent

I really love you.
And I know that your happy.
But was it wrong?
Wishing you two broke up
And be with me again.
Was it wrong?
Loving you too much until now

At ito nanaman ako umaasa na matapos ang relasyon niyo,
Pasikretong inaalam ang bawal hindi niyo pag kakaunawaak,
Umaasa na kung matapos man kayo pwede na ulit ang ikaw at ako

Masama ba akong tao dahil hinihiling ko na matapos kayo?
Nakakaawa ba ako dahil umaasa ako sa walang kasiguraduhan?

Nag mamahal lang naman ako.
Nag mamahal parin sa lalaking dati ay akin

he texted you right?
claiming to miss you
claiming to care
even though he’s rarely there
those lies cause confusion
he chose himself
but you always choose him
a lack of love that kept you hurting
forcing yourself to fix something
that was never working

he texted you right?
only because he’s bored
*****, tired of the person
he left you for
claiming to love you
but that’s the same man
who left you to **** someone
ignore his messages
and he’ll text somebody
with the same old lines
the same old lies
the man doesn’t deserve your love
sweetheart, open your eyes

Im in my own house but i cant breath
Im with my family but I can’t be who i am
I wanna go out
Jut a little while to be me
The real me
To breath
Im suffocating
And getting depressed
Day by day
I can’t breath

you have been strong for so long
cry if you need to
scream if it helps

sometimes the love you crave
can’t be found in the person you want
and wanting someone is not enough
to have them love you

you’re going to hurt yourself
holding on to the same hands
that pushes you closer to heartache

i wish
i wish
for love like this
a love like summer
being kissed by the sun
a love like winter
hugged and covered with snow
a love like night
being lit by the moon’s glow

i pray
i Pray
that this never fades away
many claims of being in love
but non of them ever stay

i hope
i hope
i rely in our love
i rely on your heart
i wish, i hope
i pray we never part

i cannot give you anything aside from comfort and company
you can hold my hands when you’re afraid of the certainties
i would envelope you with my warmth if you feel like you are being tired of everything that seems shaking your peace
you don’t need to worry about giving me any titles or place in your life
in this world and this lifetime
i can be your ultimate person without having the world to know it
it would be ok if it’s between you and me
i will be your constant companion
i’d like you to know that i won’t leave
as long as you need me
i will be here