"prescence" poems
Nothing can influence
A Man
Stronger
Than a Woman
It's a difference
Through yin
That causes
Yang to become
Whole
It's like the beast
Crawling towards
The beauty
She need not
Use force
Or violence
To get the animal
To draw closer
Her prescence -
A flower
So sweet
Anything with a nose
Wants to inhale
The influence of
A woman
Is a journey inward
Where the flow
Comes in
I could show you where
You begin
Where it begins -
In the formation
Of a wave curling
To form
An infuriating
Break
Soaring through
the wind
She gets him
Contemplative
Her words
Sound like Sanskrit
She knows what he needs
Beyond what his ego
Believes
And maybe gentle
Or crying
Should not be forbidden
The influence of women
A females touch delicious
A Man's counterpart
And producer of souls
The answer to family
The true love gaze
An access to divinity
The missing ingredient
Of the recipe
A Woman's influence
On a man
Is the way the world
Transitions
Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 1:34 AM UTC
You fell in love with the
late nights we shared,
just me and you
You fell in love with the
thought of me
being in your prescence
but,
there is no way you have
fallen in love with me
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 12:51 PM UTC
Embrace me with a smile,
embrace me with a hug.
Embrace me with your prescence,
and i'll embrace you ,
with the memories we had,
before the last time we had embraced goodbye.
May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 1:09 PM UTC
If we know what pain feels like why would we want another person to feel it?
Why would we be the cause of it?
I cried for you, you watched, you heard.
You saw my eyes light up in your prescence,
You saw the lights reflect in my tears.
How can you pull me in time and time again?
just to let me go
To treat me as an extra in your movie, to cross me out where I no longer fit.
How can you decide what's love if you don't know my heart?
Why would you bring me this far just to drop me off here?
We all just need someone to be there, and I was there, whenever, however you needed.
I was a friend.
I showed compassion.
I sacrificed just to bring you happiness, I showed compassion to your heart.
For some reason my feelings lost value. I lost that compassion friends usually give.
I lost you, but really you never wanted to be found.
Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 11:22 AM UTC
When Jesus walked away from my i didn't care
In my life, he had never really been there
Just a force I confessed to once a week
I didn't miss his prescence
In my life, he had never really been there
Like a deadbeat daddy who never cared
I didn't miss his prescence
He's departure hurt, but not enough
Like a deadbeat daddy who never cared
He let mother, brother, sister fall
He's departure hurt, but not enough
He was never there to begin with
He let mother, brother, sister fall
I don't think he ever cared or loved
He was never there to begin with
I don't think he ever cared or loved
In my life, he had never really been there
Just a force I confessed to once a week
When Jesus walked away from me I didn't care
Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 12:52 PM UTC
you are too familiar with yourself
with your face
your body
your beauty
your reflection is an image skewed from being seen by
your same eyes too often
your confidence is a locked box you keep in the back of
your closet
your smile is more uncomfortable than it is curling and
you've grown to hate the large of your laugh
you are blind to almost all that you are
but just imagine,
for a second
what you look like
to someone who is a stranger
you could be their textbook definition of ideal
their exact description of beautiful and
you wouldn't even know it
imagine for a moment
how your greatness might resonate
with someone who has never been close to that much at once
there have been people in your life who
have attempted to break you into smaller pieces
crush you from whole so you would be easier to swallow
there will always be some who will be unable to see your worth
others who wont be able to handle you
maybe they'll see too much and try to shrink you into less
with the hopes of becoming more themselves
you build yourself quieter each time that you do
you know how to shy away from the prescence of light and
you've settled comfortably in the shadow of day
but there is someone out there waiting to hear your loud
a blank canvas ready to be filled with all of your paint
you will be the exact shade they have spent their entire life trying to find
and when they do
you'll remember that there was a time
before you were taught to see dark
when you could see all of your colors clear
without trying
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
I know it's not my fault.
But I can't help but feel like it is
The more she got to know the needles and coke
The more I became a joke.
She kept trying to come back to me and my parents knew
They wanted her and I to have nothing to do with eachother
How could I have allowed myself to turn away from you
That little girl who called me mommy because she didn't believe her mother love her.
She'd cry and scream and want her way but I would just hold her head to my chest and rock her back and forth
Because her favorite toy had broke or someone was mean and rude
And yes you were always just one year younger
When we lost each other in the tides of adolescence
We became ripped apart from the other ones prescence
Never giving up the idea that I would always be there for her
She still dips her toes into the water of my life.
Water isn't nourishing unless it's ice
Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 6:24 PM UTC
Passionate Prince sitting on a deluxue throne
Shhh.... The rumble of impact comes with exhilerance
Patience will come with practice....
Painting the skies in permanent flames as you tread new horizons
Sticking in your fist in the earth first
Pioneering in motion - your stick is first to rightfully land
You're the child-like star
Shooting forcefully -Disturbing the noise
Your name rumbles in the sky
Standing in your prescence you gleam in the luminescent spotlight
Breathing in power essences that equal of a forest fire
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:47 AM UTC
The joy of the fresh sunlight
and the ecstasy of the darkest night
are unexplainable by any word or voice
but can be explained by the silence in the noise
Retreating is the winter's fog and mist
and advancing is the time of a spring
And in the dryest moment of a rain
to the brightest moment of the darksest night
Happiness will prevail
Embrace the greatest moment of life
Abandon all the anxiety
for resting in reward of tranquility
Awaiting the darkest night
to vanish in prescence of light
The remorseless music of river,
as it flows
ending in the sea,reflecting the moon
as it glows
Now the moon glows no more
Comes the Darkest Night,as it came before
Feb 22, 2011
Feb 22, 2011 at 7:06 AM UTC
How could you do this?
You cheated on me tonight
How could you not show?
I miss your soft light
A tranquil luminescence
That calms my sad soul
You were always there
A calm, silent companion
A present comfort
I took for granted
Your prescence, beautiful love
And alone, I'm left
In the empty dark
With the all the stars in the sky
But their light is weak
Your nearness I loved
Your great face never laughing
At my tears of woe
Invisible Moon!
You cheated on my tonight
Still, I forgive you
Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 7:21 AM UTC
You touch my soul,
my heart and my spirit.
When I feel your hands on me
I shiver
No one has ever touched me like that.
You hold me close
I hold my breath
I feel that you are ominpresent.
Your smell, your prescence
is more than I have ever experienced before.
Your touch induces emotions
actions that make me want to stay.
A simple touch.
Dec 5, 2010
Dec 5, 2010 at 2:53 PM UTC
Im a Sapiosexual
Im attracted to The intelligence of the individual.
So......
Lets get undressed
Let show each other Our Subconscious Nakedness.
Your Dialect had me finessed
While your psyche I delicately caressed
I don't want a few inches of deep stroke ***********
Id rather have you treat me with some mental stimulation
I gave you a Chance
And you made my soul dance
With just one glance
We have entered a spiritual romance.
You have Massged my intellect and now my heart wants to follow.
You have quenched my thirst with the sweetest words I will ever swallow
Every time we Converse
You touch the center of my universe
Even though our relationship is strictly Platonic
I find Your heart, mind, and soul so ******
We have so much Chemistry
Cant you tell by our Energy
Our Eyes speak thier own lingo
They are Beautiful Words silently spoken that only you and I have learned to know.
Crash! Bang! Boom! As we collide like a car causing multiple wrecks
This is what is sounds like when we have *** and not the kind you had with your ex.
But its everytime we go back and fourth with our emojis, hearts, kisses, and I love you Texts.
Your mind has the greastest allure
Its as fathomless as the ocean floor
Its a beautiful sight to expore
You leave me gasping for air and begging you to let me taste just a little more
I never Felt like this before
I had a cancerous disease and you became My cure.
my souls feels like its deeply connected to yours.
As we take a look into deepest depths of our poetic souls
we try desparately to maintain self control.
Now that I let you come inside and you we're as Joshua's Israelite army you made my walls come tumbling down.
You made me your Queen and I Shined your precious crown.
When Im in your prescence My feet don't even hit the ground.
Its like was lost in the woods alone and then you search high and low until now that I have been found.
Its our frequency kissing passionately
I think its Spiritual Intimacy.
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
Bailful fairness sudders one
From reality and fantacy...
Wanny visage enlighted:
By eyes of a cockatrice,
Never, to judge nor protest against.
How I have love thee?
Soon, to be forgotten by,
Leaving to be languished and,
Purged of love.
Love?
Never releases thé flying White Dove
Acts of Diana, knowingly brought me
Down like Juliet
For love is not love,
Without sacrifise?
Left, bewitched for amercing time,
Left, with the conceit of bestowing one's prescence once more.
Only,
To find the gall will,forsooth,
Gallop forth the next life...
For I have loved you always.
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
Swim in the sea of knowledge
Walk through the desert of wisdom
I would trek across this world of upheaval
Just to stroll next to you for a moment
And when you're no where near me
All I have is precious memories
They float through my mind and drill me
Linger and ***** my senses
When I'm able to feel your prescence
When I can hear your heart racing underneath breaths
When your curves are molded by my body
We are so much like one moment, all our own
Aug 11, 2011
Aug 11, 2011 at 3:53 PM UTC
You reached in
and grabbed me out of my skin.
Your hands on my waist
demolished the barriers i placed
even though i wanted to keep them there.
I have been swimming
in a sea of desyrel and prozac
and more often than not
I drown.
"There are worse things
than being alone"
I know, i know, but
i'm always at a low
ever since he had me at hello.
He told me once
he must have told me 30 times before
he's just a man
taking what he needs from the store,
and i am always serving,
giving him shelter from storms
giving him bandages for sores.
The tables are turning
and when i ask for guidence
all i get are bruises
there are no more soft kisses
no more tracing your name
into my skin.
You flip a switch so quickly
i am left terrified of your prescence.
I walk on eggshells aroud you
but they always break,
you told me i am too heavy
but i am trying to fix that.
You used to make me feel pretty,
now you only make me feel ******
and frankly i like the bruises
because they tell me i need to be stronger.
I want to fit so badly into your arms
but you are not her.
You are a replacement
until she comes back home
back to where she belongs.
I never loved you
i just love what you do to me
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 5:46 PM UTC
he didn't want her to know
about the bodies he stole at night
the lights he took from others
absorbed and snuffed out with his lust
the kisses he gave to cold strangers
and the listless caress he secretly yearned for
he loved her true, but inside he was empty
an inverted soul
desperately gasping for air
she knew so much more than she wanted
she saw him in her minds eye
stealing into the dark
devouring even the starlight
laying in the deep ground
with the cold people of the earth
but her heart shattered long ago
now she was only waiting
for the calamity in the sky
to kiss her homeworld
and make it rain fire
but he came home before the end
just in time for the sky to disintegrate
in time for one last truthfull embrace
two lovers in vestigial embrace
'neath a black sky
vomiting ash and dying birds
no prescence but the silence
no color but the red and the black
no life left in the universe
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 3:55 AM UTC
You are present
Your presence
you are here
at present
with me
Being present
with both of us
just our presences
By this present time.
Because we are here
Given by the ‘fate’
of that ‘timing’
That this ‘particular’
occurrence of presence
‘allowed’ us both
to be at present.
© B HF-Whisper
4/6/2022-11:56PM
Jun 13, 2022
Jun 13, 2022 at 11:53 PM UTC
It is 1am
And I am a combination
Of alcohol and thoughts
Too many words and heavy eyelids
I stand at bar
With drink in loose hands
As some attempt conversation
And I
Smile quietly
With vacant eyes
Because there are plenty of people
In this room
That could fill this empty capacity
Put end
To this gap of desolation expanding inside of me
There are plenty
Who I could find momentary comfort in
Possibly even more
But I
Am too blocked off
To call myself open
Too shut down
To even listen to small talk
Or friendly dialogue
The truth is
I am too hung up
On distance
And romance that is more than likely
To never work out
To be able to make the effort
To love someone other than taken
I am so good
At setting my heart on situations
That have been set long before my prescence
I am skilled
At attempting to love person already satisfied
I will never be neccesity
Only drunken shell of girl
Searching through a sea of bodies
For someone who is not there
For someone who will probably never be there
This routine
Of bourbon and late nights
Of strangers and recurrent introductions
Will continue with frequency
But I
Will remain
Unfulfilled
It is 1am
And I am
Still hoping for something
That is perpetually
Unattainable.
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 5:18 AM UTC
i always knew you didn't trust me.
i knew you had a secret agenda,
you secret agent you.
i love[d] you more than anyone.
anyone.
i trusted you the most.
ever.
when january rolled around, he was obsolete.
it's you, it's you, it's always been you.
you never let me explain; you don't want to hear.
but it's got to go somewhere, so.
here it goes.
i walked into a life i wasn't welcome in.
i didn't want you to fight for me.
i didn't belong, all my prescence did was cause chaos.
**i was always ******* something up for you.**
you were his, not mine, and it tore me up inside.
**but i didn't want to do a **** thing that could...**
take you from him. from your happiness.
take you from being content without being lonely.
to never make you smile, laugh, everything, was...
more punishment i ever thought i could take.
even worse? being the cause of your unhappiness.
i was always ******* something up for you.
you see, without me? without you fighting for me?
there wouldn't have been the fighting, that shower scene.
i never wanted you to fight for me.
you know i did what i did because i was batshit in love with you.
you know i did it because i didn't care about him, i cared about you.
unfortunately, that came at a price.
the biggest price i've had to pay, really.
i did it to keep you happy.
i didn't want to do or say anything that would...
[make you see your boy in a different light]
**** something else up for you.
i risked everything for you.
i gave up everything,
i gave up you,
for you.
one day, i'll beg.
i'll beg every god i know,
especially the ones i don't believe in.
i'll wish on every dandelion, every star,
to not have done what i did,
to have a second chance.
i've never begged for anyone,
i've never wished for anyone.
not even him.
so you see? it was never him.
it was always you. it's you, it's you.
it's always been you.
honesty may be the best policy,
but you know i'm always looking for a better way.
you know i'm always looking out for you.
i tried, anyway. there wasn't anything i could do
that he hadn't already done.
i wish i could say this was over,
and i was done,
but i can't give you up like i gave him up.
my epitaph will always read,
"she was my only."
Apr 7, 2011
Apr 7, 2011 at 5:58 PM UTC
You are like ivy creeping and embedding yourself in spirals around my limbs
Poison slowly creeping into my very flesh, my very being
What is it about you that makes my lungs heave with distaste
You are a wolf in sheepskin
Your soul a grotesque knarly fungus, toxins settling around you like a shield
But your exterior a brilliantly bright red
You invite others in, only to realise your glowing, vibrant colours have been forged from using and discarding others
******* those around you dry
Forcing yourself into every little crevice
I hate growing next to you, stealing all my light, all my nutrients, all my life
And I bet when you no longer require my prescence you will give absolutely no second thought to tearing me limb from torso to feed that rabid wolf inside you
I bet it's lonely on that 'moral' high ground you keep telling me about, looking down at the rest of my humble flock
I bet one day you will realise you are actually growing on top of an ants hill, not a mighty moral mountain
Enjoy your own company, since you're clearly too good for anyone else's
Since you would rather poison everything around you
Everyone hates poison ivy
KG
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 9:01 PM UTC
I only see you in my class
Constantly focusing on your school work
While I keep getting lost looking at you
Trying to figure out what I'm gonna say when I finally
Finally swallow my pride and...
But I can't
Not cause I don't think I can san what I want to say
But cause my mind freezes up around you
I start to talk fast and can't keep up with what words I say so I start to mumble and lose track of what I was originally saying and everything comes together like one long sentence that seems to never end for days
You don't even know me
And I barely know you myself
But I just want to get to know you more
I want you to learn the inside of my mind
So you can understand why I'm the way I am around you
See, I can barely contain this hopeless romantic inside of me
Who's trying to maintain the constant pain gained from the past
That never lasts but seems to cast a dark shadow around me
Only to be overcast by the radiant light you give off
Being in your mere prescence creates a situational hazard
I just can't avoid
Or I choose to meet head on with my inner Self
Creating conflict concerning whether or not
I should even say one word to you
Knowing one of two results will unfold
Either you choose to avoid me and this possible story ends
Or you become interested in where this story is heading
Honestly, I'm hoping for the latter
Cause I want to progress this little narrative
From chapter one of meeting you
To chapter two of getting to know you
Then to chapter three
Where I admit my feelings towards you
If only that were possible
But the truth of the matter is
I would only have so long to really create such a story
And even if we were to make it so far
We wouldn't know if our respective goals would
Take us down the same path
Or lead to a fork where we're forced to
Split for an unknown period of time and
Test out whether we could outlast time
As if we were doing time for a crime of loving one another
And sacrificing on a dime for the sublime feeling of love and trust
May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 2:22 AM UTC
I turn and stare into a mirror.
My reflection is never clear.
Because when I look into that frame,
The room behind me looks the same.
No prescence of my face within its glass.
Never once, have I seen myself, this will never pass.
I wonder what I have done,
To deserve this punishment.
Am I even alive?
Or am I a ghost?
Never to speak to the one I love the most.
I stare down at my fingers.
Searching for a transparency that lingers.
But I see nothing.
Am I even something?
Perhaps a speck of dust,
Full of lust,
Never to let any of it free.
What was I born to be?
I feel as if, everyone knows but, me.
Jan 28, 2011
Jan 28, 2011 at 11:11 AM UTC
Crystalline tears
that never really fall
They hide, shimmering silver, just behind her lids.
He sees his reflection,
multiplied in iridescent triangles
But she denies the sorrow, not quite hidden, not really gone.
She breathes him in,
denies all fears and tears,
She just keeps whispering fractured reassurances.
When he’s away from her,
he sees the poem she left behind
Now he’s scared, he’s terrfied, he’s afraid for her crumbling mind.
And she lies alone
inside a home that’s much to cold
She wishes for his prescence, just a single glimpse.
He waits for her,
wonders if she’ll ever call,
A black and empty screen haunts his fitful dreams as he dozes off.
She wishes she could call
but unwilling Fates refuse to remove the wall
And she lies alone and tries so hard not to cry
Alone, he sits
with tear-and-blood-stained melodies in his ears
He floats on the rythmns and wonders if she can stay strong.
A flashing blade
keeps invading her mind,
but she shakes it away, screams at it to go away, she can’t give in.
He’s counting down
every single second that remains
Until he can finally hold her again, finally wipe away her tears.
She’s fighting so hard,
using every weapon and shield she can
To stop the demons from tarnishing her heart and soul beyond recognition.
They both lie alone,
they both wonder about the other,
as she hides her tears and he hides his fears.
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 7:27 AM UTC
See her as she walks,
Even The manner in which she talks.
She walks boldy with confidence.
She walks awoken with consciousness.
She walks with her head held high as she looks upon Her Father in the heavenly sky.
As she walks by they get one glance into her eyes.
Something that is so unexplainable that they can't began to Identify.
Something that they cant seem to recognize
Its something thats catches them by surprise.
No man can touch the flourishing fruit her of tree.
Its something in her that even a blind man can see.
How is it that she walks and smiles with such glee?
She walks humbly and gracefully.
She walks shamelessly and Courageously.
For She walks Daily faithfully and gratefully with the Almighty.
It happened the day He waited for her so patiently
She came to him on her bending knee to taste The greatness of thee.
His prescence became so contagious
That In her life she made many of changes.
She sought his face Tenaciously
Now In her heart is his place of residency.
Thats why when she walks its as if shes floating so heavenly.
You are seeing the Glowing of Her fathers Spirit overflowing from her majestically.
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 10:53 PM UTC