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"slickly" poems
Your lips bleed like the scarlet syrup of a dark passion fondue; two curly lines of red peeking from behind your hallowed veil, and you, you lay them upon my neck, my very body you hail as your own. This then, is like a red petal falling on alabaster or a rose stained in blood as I pull you closer to me and together, we drown in a pool of crimson wine you anoint my lips with. The taste of you is like the tip of a sword dipped in sparkling liquorice; and our ******* becomes the hypnotism my tongue slickly wrap around, or perhaps, the ****** of this eyeless world. We’re just like diamonds sleeping on their velvet cushions, or illuminating puppets showing the way. Love, may you claim me, till death do us part.
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 9:36 AM UTC
Vampire
We unfriend so easily -- mice clicking Memories -- Just a bunch of ******* memes -- Nicely, slickly
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Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 2:25 PM UTC
unfriended
Picasso at McDonald’s   super size my eyes--let the glare of Pablo’s dead desires burn my retinas, and   indelibly engrave the golden arches behind my drooping lids they will be my rainbows, with pots of dreams to order at each end   and fast food prophesies slickly sliding down yelling yellow loops through the endless blue sky     inside your hallowed halls the chopped souls of Guernica   are invisible to our eyes their stillborn screams don’t reach our ears but their torment will be assuaged by a Big Mac and large fries   they will no longer hear the shrill whistle of the German’s falling shells   the laughter of the children at play   or the other sinking sounds that get us through the day
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May 16, 2013
May 16, 2013 at 4:36 PM UTC
Picasso at McDonald's--not a dream, though written while asleep
You are his personal entertainment His guilty pleasure. Nothing is hidden from him. Everyone fears him  not because of the stories that are told about him but because he's knows your secrets, He SEES them. All your 'secrets' All the ***** sins that are unforgivably unforgivable those ***** little deeds that you've committed, he knows all of them. He watches from the darkness, he is always close. Have you ever wondered about your shadow? How it moves slickly by you? Is it really 'your' shadow? Come a little closer, i'll let you in on a tiny secret........ Its Him. The darker the shadow the more secrets he has against you. The more power he has over you. He taunts you to do more evil so you wouldn't forget who holds the reins on your life. Every one has two sides the good and the bad its only a matter of which side you play with the most its only a matter of who always aims to sit on top of the nice list or who plays with the evil in the dark more..
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Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 11:32 PM UTC
That's not your shadow.
Today I am slickly coated with the sheen of a long walk, only holding hands with purpose; the goal to find it. The destination that holds promise according to the latest yelp reviews- promise worth remembering while bearing the heat of the summer subways, the morose and lonely feeling of watching a couple cling to each other as the trains swing our bodies around. When the stench of the city streets- the receptacles for those who can't wait any longer, invade our noses like they were home. The promise that morphs into ringing in my head when my stomach grumbles next to the carts on the sidewalks with the burning flesh they call halal meat, smells warm and familiar sharing shish kabob kisses and chicken knishes, but I've left those days behind me. Now I'm scouring the streets of Brooklyn, for that new chic creperie sans animals, things with faces, or friends if you will, screaming "Find me!" whilst dodging the heady scents of Popeye's, and bacon egg and cheeses, meat markets, fish markets, bright moving ads, of women ******** clad eating burgers. Would you like lox or sturgeon with that bagel? and when I do get to the little mom-and-pop of a hole-in-the-wall cafe, I think of the carnivorous brothers and sisters that have had the meatballs to join me. The countless nights I've had to explain where I get my protein from, that yes, I can eat pizza. And no, it's not a travesty that I want to give up cheese. Because the real travesty is in the this country's handling of living things, and by animals- I mean all of us. And carnivorous brothers and sisters, when you're feeling threatened and defensive- and you've got guilt and entitlement coursing through your friend-fed veins and thus you claim, We're shoving our vegan, vegetarian, pescetarian efforts down your throats. Think again and know that we're only doing the best we can to help what we believe in. That we eat and live with purpose and promise in mind. Real women can eat vegetables too. You can take vegetarians to barbecues. Trust me, we're good at co-existing, Are you?
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Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 12:36 PM UTC
To my carnivorous friends
Today I am slickly coated with the sheen of a long walk, only holding hands with purpose; the goal to find it. The destination that holds promise according to the latest yelp reviews- promise worth remembering while bearing the heat of the summer subways, the morose and lonely feeling of watching a couple cling to each other as the trains swing our bodies around. When the stench of the city streets- the receptacles for those who can't wait any longer, invade our noses like they were home. The promise that morphs into ringing in my head when my stomach grumbles next to the carts on the sidewalks with the burning flesh they call halal meat, smells warm and familiar sharing shish kabob kisses and chicken knishes, but I've left those days behind me. Now I'm scouring the streets of Brooklyn, for that new chic creperie sans animals, things with faces, or friends if you will, screaming "Find me!" whilst dodging the heady scents of Popeye's, and bacon egg and cheeses, meat markets, fish markets, bright moving ads, of women ******** clad eating burgers. Would you like lox or sturgeon with that bagel? and when I do get to the little mom-and-pop of a hole-in-the-wall cafe, I think of the carnivorous brothers and sisters that have had the meatballs to join me. The countless nights I've had to explain where I get my protein from, that yes, I can eat pizza. And no, it's not a travesty that I want to give up cheese. Because the real travesty is in the this country's handling of living things, and by animals- I mean all of us. And carnivorous brothers and sisters, when you're feeling threatened and defensive- and you've got guilt and entitlement coursing through your friend-fed veins and thus you claim, We're shoving our vegan, vegetarian, pescetarian efforts down your throats. Think again and know that we're only doing the best we can to help what we believe in. That we eat and live with purpose and promise in mind. Real women can eat vegetables too. You can take vegetarians to barbecues. Trust me, we're good at co-existing, Are you?
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self love and affirmations are so cringeworthy to me -- that's mean, i know. the perfect depiction of schaudenfraude. but it's so needed. sometimes this space feels too small with no more balcony you blow smoke directly in my face stain our ceiling fan black give me a contact high while i try to multitask on five things at once, unsuccessfully, ever more unsuccessfully. i've lost all focus. i just want a clean bed, soft sheets, a sink free from ***** dishes and every manner of walking and flying insect -- this constant infestation. i just want clean air, to breathe, bikes that don't break and don't get stolen. shoes that protect my feet from the grime that slickly coats the sidewalks of LA black. shoes that are also pretty. i don't have any of this. money, money, money i'm always crying over you. i'm sick of your **** but i'm forever bound to you. and you treat me cruelly taunt me with everything i can't have. "joke's on you my friend, you better guess again, cause everybody's gotta pay their way" "death is easy, life is hard"
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Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
bleghhh, self-care
discussing with friends they,re eclectic noggins bobble suddenly slowly quick the wagging of tongues juxtaposed to startled teeth in rhythmic ques they pour daft prophecies in hideous giggling we talk and amble amiably on every topic odoring and tepid shifting slickly it's easy and the sun frails and we joust winking verbs and nouns and and or we entertain electric chaos screens bulging distended growls of death or cinema or. outside it's raining, beautificly a synonym for damp patterring of a 1,ousand tiny feet and plopping uncertainly violent puddles staggering and the iron weight bears heavy on the hills dimpling the hips of earth or we are static for a few and hours we make goodbyes and promises of recurrence we,ll never keeps the night our tired bodies as we make to the cold metal leather bucket seats and outside it's muttering rainfully beauty...
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Aug 27, 2010
Aug 27, 2010 at 11:11 AM UTC
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Oh my how they flap and slither shades of shades of ghastly crassness Haven't harnessed their atoms' fickle spins spilling, instead, through the strong and wise and deserving befouling their blood Gulping and gaping their own small slice of evil while we will guard ours in cages of guilt and fantasy Spill then spill slickly, sick, stupid spectres You strengthen my bars beyond imagining
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 11:30 AM UTC
the certain
So far you are good at pollution And other pocket lining resolutions. You look at graft as a noble institution While you work to undo the constitution. No matter, it is our geese that are cooked As long as you have pricey vacations booked Don’t miss any vote-buyer’s finger crooked As long as the very richest fish are hooked You quickly learn to so slickly lie While looking people in the eye We’d be better if you said goodbye But you don’t so we just sit and cry. And as you ruin all of our credit You take our Social Security and bet it And it’s our fault because we let it And then when you steal it, we forget it But your fingerprints on the knife in the back Proves to everyone you are all off of the track Everybody is busy giving you nothing but slack Like all of us are some kind of lobbyist hack It is we who have to watchdog your legislation We have to stop this lethal voter hesitation The moment the crooks come up for elimination We must vote them out or there is no restoration This free ticket to rob us can’t last forever. Someday the people will all band together And you will find out quickly whether America is wise enough to pull that lever.
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May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 11:10 PM UTC
POLITICAL PATERFAMILIAS
I did my dance, I gave to you The satin ribbon from my shoe And now through my shoe it won’t lace Nothing to hold me into place For weeks I pondered on this choice with fears too subtle to be voiced Wondering if I’d given away the thing that made me not to stray You used this bow I’d kept for me To tie me down, discipline me Created puppet strings you’d lift You made me dance with you, … In the aftermath that night I’d come to know every mom’s fright And come the dawn you were, I see Compelled to advertise your deeds You tied the string around my head To show off what you’d done in bed You claimed it made me strong and pretty Shame your claim wasn’t quite witty Enough to fool me, they saw through me No one lets girls who’ve been had truly Free from perpetually being red You won’t believe what they had said. My satin bow became a noose You’d wrapped it tight, I couldn’t loose (en) it so slickly I felt sickly Every time I had you with me I wish you’d just leave me alone I threw you out, and changed my phone (number) and left you Called for rescue Joined the show as I was meant to Acknowledged everybody’s doubts Was granted one chance, or be out. And so I went hoping no change Would affect my place on the old stage They looked at me and said it’s fine That I could still belong in line Missing my shoes since they'd no bows To cross themselves in neat-pulled rows I took a step, onto the tile The other dancers in a file But I stood there in my bare feet And I instead was shown a seat.
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Oct 9, 2012
Oct 9, 2012 at 6:40 PM UTC
The Dancer
I did my dance, I gave to you The satin ribbon from my shoe And now through my shoe it won’t lace Nothing to hold me into place For weeks I pondered on this choice with fears too subtle to be voiced Wondering if I’d given away the thing that made me not to stray You used this bow I’d kept for me To tie me down, discipline me Created puppet strings you’d lift You made me dance with you, … In the aftermath that night I’d come to know every mom’s fright And come the dawn you were, I see Compelled to advertise your deeds You tied the string around my head To show off what you’d done in bed You claimed it made me strong and pretty Shame your claim wasn’t quite witty Enough to fool me, they saw through me No one lets girls who’ve been had truly Free from perpetually being red You won’t believe what they had said. My satin bow became a noose You’d wrapped it tight, I couldn’t loose (en) it so slickly I felt sickly Every time I had you with me I wish you’d just leave me alone I threw you out, and changed my phone (number) and left you Called for rescue Joined the show as I was meant to Acknowledged everybody’s doubts Was granted one chance, or be out. And so I went hoping no change Would affect my place on the old stage They looked at me and said it’s fine That I could still belong in line Missing my shoes since they'd no bows To cross themselves in neat-pulled rows I took a step, onto the tile The other dancers in a file But I stood there in my bare feet And I instead was shown a seat.
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Your touch, a thousand amp wattage pulsates me into partial paralysis Our kiss makes me feel like a slickly, sweet tongued succubus winged with wicked truth brings my devilish inclinations deep down in my core and cuts to the closest undulations of my undisputed desire ©ShawnaRenea
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Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 12:48 AM UTC
Undisputed Desire
Will you be the German who is tutting through the shutters as the trains roll by? Will you be the Christian busy ticking off the reasons you can shut your eyes? ***** the left, ***** the right this is everybody's fight and we're battling the evil in our hearts It's a long road to hell but we know the journey well and a hatred of the strange is where it starts. Will you be enchanted by the pretty little whispers of the self-made man Strutting on the scaffold of the skeletons he shackled as he made his plans? Well his dazzling election is a clever misdirection, builds a figurehead to follow or defeat Still whenever evil comes braying trumpets, banging drums it's the likes of you and me that keep the beat. See our little kingdoms slickly built to keep the guilt and trouble out of range Mastering the darkness simply saturates the masses with a fear of change. We cajole, we corral, who's against us, who's our pal, Who's the sacrifice to calm the raging seas Tides will rise, tides will fall breakers burst against the wall - It's our terror that will bring us to our knees. Each of us is given just one minute and a million choices every day Struggle for the love or love the struggle of the jungle hunter gone astray wicked wishes crack the whip comfort loosens our grip and a black and hungry vulture takes the air Every road goes up or down we can climb, or we can drown - be the beast - or be the angel, if we dare.
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Nov 30, 2016
Nov 30, 2016 at 10:21 AM UTC
Silent Chorus
*is it true that the way she moves is a tribute to the 60's groove flower power out of pure delight body paint underneath black light on most days you will find she's with Jefferson on an Airplane flight following a rabbit down a hole saying Grace as she Slickly goes she's mellow in a yellow sense hippie in her happenstance psychedelic in a Asbury breeze parking it where'er she please yes i think that it's all true that she's a tribute to the 60's groove*
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Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 7:41 AM UTC
60's tribute
I hope you try my brand new trick tricking the mind with words so slick slickly lining up lines that click clicking together like a tock to a tick ticking like a clock with a kick kicking you with rhymes so quick quickly flowing rhymes in time timing is set by the design designed by my own mind mindless poetry is easy to find finding a new way to connect a line lining up words until they shine
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Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 12:42 PM UTC
Try Me - Quantum Loop
it was slowly hideous and more. the vapid skull was fragile mucous glistening ostensibly of nasal passage and a flagrant gesture mounting swiftly every coming brief second and fornicating methodically minute transmissions of air of repugnant lungs. the heaving damsel broached or slippery tousled follicles limp in arrogance foaled softly on her scalp. i maybe was and she new. the sport of delicious fresh cluttered blood plump and detestable in beneath the sallow rubber husk rubbing slickly on the small walls particularly. a the. a(shade of yes(dribbles when the smacking rinds of lips bubble sudden noise in. and a. a and. she smothers the babe of silence in putrid vocal aberration fetid slop of words. temporarily she is. speaking quickly and inviting me to the back little room to weigh and measure large and pale the vestige of my i. take me sit me in another waiting. another room of waiting. waiting. waiting waitingwaitingwai"hello I'm Dr.Hanson"
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Sep 6, 2010
Sep 6, 2010 at 12:51 PM UTC
it was slowly hideous
i(by 2or3)simple fingers untighten                  SNoW quickly into rills of gushing and lips slickly shine grinning violently                                                 and also by ribbon of quaking genially oral fumbling deftly shiver)bring lewd SPRING into chaste WINTER between hairless trees making flowers
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Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 5:02 PM UTC
Untitled
Steve April 29, 1967-October 7, 2018 Miss You Buddy No sunset in this park today. But of course not, for today is your birthday. Everywhere I look, all I see is grey! The Angels are weeping so we don’t have to; that’s not what you would want. You would want us to share our memories and trust me I have 4 pages front and back, AT LEAST! You were taken too soon, no time to adapt So unexpected and you were the happiest I’d seen you With Ivan home and Emil good, and Jackson to fill the dull moments “Action Jackson”, that’s what you called him And so did my Papa Dale You loved that he loved music, You wanted to teach him to play catch. You were making progress, taking steps I miss your loyal, honest and witty *** Oh,and I started studying numerology! You’ll never guess your number! #1 But I’m sure that comes as no surprise You would have loved it!!! Hope you are up there watching baseball, drinking beer, listening to music, and telling stories about your family with your old military pals! I miss you dear friend I miss your home, it was my 2nd No judgement ever We all had our **** Different days, different times But we rallied together to help, and have a good time You and I never fought except maybe for a second We playfully fought about baseball You were a die hard Cubs fan, and I was team Cards! You were getting back on track, on your way to work No way is that fair I miss you dear friend Your stories, your humor You making fun of Blair slickly, us laughing til we cried I miss your heart, you’re real, you’re true FAMILY WAS EVERYTHING and the rest, music, military, beer, baseball, laughing, and Laura You were a simple man You knew exactly who you were at all times That I always admired You thought you knew it all; you probably did! I miss kicking back people watching on the front porch or music in the garage! Miss your stories, your humor, your strong will And that 2nd place I thought of as home. Loved your dad when he was here and loved both Emil and Ivan instantly upon meeting I hope your kids know if they need anything, to call You stepped up for Jackson, That really says it all! I miss you buddy, til next time... I raise this beer
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May 5, 2020
May 5, 2020 at 8:05 PM UTC
STEVE
Steve April 29, 1967-October 7, 2018 Miss You Buddy No sunset in this park today. But of course not, for today is your birthday. Everywhere I look, all I see is grey! The Angels are weeping so we don’t have to; that’s not what you would want. You would want us to share our memories and trust me I have 4 pages front and back, AT LEAST! You were taken too soon, no time to adapt So unexpected and you were the happiest I’d seen you With Ivan home and Emil good, and Jackson to fill the dull moments “Action Jackson”, that’s what you called him And so did my Papa Dale You loved that he loved music, You wanted to teach him to play catch. You were making progress, taking steps I miss your loyal, honest and witty *** Oh,and I started studying numerology! You’ll never guess your number! #1 But I’m sure that comes as no surprise You would have loved it!!! Hope you are up there watching baseball, drinking beer, listening to music, and telling stories about your family with your old military pals! I miss you dear friend I miss your home, it was my 2nd No judgement ever We all had our **** Different days, different times But we rallied together to help, and have a good time You and I never fought except maybe for a second We playfully fought about baseball You were a die hard Cubs fan, and I was team Cards! You were getting back on track, on your way to work No way is that fair I miss you dear friend Your stories, your humor You making fun of Blair slickly, us laughing til we cried I miss your heart, you’re real, you’re true FAMILY WAS EVERYTHING and the rest, music, military, beer, baseball, laughing, and Laura You were a simple man You knew exactly who you were at all times That I always admired You thought you knew it all; you probably did! I miss kicking back people watching on the front porch or music in the garage! Miss your stories, your humor, your strong will And that 2nd place I thought of as home. Loved your dad when he was here and loved both Emil and Ivan instantly upon meeting I hope your kids know if they need anything, to call You stepped up for Jackson, That really says it all! I miss you buddy, til next time... I raise this beer
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I knew a man who looked like an egg. His shoulders, they did this odd thing where they drooped. He was a rather droopy man. His shoulders sort of melted into his body like those eyeballs in “Raiders of the Lost Ark” sliding slickly down into a congealed mess. It was worse after he shaved his beard. There was this flabby bit of skin that the beard had previously concealed. It connected his chin to his chest, smudging his entire body into this perfectly oval shape that rested upon chicken legs. You know that question that overused “What came first, the chicken or the egg?” question? I think I found the Queen Mother of them both.
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Oct 6, 2012
Oct 6, 2012 at 9:18 PM UTC
The Man Who Looked Like an Egg
my complexion darkened by that skeletal wrist wrought with rust dusted blood of what used to run an impression of who I used to be strumming the strings to my spinal chord that blissful music a sweet morphine to still those poisonous lips registered to the skittered voices taking refuge in my head the morphine doesn't always hold I search for that sweet spot too withdraw the shrill eccentricity screeching I cannot suppress the silly frigid air protrude with a single glare breaths puff and heartbeats escalate as eyes are met--green and brown hazel to the cerulean blue the tepid synchronization of similar frequencies how the night glimmering lights illuminate the graffiti of complicated shadows simmer into a wilting tilt of sorrowful flowers how the roses are drowned and never to fill how the match in my chest lights anew I have to do my best to keep it alive caress it but don't get burned by it I can never see too far into the future but I can only know what I am off of glare at this present precision how will I ever know who I am if I cannot see two feet surrounding alluring this flame through the sky-scraping scent of night delicate to the visionaries too steep as the head begins to pound out of its keep avoid those dark corners I once used to brood take a break on a flight of stairs and gaze out the flashes blurring by keep my teeth in my cheek the tongue will slip out sharp and cut someone keep the thoughts from rolling slickly off of it the top of my head is not a good place to stand
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Aug 8, 2015
Aug 8, 2015 at 2:28 AM UTC
Dark Complexion
my complexion darkened by that skeletal wrist wrought with rust dusted blood of what used to run an impression of who I used to be strumming the strings to my spinal chord that blissful music a sweet morphine to still those poisonous lips registered to the skittered voices taking refuge in my head the morphine doesn't always hold I search for that sweet spot too withdraw the shrill eccentricity screeching I cannot suppress the silly frigid air protrude with a single glare breaths puff and heartbeats escalate as eyes are met--green and brown hazel to the cerulean blue the tepid synchronization of similar frequencies how the night glimmering lights illuminate the graffiti of complicated shadows simmer into a wilting tilt of sorrowful flowers how the roses are drowned and never to fill how the match in my chest lights anew I have to do my best to keep it alive caress it but don't get burned by it I can never see too far into the future but I can only know what I am off of glare at this present precision how will I ever know who I am if I cannot see two feet surrounding alluring this flame through the sky-scraping scent of night delicate to the visionaries too steep as the head begins to pound out of its keep avoid those dark corners I once used to brood take a break on a flight of stairs and gaze out the flashes blurring by keep my teeth in my cheek the tongue will slip out sharp and cut someone keep the thoughts from rolling slickly off of it the top of my head is not a good place to stand
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I used to zip, round Little School corner. Metal sparking from the road. Throttle wound back For a swift attack: Excitement on overload. The brave foolishness of youth, Slickly defying, gravity’s truth. I used to roar, round Young-man’s corner. Tyres squealing in the night. She’d buck an’ slide, Giving a rough ride: My experience holding her tight. Pulling through, going on our way, Looking forward, to yet another day. I used to charge, round Middle-age corner. Knee scraping along the ground. Holding my breath Kissing, cold, death: My fear becoming unwound. Somehow, I gathered her sweetly up, And continued drinking, from life’s cup. Nowadays, I never know, What’s around the corner. My biking days are long gone. I don’t get my thrills From near-miss spills, And the years roll on, and on. We travel a straight highway, so it seems, But me! I’m still cornering, in my dreams. © Paul Chafer 2014
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Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 8:01 AM UTC
Life's Dangerous Corners
I wanted to show the secretarial assistant the mashup, parody skit of the grumpy cat snoring under a lampshade but resisted for the fear she might think me strange I am very lonely Yesterday the girl in my team replied my email with gnawing, jagged words that tapped on my skull about how my prep materials belong to the basement shelves of a blank, barren attic and how the world would be a useful place only without me in barbed, lofty italics that slickly slices open my skin Perhaps she is correct for my social life is the bluntest thumbtack in a drawer like a black hole ******* me into the hollowness at the pit of my stomach I sometimes say "I want to change the world" but really, if words could **** all I want is to write poems all day with my face a moving canvas for animated poems like razors, stabbing into her black-widow lips or a hero slamming his fist handsomely into the villain's chest as she mouths "you're no good", once again.
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Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 10:27 PM UTC
If Words Could ****
God save me from left and right. A hundred decisions and revisions-- I never want to cry, I want to swell up on the treacherous surf that betrays me. May each drop of saline-sympathy Melt back into eyeball-oblivion, Creep slickly down my throat, And escape hereafter through my ten toes. But too many of them I have banished this way. Once they merely wet the soles of my feet, Callous from a million paths undiscovered. Now, They whisper terrible things in my ears, Terrible things: They whisper Until my lungs grow so full of their sound they pop and leave me an empty woman chin-deep in the satisfied grey ocean I once refused to admire.
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Jun 13, 2013
Jun 13, 2013 at 12:31 AM UTC
Let No Roads Diverge
In elementary school you learn about the importance of the 8 parts of speech. That with these essential bits and pieces of the English language you can grammatically slay dragons, build empires upon prepositional phrases, and verbally split wigs with hammering conjunctions. Spitting flexible adjectives in general directions with a chance that someone might listen. I wish you could still listen.  I want to tell you. Verbalizing verbs with vicious vernacular. I shipped it. Wrecked it. Mauled it. I want to fix it. I can't. I'm waiting. For the day I can hug you again. To apologize for the lack of complete. In life you complete stuff. Like when your mother tells you that you can't quit clarinet in the 5th grade, because once you start something, you finish. We never finished. You left before we could complete. I didn't say goodbye or even hello. I guess I could blame it on pronouns. I could say well she didn't let me know, he was lost in his words. We didn't want to intrude on the walls they built with words that I never spoke. But without them I would be so much better off. Or That we need to talk. We need to figure my **** out because some days this iceberg set of lungs I have, only melt when I don't need then to. So pass through me. Across the tremendous skin across my body in order for me to feel again. The skin is tucked under this hard shell I learned to build after being poked all too often. Poked with things like goodbyes or when I can't tell time on analog clocks. Numbers are hard to compute when all I see is you. I want to quickly get over the slow process of slickly sliding into a hole I'll never figure out. I'm in a directional pull towards who knows where with nothing but my brain space. We all know how dangerous things get in there. Like that time, when I was 7, I was convinced you were kidnapped by the bandit in my dream. Sleeping is hard these days.
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 5:54 PM UTC
Parts of my speech
In elementary school you learn about the importance of the 8 parts of speech. That with these essential bits and pieces of the English language you can grammatically slay dragons, build empires upon prepositional phrases, and verbally split wigs with hammering conjunctions. Spitting flexible adjectives in general directions with a chance that someone might listen. I wish you could still listen.  I want to tell you. Verbalizing verbs with vicious vernacular. I shipped it. Wrecked it. Mauled it. I want to fix it. I can't. I'm waiting. For the day I can hug you again. To apologize for the lack of complete. In life you complete stuff. Like when your mother tells you that you can't quit clarinet in the 5th grade, because once you start something, you finish. We never finished. You left before we could complete. I didn't say goodbye or even hello. I guess I could blame it on pronouns. I could say well she didn't let me know, he was lost in his words. We didn't want to intrude on the walls they built with words that I never spoke. But without them I would be so much better off. Or That we need to talk. We need to figure my **** out because some days this iceberg set of lungs I have, only melt when I don't need then to. So pass through me. Across the tremendous skin across my body in order for me to feel again. The skin is tucked under this hard shell I learned to build after being poked all too often. Poked with things like goodbyes or when I can't tell time on analog clocks. Numbers are hard to compute when all I see is you. I want to quickly get over the slow process of slickly sliding into a hole I'll never figure out. I'm in a directional pull towards who knows where with nothing but my brain space. We all know how dangerous things get in there. Like that time, when I was 7, I was convinced you were kidnapped by the bandit in my dream. Sleeping is hard these days.
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To the Victorian poets of Decadence: I love you, you who conquered lands unknown, spread diseases, plagues full-blown; you who revelled in the unbearable lushness of being sensuous and decadent, kings of insidious words, slipping sweetly, sliding slickly into the narrow channels of the outraged public brain. Ah how I love you, you who exhilarated in deep despair; woe to the nightingale immortalised! Who yet found meaning in dark emptiness, rallying 'round with the cry of 'Art for art's sake!' And so you, bridled with emotion, eat your cake, fuming with bright, bitter melancholy, never gaining the intimacy and restfulness you so craved. I think I love you because I understand you, you who search relentlessly through the victorious squalor of life that will not cede control to your grasping hands but jostles greedily to conquer virtuous lands. Run away Prudence, Chastity and Grace! Fall to your knees, hang your head, hide your face, let shame overtake you, for Faith is a cuss word, you've decided. And so, you arrogant men who surrender to the hedonist's depraved desires, you pleasure seeker, dearest sybarite, no mere voluptuary, You whose gilt-edged poetry tongues my heart, whose heady sensitivity makes me start, and long for the things of the world I should not cannot want, I love you unto madness, to distraction, to a slant- ing of morals, to giving in and giving up. I fall, a long way down.
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Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 12:41 AM UTC
Squalor Victoria(n)
What I would say, if I dare I'd say that life is to be lighter Death a mere path to something else That we do not know, et all Pity on those who think, But do not know. Salt on those who know, But do not think. Find somewhere in between Where buds can blossom Without hesitation, and Minds can shift - Without resignation Let harmony carry our thoughts. Pursuasion is the worst of sins For those who slickly speak In tongues that whisper fictitious whims Leading you to darkness. Doubt idly leans on Those who hang heads low And talk of maybes and almosts Without a chin to spare. Pursue a path to growth. The price of knowledge only accrues Don't limit this power where- In these small hours we can waste Swaddled in naivety. Shed upon our small existence Humility and love Openness and kindness Who knows what is above? Accept beliefs of others. Let's live Life now, it IS all we know So let it be, as is Dream, Create, Learn and Grow Find something you can give.
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Feb 7, 2017
Feb 7, 2017 at 11:37 PM UTC
Life Lessons