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"scarfs" poems
I saw you in winter, and thought of tree branches feathered by starlight in poorly lit neighborhoods. A hearth where the more honest parts of myself, I am bared fetal, warmed upon, welcomed. I saw you in spring, and thought of long drives in the countryside in the rain. Ice cream melting from our chins dancing petrichor upon our toes, kissing by the sea shore. I saw you in summer, and thought of sleepy boathouses, uncovering ancient childhood treasures in the woods. A secret lake somewhere, the sky's reflection in promise. Windy hilltops upon which to blame each other for the sunrise. I saw you in autumn, and thought of scarfs and cafes, city streets and sunsets where we watched each others breath escape. Apartment staircases where windchill hibernates, the world slowing down around us from your window. The first time I saw You, I thought to myself, "I could live there."
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Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 5:24 PM UTC
I saw you in seasons...
I know I'm not the only one, With scars from your lips placed on my body, Who wears scarfs to hide because you don't want her knowing, How dreadful that would be, For her to know she's not the only one, She's not the only one, With the lights off, As well with the clothes, How lovely that would be, To be the only one,
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Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC
The only one
Braided brushed tied up the princess and her jewels hair fair platted with history servants standing by swords ready gold hats seamed silver pulled tight with silk ribbons and scarfs full beaded this is a Viking girl astride her war horse
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Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 10:20 PM UTC
Viking Saga
I used to read I used to write Songs, Stories, Poetry. I used to knit I used to sew Plushies, Scarfs, Roses. What happened to the days Where I found enjoyment from the little things? Why is it now That what I once loved Feels like a chore That tires me, Bores me, Makes me contemplate everything. What happened to my carefree childhood Where nothing mattered Other than when I could write Songs, Stories, Poetry? When I uses to knit and sew Plushies, Scarfs, Roses? What happened? And why?
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Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 5:51 AM UTC
Depression killed my creativity
The birch tree in winter Leaning over the secret pool Is Narcissus in love With the slight white branches, The slim trunk, In the dark glass; But, Spring coming on, Is afraid, And scarfs the white limbs In green.
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Birch Tree
Indulge me for I'm sat looking at a scarf As I transport rather splendid G and T To its final destination Not mine I hasten to add, my scarf that is not the gin Purple not my colour you see I had issue with burgundy as a child, frightful memories I digress but it was left behind like a signature Not intentionally just in a sweet forgetfulness I can't pick it up, crazy as it sounds I mean if I did it would be real not imagery The moment lost, but no real moment as I can't feel it Do you understand ? Perhaps not I have admittedly been reminded of its presence I imagine it's scent, no I imagine her scent Her presence in the room, her smile lifts me I mean it's just a scarf I mean it can't exist can it? Do we leave a little of ourselves behind? Emotion like lost property I don't know, I honestly don't Is there a course for metaphysical disorientation and the re repatriation of lost purple scarfs? I guess not. I'd probably fail in any case. It will still be here tomorrow. In plain sight, just hidden from my reality Goodnight scarf.
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 9:55 PM UTC
Goodnight imaginary scarf
This poem is composed by: a Nonet, a Kyrielle Sonnet, a Free verse part, a Terzanelle and another Free verse part: In a juerga there’s nothing around But voices, flamenco guitars , Dancing bodies in moonlight, Vibrant gypsy dresses, Passion, obsessions, Bullfighter’s blades, Silk shawls, Dancers, Capes. Old men have faces scorched and cracked, Flamenco women to attract, Like barks of olive trees in night. Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Girls have boot heels and huge roses, Men clench their teeth , step opposes, Hands clap and shout in a dance fight, Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Guitars are beaten at high speeds, Castanets scratch the music’s seeds, Rhythmic fingers snap air to bite, Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Old men have faces scorched and cracked, Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Hands becoming wings In their shadows on the wall, Red becoming black and Black becoming white, Motion vibrating the guitar's string, Cubic movements of colors, In their dance , Shadowy wings becoming scarfs, Flamenco woman arching her body, Showing her passion… From the soul to dissolve The dancing sounds detach From the soul to dissolve When the movement they catch, They may change all around, The dancing sounds detach. Drums and tambourines’ sound, Exotic wrists and swirls, They may change all around. The weightless grace makes girls Steal treasures from the air, Exotic wrists and swirls. With beautiful black hair, Rise like birds , fall like leaves. Steal treasures from the air, Having tricks up their sleeves, From the soul to dissolve, Rise like birds ,fall like leaves From the soul to dissolve. Spicy slippery steps Waiting for a clue, Picking up portions of pink Of hyper-femininity , Overflowing screwy sounds In heavy red chromesthesia, Morphing themselves into glamorous , Red feminine movements, Men looking like marble statues being alive, Seemingly cracking. Slowly diminishing their dancing rhythm, Steps sickling sweet sounds To hear the horn of some lost happiness.
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Jun 5, 2012
Jun 5, 2012 at 4:36 PM UTC
THE FLAMENCO DANCE (Complex Poetic Form)
This poem is composed by: a Nonet, a Kyrielle Sonnet, a Free verse part, a Terzanelle and another Free verse part: In a juerga there’s nothing around But voices, flamenco guitars , Dancing bodies in moonlight, Vibrant gypsy dresses, Passion, obsessions, Bullfighter’s blades, Silk shawls, Dancers, Capes. Old men have faces scorched and cracked, Flamenco women to attract, Like barks of olive trees in night. Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Girls have boot heels and huge roses, Men clench their teeth , step opposes, Hands clap and shout in a dance fight, Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Guitars are beaten at high speeds, Castanets scratch the music’s seeds, Rhythmic fingers snap air to bite, Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Old men have faces scorched and cracked, Shirts dazzle white in the moonlight. Hands becoming wings In their shadows on the wall, Red becoming black and Black becoming white, Motion vibrating the guitar's string, Cubic movements of colors, In their dance , Shadowy wings becoming scarfs, Flamenco woman arching her body, Showing her passion… From the soul to dissolve The dancing sounds detach From the soul to dissolve When the movement they catch, They may change all around, The dancing sounds detach. Drums and tambourines’ sound, Exotic wrists and swirls, They may change all around. The weightless grace makes girls Steal treasures from the air, Exotic wrists and swirls. With beautiful black hair, Rise like birds , fall like leaves. Steal treasures from the air, Having tricks up their sleeves, From the soul to dissolve, Rise like birds ,fall like leaves From the soul to dissolve. Spicy slippery steps Waiting for a clue, Picking up portions of pink Of hyper-femininity , Overflowing screwy sounds In heavy red chromesthesia, Morphing themselves into glamorous , Red feminine movements, Men looking like marble statues being alive, Seemingly cracking. Slowly diminishing their dancing rhythm, Steps sickling sweet sounds To hear the horn of some lost happiness.
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Sticky Sticky, So **** Sticky, Us Brits and our Weather are so **** Picky Sun Beats Down, Evaporates the Frowns Then there's the complaints for which wer are so renowned Too Cold, Too Hot, Please Just Stop... I was waiting all winter long and now you strop I much prefer shades to a winters coat Up round my **** not up round my throat Own far more Mini's than I do Scarfs and it was the Summer Holiday's I had most Laughs So you can keep your dreams of cosy nights in As I excite the 'Vit D' and Tan my Skin All trhose extra layers keeping you wrapped I prefer the White lines where my Crop-Top Strapped "I can't Move, Think I'm Melting", I quickly choose 'Rays' over 'Downpours' or 'Peltings' Sitting at this screen writing is now getting Tricky It's Sticky Sticky....Too ****** Sticky... Yeergh!
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Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 7:07 PM UTC
Sticky
When thou art gone, the little sunlit shadows Still may dance, and the flowers nod, And the trees whisper confidently one to the other. When thou art gone, the day may be No longer bright, but with slow tread pass on; And the sun shall lag, and the moon be late in coming; And the stars shall be lone-beamed, And faintly gleaming, and the valleys shall draw Their scarfs of mist about their ******* When thou art gone, the lilac nodding yon, Shall make a sign of understanding. When thou art gone, No path shall seem to call invitingly. When thou art gone, The songs shall lack a tenderer chord. But I shall not unhappy be! For I shall follow thee, Leaving all the mourning.
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When Thou Art Gone
The Moon searches out the night During the day sits in the background Probably knitting a scarf of clouds Pick one drop one, Cirrus follow by Cumulus Allowing the Sun it’s all day brilliance At night trumping all that coloured time With a soft monochrome thrill Wrapped in its unravelling grey black scarf Bit of a night owl our Moon Throws quite a few shapes During it’s month Revealing a little Edwardian anklet And then to tantalise Following with its full scandalous magnificence A bit of a flirt our lovely Moon. Our Moon has many beautiful scarfs Holding hands and touch shoulders scarf Or soft hand on the cheek while lips meet scarf Hide under here together and pretend we are alone scarf Let’s do something mad and feed the ducks at night scarf And that warm promise don’t break my heart scarf Bit of a romantic our lunatic moon.
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Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 2:30 AM UTC
Our Lunatic Moon
days are getting longer colors, warm and bright as flowers bloom, I wonder Is it spring outside sweat and tastes of icecream sunlight in my back burning nights and feverish dreams it's summer in my flat rain and whirling, falling leafes tea and halloween wandering birds and deepest grieve it's autum so it seems damping breath and snow scarfs and woolen coats powdered, white wonderworld and winter's shadows grow
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Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 2:48 PM UTC
Seasons
Here’s to the poets; Here’s to the lives That started and ended In short sentences, Hiding behind the words and the commas, In between the lines There is a space; There is a space for poets To dream and dissect dreams,to Examine the heights of their rationale And the depth of their emotions, Like teleporting from the tops of Adonis To the bottom of dark alleys in Hamra. Here’s to the artists, Here’s to the works of art Forgotten on sharp corners Between the margins in a copybook And light emerging from their classroom windows; Here’s to the scribbles That created life, when living Seemed impossible. Here’s to the outcasts, Here’s to the girls Who read comics About super heroes Hiding behind Kashmir scarfs and ripped jeans, Reading 6 words at a time Because the area of a flashlight Covers just enough to get her wondering, To get her to forget how Her tight jeans left scars on her untouched thighs, And how her feet were painted red Before and after She had to wear twin towers to walk in. Here’s to the jokers, Here’s to the unappreciated laughter To whatever happens after Here’s to the grand stages you formed Out of two desks put together And a pencil/eraser microphone; Here’s to us, To our shattered talents and lost souls Here’s to our oppressed minds And distorted comprehension of ourselves Here’s to us And who ever falls in love with us.
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Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
Latin Simone
*The unexpected snow, disruptive, in ways more burdensome, than mere fender benders and swapping travelogue commutation miseries ah, the tv reporters regale with snow tales, human fails, but where do you hear of the children burnt once by fire then again, now, again! burnt by snow. here, hear, listen here technology moves forward, grafting new shells of skin on burnt children, but tonite you're cozy thinking of your valentine's heart, not of the little ones, whose hearts are unprotected, by what we take so for granted beneath our protective gloves and coats, scarfs and boots, our prophylactic human skin, theirs, fire ravaged, now re-hazardous, by southern snows burning these children hurt, unexpectedly, cannot play in the snow that came so unexpectedly, lest it burn them worse* "in the children's burn unit, postponed all surgeries except 'emergency'.  Two days of outpatient clinic patients forced to reschedule,. That then, postpones their surgeries, second step grafting, etc. Our vents ran smoothly I heard via the generators, unlike last outage. We had to ambulance each individual patient. I dread going in tomorrow but small comfort, it will be warmer than my cold home." Life first, poetry second
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Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 3:31 PM UTC
Snow Burn
Known for leading charges in to debauchery. Fearsomely handsome burning blue eyes that long outlived his passing. “Didn’t leave life unlived, did he?” Reformed, unrepentant; grown wraithlike, diminished. “If you give up, don’t moan about it; go back.” The scholar who led a rebellion against performance. The Lion in Winter. The Ruling Class. My Favorite Year. Born August- the son of Constance, he grew up. He gave up drinking- he did not give up smoking. Cigarettes in an ebony holder, green socks, overcoats and trailing scarfs. Good parts few and far between. Waiting…you could wait forever. Together with fine people, good companions with whom I've shared my belief. My belief, that one should decide for oneself, when it is time to end ones stay. I bid a dry eyed grateful farewell. Audiences, critics, curiosity seekers “My Favorite Year” unlikely to win awards, he clutched his statuette.
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 11:32 AM UTC
My favorite year
I want to be your scarf, So soft and mohair, To warm you in snowfalls And even in rainy autumn. I will embrace your neck Like a mother cradles her child. I’ll save the warmth for you. Put on the scarf, be so kind. I want to be your scarf. Oh, don’t wear scarfs? Well now, If I can’t softly warm you, I’ll be your skin somehow.
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Feb 4, 2025
Feb 4, 2025 at 5:27 PM UTC
I want to be your scarf
It's getting cold outside, The chills are settling in, Winter has now arrived, The sign of frost has begun. We're stlll in the season of autumn, but Winter has now shown its face, The days are nice, but Chilly, Autumn has now been replaced. The winter is cold and it's sharp, Get ready for a frosty chill Please wear your gloves, coats and scarfs, For, winter time is here!! B.R. Date: 11/19/2024
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Nov 19, 2024
Nov 19, 2024 at 7:50 PM UTC
A Cold, Crisp Winter
SPRING IS Rainbows and flowers, Umbrellas and showers. Easter eggs and bunnies And bees making honey. Green grass and daffodils And hiking on new trails. Gardens and fishing poles And leisurely strolls. SUMMER IS Sunflowers and kites And kids riding bikes. Sunshine and shade, Hot dogs and lemonade. Sandcastles and waves And long lazy days. Home runs and sliders And flying new gliders. FALL IS Long walks and sweaters, Touchdowns and headers. Red leafs and golden, Soon to be stolen. Pumpkins and costumes And witches on brooms. Turkey and dressing And family blessings. WINTER IS Snowmen and scarfs, Getting warm by the hearth. Ice skates and hot chocolate And gloves in your pocket. Trees all alight And cold winter nights. Santa and sneezes And little baby Jesus.
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Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
And the World Goes Round
Autumn squash soup sits on window sill of cardboard boxes. Pumpkin pie wafts down alleyway sits against a house. The earthy colored scarfs. The brown boots and the blue glow from the 360 degree moon. All look beautiful on you. The speed limit is 30 miles an hour here But i've been going 45 And I never look at my speedometer. When the cop lights shine behind me glowing white and red and blue I'm reminded why in fall, the color orange doesn't scare me. I get a knock knock on my window from a man dressed in blue. And when he asks me if i'm guilty i can't help but dream of you. It's still fall season. And I don't have snow tires yet. But the weather man in my head said i've got time. Mr. Officer in response to your question Yes, I know why you pulled me over. It seems that i'm on roadside trial for daydreaming. And that slightly blue glow from the 360 degree moon sure does look great against your blue suit. Mr. Officer. The color orange doesn't scare me. Pumpkin carving flicker glow Lantern guide you too your child home While your there is there a rope swing? Is the grass cut? Are you dreaming? Is there a pie in the windowsill? Because the baker inside. waits for me tonight. And i've been apple picking lazer tag Holding soft hands in a graveyard. Singing showtunes in our costumes that we struggled to sew together. Mr officer. Do you even like pie? Do you dream the scent and flavors? Does it linger in your mouth? Because to be honest I think I'm going to love her.
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Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 4:17 PM UTC
RoadSide Trial for Daydreaming
Autumn squash soup sits on window sill of cardboard boxes. Pumpkin pie wafts down alleyway sits against a house. The earthy colored scarfs. The brown boots and the blue glow from the 360 degree moon. All look beautiful on you. The speed limit is 30 miles an hour here But i've been going 45 And I never look at my speedometer. When the cop lights shine behind me glowing white and red and blue I'm reminded why in fall, the color orange doesn't scare me. I get a knock knock on my window from a man dressed in blue. And when he asks me if i'm guilty i can't help but dream of you. It's still fall season. And I don't have snow tires yet. But the weather man in my head said i've got time. Mr. Officer in response to your question Yes, I know why you pulled me over. It seems that i'm on roadside trial for daydreaming. And that slightly blue glow from the 360 degree moon sure does look great against your blue suit. Mr. Officer. The color orange doesn't scare me. Pumpkin carving flicker glow Lantern guide you too your child home While your there is there a rope swing? Is the grass cut? Are you dreaming? Is there a pie in the windowsill? Because the baker inside. waits for me tonight. And i've been apple picking lazer tag Holding soft hands in a graveyard. Singing showtunes in our costumes that we struggled to sew together. Mr officer. Do you even like pie? Do you dream the scent and flavors? Does it linger in your mouth? Because to be honest I think I'm going to love her.
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While the moon bears our blood, we think about someone we just met but only until the moment the trade winds blow the dust aside An empty saxophone fills with air, playing sadly until the moon stops to listen He had to leave early to care for his life He told her he needed time to fall in love He thought about the way she smiled He wanted to believe in her instincts Was it her imagination that became impatient Or the way he wiped her brow with her scarf? It doesn’t take long to know, ships that pass always remember; looking through a silk scarf feels the same way, the airy fabric enjoys trading the dust thread for grain Lonely circling bleeding making people fear for their faith; allure matchmaker, lovers together, feeling the tides within crashing upon their desires It was the time to be bold Her eyes said so But scarfs can fool a man and dust can fool a sparrow; how would he know the difference when it was his imagination that must decide between moons passing through shadows and misty eyed longing that for a moment begged him to stop sailing by
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Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 10:10 PM UTC
Blood Moon
Hello my old heart i'm sorry to say that during all the time you took off due to being broken you my dear have been replaced. For what you may ask? Because you were always too busy sitting under my ribcage knitting scarfs and hats of messy emotions for me to wear. It made it a slight bit difficult for your co-worker, the brain, to function. And you know how important it is, that he does. See this new heart doesn't talk much. Its calmly sits and listens obediently to the brain. To be honest, its wonderful. As much as i remember how fantastic it was to let you, let me love. I also remember how much i hated how you let me hurt. So now i want you to think of this next time you are placed under someones ribcage, If you had only listened to the brain maybe you wouldn't have broken and then maybe i never would have fired you.
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 8:02 PM UTC
I am Laying you off
Snow Sleep the promise~warning of a fresh snow delivery by milky white angels alters the soundscape of the city; the early traffic is major muted; the boisterous, ribald ribbing of teenage competition is put away in the drawer, reserved for weekend snow ball fights and Central Park mountain sledding but what I come to tell you is of my beloved, who nearby, advantaged by the silence deep sleeps in the ultra quiet of the bedroom for I have tiptoed lightly away, nary a squeak or a tweet to sting or wrest the cool comfort of the concoction of dark+chocolate combo of absolute silence, the political commentators must now wait their turn, while supping my endless Blue Mountain white mug yes, even I, wide awake for hours, sense the ulterior sensory deprivation, the only noise is the windage of the air conditioning that refrigerates its humming and the body’s humming response, a choral harmony of shhhhh… why matters this to you, I do not know, perhaps a mutuality of recognition as your children exercise their snow day privileges, letting you off the hook, for there is always tomorrow when the dragging- out-of-bed, the stomping of snow boots, and pleas to help them find their hidden scarfs and gloves cannot go ignored, or be silenced…today, this sound of snow~sleep, a rarity for us city dwellers, who, the unfortunate few, will soon venture forth to meet obligations, completecontracts, open the shop, write the reports and do the daily diurnal or place calls to counterparts overseas to jointly prognosticate the future of the next twenty four, but with a snowy lethargy I write, this, to you, to my children, to the world, but mostly to my beloved, who, drugged by snow~sleep, yet to stir, sleeps a soundless sleep of…. *wait-a-minute, 8:00am, and I hear a bellow of hello, a lighthouse sound of warning, and kitchen noises, the cicadas of circadian rhythms cannot be held back, triumphantly awaken her, the habits of a lifetime cannot be overcome…* 8:04am nyc 2/13/24
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Feb 13, 2024
Feb 13, 2024 at 8:15 AM UTC
Snow~Sleep
Snow Sleep the promise~warning of a fresh snow delivery by milky white angels alters the soundscape of the city; the early traffic is major muted; the boisterous, ribald ribbing of teenage competition is put away in the drawer, reserved for weekend snow ball fights and Central Park mountain sledding but what I come to tell you is of my beloved, who nearby, advantaged by the silence deep sleeps in the ultra quiet of the bedroom for I have tiptoed lightly away, nary a squeak or a tweet to sting or wrest the cool comfort of the concoction of dark+chocolate combo of absolute silence, the political commentators must now wait their turn, while supping my endless Blue Mountain white mug yes, even I, wide awake for hours, sense the ulterior sensory deprivation, the only noise is the windage of the air conditioning that refrigerates its humming and the body’s humming response, a choral harmony of shhhhh… why matters this to you, I do not know, perhaps a mutuality of recognition as your children exercise their snow day privileges, letting you off the hook, for there is always tomorrow when the dragging- out-of-bed, the stomping of snow boots, and pleas to help them find their hidden scarfs and gloves cannot go ignored, or be silenced…today, this sound of snow~sleep, a rarity for us city dwellers, who, the unfortunate few, will soon venture forth to meet obligations, completecontracts, open the shop, write the reports and do the daily diurnal or place calls to counterparts overseas to jointly prognosticate the future of the next twenty four, but with a snowy lethargy I write, this, to you, to my children, to the world, but mostly to my beloved, who, drugged by snow~sleep, yet to stir, sleeps a soundless sleep of…. *wait-a-minute, 8:00am, and I hear a bellow of hello, a lighthouse sound of warning, and kitchen noises, the cicadas of circadian rhythms cannot be held back, triumphantly awaken her, the habits of a lifetime cannot be overcome…* 8:04am nyc 2/13/24
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A mosaic of falling seeds spins me sickly into a coma. The only thing that saves, keeps me from tumbling down - her aroma. All the thoughts like ants have gone away, they crawled through my ears, my mouth. Oh, the mouth, the royal taste - just stay, rave on my flesh, love well-wrought . And there I lie - on the lips that are not mine - neither his. Rather die than lose those strips of pretty scarfs I could kiss.
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Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 6:14 AM UTC
Theft
I sent you a letter. I'm sorry that I didn't just say it out loud, but I couldn't look at you as our faces mirrored each other's heartbreak. Yours then mine. I couldn't be there as you struggled to give me an answer, couldn't just tell you without giving you space. I wish I could talk to you, that my mouth won't fill with silence when it is opened. That I'll stop wrapping the silence around me, desperate for its warmth in freezing days. Yet still, I sent you this letter, dear mother, because the waves held my face under your turbulence of expectations and the currents needed to change. I didn't want to drown. Forgive me for this letter, dear father, I know you prefer ignorance but it only leads to hate and anyway, mother always says there's nothing you love more than your children and I didn't want to become a stranger. I know this is hard, but I wish it wasn't. I wish you'd paint your face with my colors, cheer from the stands, celebrate my existence as it is. Still, I don't expect you to understand it, I know it's foreign and new in your eyes. I don't want you to tell me you still love me and that your love would always be unconditional, I want to never have questioned it at all. I don't want your sympathy. There's nothing to be sad about, nothing to fix, nothing to mourn. The future you visioned for me was never real, you never asked me anyway. I don't want your acceptance. It's just blank pages and silent mouths, I want your support. The world is sharp and I just want to know you'll be there to clean away the blood. I had to tell you because whenever I thought of who I am and heard your voice carried in the wind, I flinched and tensed as if you could look into my mind. I needed to tell you because I am tired of hiding away flags and pins and scarfs, bite my tongue around a joke, overthink every passing comment that falls from your mouth. I had to tell you because most of all I needed an answer. So now, please, just write me back.
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Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 4:21 PM UTC
A Letter Taped On A Closet Door
I sent you a letter. I'm sorry that I didn't just say it out loud, but I couldn't look at you as our faces mirrored each other's heartbreak. Yours then mine. I couldn't be there as you struggled to give me an answer, couldn't just tell you without giving you space. I wish I could talk to you, that my mouth won't fill with silence when it is opened. That I'll stop wrapping the silence around me, desperate for its warmth in freezing days. Yet still, I sent you this letter, dear mother, because the waves held my face under your turbulence of expectations and the currents needed to change. I didn't want to drown. Forgive me for this letter, dear father, I know you prefer ignorance but it only leads to hate and anyway, mother always says there's nothing you love more than your children and I didn't want to become a stranger. I know this is hard, but I wish it wasn't. I wish you'd paint your face with my colors, cheer from the stands, celebrate my existence as it is. Still, I don't expect you to understand it, I know it's foreign and new in your eyes. I don't want you to tell me you still love me and that your love would always be unconditional, I want to never have questioned it at all. I don't want your sympathy. There's nothing to be sad about, nothing to fix, nothing to mourn. The future you visioned for me was never real, you never asked me anyway. I don't want your acceptance. It's just blank pages and silent mouths, I want your support. The world is sharp and I just want to know you'll be there to clean away the blood. I had to tell you because whenever I thought of who I am and heard your voice carried in the wind, I flinched and tensed as if you could look into my mind. I needed to tell you because I am tired of hiding away flags and pins and scarfs, bite my tongue around a joke, overthink every passing comment that falls from your mouth. I had to tell you because most of all I needed an answer. So now, please, just write me back.
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Image by UW Digital Collections via Flickr/ Ivan Novikoff was my ballet teacher for twelve years when I was very young. Kathleen Colby/view photo on my profile facebook Gypsies dance while the world spins on and on… Pacing a beach in Africa a lion yearns for freedom and fun. This old beast has known the wilds and never spun to happy tides. The girls have thoughts of glory in their heads; no lion tales do they dread. The lion just wants to dance, his old legs wobble when he tries to prance. The girls let their scarfs fly high, the wind whips them as it should into the sky. A perfume hits the lion’s nose; he lays down dead, he is very old. The girls dance on without a thought. A dead lion in Africa should have been taught that ballet dancing is for the very young when you get old you are done.
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Oct 11, 2010
Oct 11, 2010 at 9:16 AM UTC
An Animal's tale