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My grandparent's house ten-kid-large and sinking on the corners of remembrance Remodeled now, to ...tenements Honeycomb ...the remnants Irish immigrant and Scottish orphan's child She sang on the ferry He fell in love "The rest is the history of us...." Wide as the Connecticut River, grieving-- in their sunset.... ________________ This-- chair is his I am afraid of it-- of his learning of the shiny badge pinned to his coat of his dying... Golden leather of it soothes his memory-- of another continent of the once warmth-- of a distant hearth so darkened now-- where his head once rested ...his hands and, I fear-- his mind.... I will not sit in it as if he will come back, to take his place I am afraid of him-- with his chair-- all worshipful and empty like a high place, abandoned to the heart attack not for grandchild play Seat of Authority still stamped beside the standing cold-- brass ashtray Pipe smoke imagines itself against the ceiling in the words of Yates and Milton He read to them and somehow-- Paradise is Lost.... _______________ This house is cold now-- even in the summer-- cold Worn as only large families wear The War of waiting shadows --four brothers who were spared Anna Mae, in charge, too young, worries in abrupt dark of dinning room Her face, haunted-- an archway-- ever empty by the large and ghostly table covered by its web of lace-- a bridal veil of Catholic impossibility... Anna Mae, held hostage by her thoughts of darling, Sean... Aunt Lil's “breakdown” with cigarette and thorazine   quaking quiet in her corner Aunt Nell, as blind as ******** hell ironing, darning with threads that thatch the wounded socks Holds it all together, scolding-- Brought the welcomed jelly donuts sneered as Yankees clobbered Boston all-- while drinking yellow ale Uncle Eddie-- laughing hoarsely cracks nuts over a wooden bowl
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Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 10:52 PM UTC
Mansion
My grandparent's house ten-kid-large and sinking on the corners of remembrance Remodeled now, to ...tenements Honeycomb ...the remnants Irish immigrant and Scottish orphan's child She sang on the ferry He fell in love "The rest is the history of us...." Wide as the Connecticut River, grieving-- in their sunset.... ________________ This-- chair is his I am afraid of it-- of his learning of the shiny badge pinned to his coat of his dying... Golden leather of it soothes his memory-- of another continent of the once warmth-- of a distant hearth so darkened now-- where his head once rested ...his hands and, I fear-- his mind.... I will not sit in it as if he will come back, to take his place I am afraid of him-- with his chair-- all worshipful and empty like a high place, abandoned to the heart attack not for grandchild play Seat of Authority still stamped beside the standing cold-- brass ashtray Pipe smoke imagines itself against the ceiling in the words of Yates and Milton He read to them and somehow-- Paradise is Lost.... _______________ This house is cold now-- even in the summer-- cold Worn as only large families wear The War of waiting shadows --four brothers who were spared Anna Mae, in charge, too young, worries in abrupt dark of dinning room Her face, haunted-- an archway-- ever empty by the large and ghostly table covered by its web of lace-- a bridal veil of Catholic impossibility... Anna Mae, held hostage by her thoughts of darling, Sean... Aunt Lil's “breakdown” with cigarette and thorazine   quaking quiet in her corner Aunt Nell, as blind as ******** hell ironing, darning with threads that thatch the wounded socks Holds it all together, scolding-- Brought the welcomed jelly donuts sneered as Yankees clobbered Boston all-- while drinking yellow ale Uncle Eddie-- laughing hoarsely cracks nuts over a wooden bowl
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In the broken kitchen chair he sits Weeping the tears of a killer Face buried into the palms of his grisly hands He sobs uncontrollably for he knows what these hands have done He cries as a child might having seen his parents murdered Gasping and struggling to draw in a full breath Snot running from his nose, curling over the stubble of his upper lip With a clenched fist he wipes this away Rage building in his veins, hatred, and remorse His face grows red as he shakes uncontrollably with anger Unsure of what to do with himself he rises quickly to his feet His chair crashing back to the floor behind him He paces the kitchen back and forth Feet padding monotonously over checkered linoleum Suddenly, abruptly, he stops, his gaze drifting to the counter top As he catches sight of the skinless corpse he screams A blood curdling scream that chills to the bone Unable to bare the sight of his disembodied victim any longer He barrels out of the kitchen Crashing through doors, splinters of wood marking his trail In the bathroom he now stands Sulking in shame before a ***** mirror, staring down at his bare feet Slowly, he raises his head, eyes squeezed shut Fearing to find what he might see when he opens them He pauses here for several moments, collecting his thoughts Breathing deeply, hoarsely, sporadically huffing Mustering all of his courage, he makes this final leap, opening his eyes In the mirror before him he sees all too clearly himself Wearing a skin that is not his own Face, hands, feet, all that are exposed His own pale skin standing out in bold contradiction To the beautifully bronzed hollow man that he wears His pale and bony knuckles crash repeatedly into the face of the mirror Over and over again the thud and the crunch Broken skin and shattered glass Blood now smeared across what little reflective surface remains At last he can see himself no more Slumping down into a ball on the floor He sits alone and rocks The mere shell of a man remains With dripping hands he tears away a patch of flesh from his thigh Groping the floor blindly his hand closes over a shard of glass He is now far too numb to feel pain, dead inside Gripping tightly to the broken glass this broken man begins to write Carving his apology into his thigh
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC
The Apology (Pt. #2)
In the broken kitchen chair he sits Weeping the tears of a killer Face buried into the palms of his grisly hands He sobs uncontrollably for he knows what these hands have done He cries as a child might having seen his parents murdered Gasping and struggling to draw in a full breath Snot running from his nose, curling over the stubble of his upper lip With a clenched fist he wipes this away Rage building in his veins, hatred, and remorse His face grows red as he shakes uncontrollably with anger Unsure of what to do with himself he rises quickly to his feet His chair crashing back to the floor behind him He paces the kitchen back and forth Feet padding monotonously over checkered linoleum Suddenly, abruptly, he stops, his gaze drifting to the counter top As he catches sight of the skinless corpse he screams A blood curdling scream that chills to the bone Unable to bare the sight of his disembodied victim any longer He barrels out of the kitchen Crashing through doors, splinters of wood marking his trail In the bathroom he now stands Sulking in shame before a ***** mirror, staring down at his bare feet Slowly, he raises his head, eyes squeezed shut Fearing to find what he might see when he opens them He pauses here for several moments, collecting his thoughts Breathing deeply, hoarsely, sporadically huffing Mustering all of his courage, he makes this final leap, opening his eyes In the mirror before him he sees all too clearly himself Wearing a skin that is not his own Face, hands, feet, all that are exposed His own pale skin standing out in bold contradiction To the beautifully bronzed hollow man that he wears His pale and bony knuckles crash repeatedly into the face of the mirror Over and over again the thud and the crunch Broken skin and shattered glass Blood now smeared across what little reflective surface remains At last he can see himself no more Slumping down into a ball on the floor He sits alone and rocks The mere shell of a man remains With dripping hands he tears away a patch of flesh from his thigh Groping the floor blindly his hand closes over a shard of glass He is now far too numb to feel pain, dead inside Gripping tightly to the broken glass this broken man begins to write Carving his apology into his thigh
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Just past the Rastafarian berry tree Where bully beef boys tattooed their love’s names On the tree’s outstretched arms, A forgotten remnant lay In relic and rot, its air choked with damp mildew and dust. Not wishing to join Garvey’s gang Or bow before Selassie’s seat, I left Jah’s clenched jig hanging, Allowed the inkers to indent incessantly, Going solo into the house of rubble. What a treasure! From smudged, stale mascara, The aged beauty’s heavy, dim eyes Cast dim shadows on her rough, ***** neck On which I now trod barefoot. Her necklace of knackered newspapers Hollered hoarsely through the overlying cardboard boxes, Lowly lisping, ”Sovereign shed my lady once was And shall forever more remain. Look not at her wilted skin – Consider only this immortal necklace and live forever therein.”
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Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 2:08 AM UTC
In the White Shed
Because I could not stop for Love, She kindly stopped for me. And I collapsed into her arms, Cured then of being free. In a golden carriage far we drove Off cliffs and over rises. Each time I felt sure that I'd died But Love never lacks surprises. And we passed Death along the road, I waved but he would not reply- I pounded on the windows gold But he mutely passed me by. For Love sat not with me inside But whipped the horses viciously. I asked her why and she replied, "Love means no company." We passed a church and, out behind, A graveyard glowing in the dusk, Two lovers' silhouettes defined Beside a tombstone, clasped in lust. We passed a darkened house and there A lanky boy threw pinging pebbles. And as the light when on, the air Was filled with midnight funeral bells. We passed a first kiss, slow and sweet, Two schoolgirls shamed but still adoring, And every time their lips would meet A raven hoarsely tried to sing. We passed a man and wife's "I do." And peering through the stained glass window Pallbearers paused their work to see The other face of sorrow. One thought gloats over all I see, "When all is said and done," I muse in silent reverie, "Love leaves you quite alone." Because I could not stop for Love, She kindly stopped for me. And I will die my deathless death For all eternity.
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Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 7:03 PM UTC
Because I Could Not Stop For Love
My entire life I was told that death was bad bad thing. I still remember that day when I was about 7 years old and my mum was locked upstairs in her room, crying. I quietly unlocked the door and I asked her what was wrong and she hoarsely replied"My mother is dying." From that day on I knew that no matter what I saw or heard death was a bad thing. Time went on as it always does and here I am 7 years on. Now I believe that death is a good good thing. I am baffled by why everyone fears death because to me death seems like the only certainty. Death is my escape from the terrors and pains of this world so once again I ask why is everyone so afraid of death? Destiny is all a lie and we all have the right to craft our own way to die. On the next shooting star I see I have already decided what my wish shall be. My wish is to die.
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Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 7:39 AM UTC
Death
It's been a lonely morning, but perhaps, I was in need of one. After staring at shaded yellow walls, at every hour of the night, and feeling anger sharpen to some light, At 7 a.m, I finally fell fast asleep, my walls were slowly becoming bright. I woke up 4 hours later to the opening of a door, one that was expected for long ago. The sides of my head were biting my brain, and my teeth on lip bites gave way for pain, I got up and got dressed, no coffee, no rest, I went for a walk, in need of a talk, but sat in a park sipping black alone, and watched the white on which sun softly shone, and the air slightly breezing, this bone of mine freezing, a dog interrupting, I headed down the lonely street, staring at my lonely slow feet, counting my numerous steps, and seeing a nest? I saw a beautiful bird in a tree, and it's true a lot of memories came back to me. It hoarsely cawed and gave me attention, another passer-by, just one of the Menschen. I stood and watched its desired Display, He stood on a roof and gave flight a nay. Tucked its wings in for the very last second, he dropped beak-first and I have to admit, I was a little afraid. When cement was an inch away, his black wings rose, and extended from his small body the wind pulled him back, his head prostrated backwards, his eyes met my own and he cawed. The three of us we belonged to each other, with wordless agreement that said She, the Mother. "Have trust in me, you will fly and and you will fall, this time is not yours, However, this here, this is your call. I know it moves slow, and it gives you a shudder, but have trust in me, I am your Mother." I ignored Her words, and descended the road, felt the earth flicker, a disrupted candle- The wind, was to blame for its cruel games. A door opened after many steps, the flights were long, and the wind did not help. I opened my window, gave breath to the tree, and She crept in, She humored me, "One day your shivering bones, will be under those stones, and that bowl will be full with your fleshy Müll. You'll feel the stillness, see the Flicker for you, this cement all ready and new, awaiting your beak, hopes for your red leak." "It'll be me with your breath, and your longing thirst, but first," She gave me her hand, and I saw wrinkles of ages, and so that I might repay, or perhaps even Replay I gave her my hand and said, "Lead the way."
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Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 2:33 AM UTC
A Magpie.
It's been a lonely morning, but perhaps, I was in need of one. After staring at shaded yellow walls, at every hour of the night, and feeling anger sharpen to some light, At 7 a.m, I finally fell fast asleep, my walls were slowly becoming bright. I woke up 4 hours later to the opening of a door, one that was expected for long ago. The sides of my head were biting my brain, and my teeth on lip bites gave way for pain, I got up and got dressed, no coffee, no rest, I went for a walk, in need of a talk, but sat in a park sipping black alone, and watched the white on which sun softly shone, and the air slightly breezing, this bone of mine freezing, a dog interrupting, I headed down the lonely street, staring at my lonely slow feet, counting my numerous steps, and seeing a nest? I saw a beautiful bird in a tree, and it's true a lot of memories came back to me. It hoarsely cawed and gave me attention, another passer-by, just one of the Menschen. I stood and watched its desired Display, He stood on a roof and gave flight a nay. Tucked its wings in for the very last second, he dropped beak-first and I have to admit, I was a little afraid. When cement was an inch away, his black wings rose, and extended from his small body the wind pulled him back, his head prostrated backwards, his eyes met my own and he cawed. The three of us we belonged to each other, with wordless agreement that said She, the Mother. "Have trust in me, you will fly and and you will fall, this time is not yours, However, this here, this is your call. I know it moves slow, and it gives you a shudder, but have trust in me, I am your Mother." I ignored Her words, and descended the road, felt the earth flicker, a disrupted candle- The wind, was to blame for its cruel games. A door opened after many steps, the flights were long, and the wind did not help. I opened my window, gave breath to the tree, and She crept in, She humored me, "One day your shivering bones, will be under those stones, and that bowl will be full with your fleshy Müll. You'll feel the stillness, see the Flicker for you, this cement all ready and new, awaiting your beak, hopes for your red leak." "It'll be me with your breath, and your longing thirst, but first," She gave me her hand, and I saw wrinkles of ages, and so that I might repay, or perhaps even Replay I gave her my hand and said, "Lead the way."
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She swoops, the talons of her barbed words sinking like weights through his delicate porcelain skin. Snarling, baring the oh-so-sparkling canines usually reserved for tearing flesh from bone, she persists in stopping his ironic descent into manhood in its tracks. What shall she do when met with a crossroads? A strange thought for one taught to give up. Her rampage ends abruptly a torrent of sweeping water that renews trodden patches of disturbed sand, she embraces him, her son and through rasping tears, begs for him to smile. Tentatively, he twitches the corners of his chapped lips upwards, praying, hoping, wishing he has what it takes to pacify her. Pressing her salty-as-the-sea cherubed cheeks against his, (inheritance is a beautiful thing) the melted particles of what once belonged to her browning orbs sink into the grooves of his laboured smile. She hoarsely whispers,"Bigger my boy, I need to see". A sick delusion Was harboured. Searching her son's swimming eyes she pulls at her ragged robes. He can't do it. They both know it despite the pearly, reflective teeth that lay whimpering within the cavern of his mouth. They were of course, fabricated moulds of pent up, angry, volatile chemicals, a circus of reactions and catalytic encounters. He doesn't want this madness.
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May 26, 2012
May 26, 2012 at 9:18 AM UTC
The boy who refused to smile.
This Fragile Shell Has Cracked. Our world, that lies On the turtle's back; Roots planted, By the Sky Mother's hands. The moon hoarsely laughs, Through its throat **** As the fish swim, In chaotic patterns; Mocking the circumstance. While the west wind Swiftly sniffs, Blood rains down The daughter's left armpit. Her corpse kisses dirt, We smoke her heart that grows; Asking questions to the sky, In our heavy clouds of smoke. On my right hand Lies stains of grace, Rolling hills, Blossomed buds, Serene still lakes. The flesh of creation, Fingers that have mastered life, And flipping the coin to the side Where death will suffice. My left hand represents All that is ugly, Lying through the grime of death, Hiding in the darkness, Concealing its grotesque appearance; Crooked fingers and choices Digging nails in search of healing, Some form of sorcery. We wash our hands In love And aggression. Pushing and pulling knuckles In cooperation and competition, Are we not mirrored, Ourselves just reflections? Who is glass And Who is skin? We shatter each other For a deeper look within. One and the same, In opposite of ways. Blending into grey, Necessary to remain. This fragile shell has cracked, The world on the turtle's back These empty hands must find Palms to grasp, to keep the balance In life's weighty strands. -SLuR
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Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 1:44 AM UTC
The turtle's back.
force-fed lies by those elected to protect reddens my raw throat hoarsely shouting into the void that oddly enough looks like the populace at large blank faces, replaced gone are the impassioned speeches and marching masses instead we see the insane rallying troop movement my glass house sits very near to the danger zone and fall-out patterns – asteroid minors look at a distant blue dot thinking of simpler times and solid foods – Republican miscreants misrepresent minorities mandating moratoriums on malt liquor and manicures – purest snow falls on the Peruvian plains toxin free drinkable peasant farmers are handed land claims on generational farms today, PEPSI owns all precipitation – hope fades and faith dwindles the reality of a global super-power restraint less and hungry –
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Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC
garbage pile for everyone
I decided to throw a sickie, I thought; What the hell?! But I knew it would be tricky convincing work I was not well. I’m not the type to take the Mickey, I’m normally as good as gold And I was feeling a little bit dicky, if the truth be told. I just needed a day off or two but had used all my holidays, And I knew I would not be up to doing very much anyways. When I rang, I coughed and spluttered, convincing as could be! I won’t be in today I muttered, ever so hoarsely. I think I have an infection but I’m not really sure, My stomach keeps retching and I have a temperature. I have not slept since yesterday with a pounding headache, I think coming in to work today would be a huge mistake! “That is totally unacceptable”! was the unexpected response, “You will be in so much trouble unless you come to work at once”! “You had better come in this morning!” “This is just not good enough!” “Or I will give you a final warning, and you can pack up your stuff”! “If you do not come in today, don’t ever bother coming back”! “if you are not in work straightaway, I will give you the sack”! I was somewhat taken aback, I could not believe my ears To be threatened with the sack after working hard for years! I think I went into shock, I was suddenly left reeling! I was in an awful **** Twice as bad I was feeling! I could not help but stress, I could not believe it was true. So I went to work under duress, what else could I do? I was not long at my work station when spark out cold I went! Causing great consternation, It was a major incident! And when it was discovered what had actually gone on, before I had even recovered the manager responsible was gone! Thank God I recovered fully after some rest and recuperation and was able to retire comfortably on my substantial compensation! For all managers, a lesson When people ring in sick, You should never go off on one! There’s no point getting thick! You may be the one they fire Where would be the gain? And the target of your ire may never have to work again! You need to tread more carefully In this litigious age, You need to have the ability To control your rage! You may have a job to do Lots of boxes you must tick But if this is why they fire you, Would you not be Sick?!
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 9:23 AM UTC
Sickener!
I decided to throw a sickie, I thought; What the hell?! But I knew it would be tricky convincing work I was not well. I’m not the type to take the Mickey, I’m normally as good as gold And I was feeling a little bit dicky, if the truth be told. I just needed a day off or two but had used all my holidays, And I knew I would not be up to doing very much anyways. When I rang, I coughed and spluttered, convincing as could be! I won’t be in today I muttered, ever so hoarsely. I think I have an infection but I’m not really sure, My stomach keeps retching and I have a temperature. I have not slept since yesterday with a pounding headache, I think coming in to work today would be a huge mistake! “That is totally unacceptable”! was the unexpected response, “You will be in so much trouble unless you come to work at once”! “You had better come in this morning!” “This is just not good enough!” “Or I will give you a final warning, and you can pack up your stuff”! “If you do not come in today, don’t ever bother coming back”! “if you are not in work straightaway, I will give you the sack”! I was somewhat taken aback, I could not believe my ears To be threatened with the sack after working hard for years! I think I went into shock, I was suddenly left reeling! I was in an awful **** Twice as bad I was feeling! I could not help but stress, I could not believe it was true. So I went to work under duress, what else could I do? I was not long at my work station when spark out cold I went! Causing great consternation, It was a major incident! And when it was discovered what had actually gone on, before I had even recovered the manager responsible was gone! Thank God I recovered fully after some rest and recuperation and was able to retire comfortably on my substantial compensation! For all managers, a lesson When people ring in sick, You should never go off on one! There’s no point getting thick! You may be the one they fire Where would be the gain? And the target of your ire may never have to work again! You need to tread more carefully In this litigious age, You need to have the ability To control your rage! You may have a job to do Lots of boxes you must tick But if this is why they fire you, Would you not be Sick?!
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Kick me for feeling too smug over this pretty number which happened to write itself. (sonnet #MMMMMMMDCCLXVII) O! how I yearn to wander through the tale Of naked woods likeas a nymph from hence! As if I am the sister of, fr'intents, The trees whose boughs like arms reach up, t'avail Me of the light is't? or that sense of pale Keen longing to just breathe, non listning thence Unto the softest whispers passing whence We canna say twixt all the leaves, t'exhale. I want to search for violets, like they'd stir Now that rain's melted half the snow anew, Whiles lo, winds toss the firs whose voice as twere Sounds hoarsely in this fragile warmth's debut. Yes, I can feel it in my bones--that pure Note of sweet life which calls buds as it'd woo. 13Mar19a
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Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 10:43 PM UTC
So I Shall Lecture Who Can't Hear
let's hold hands, our fingers entangled, your sweaty palm pressed against mine. let's sit on the steps, your jacket wrapped around my shoulders, while i read aloud. let's walk down the streets, casually pushing each other with laughter at the tip of our tongues. let's drink coffee from paper cups with milk and too much sugar. let's feed each other pizza and lick each other's fingers afterwards. let's cuddle under tons of blankets, our limbs a tangled mess, humming a song hoarsely and off-key. let's watch a really terrible movie and then a really great one. let's tickle each other breathless and then lie on the floor, tummies aching with laughter. let's spoon on the couch, your nose nuzzled in my neck. let's read poetry to each other and then make out, finishing each other's lines between the kisses. let's watch the stars and kiss hungrily under the night sky. let's waltz to alternative rock and **** to heavy metal. let's get drunk on a Tuesday, let's cook breakfast and dinner and lunch. let's sleep through the entire Sunday. let's hold each other while we cry. let's go the woods, let's climb a mountain. let's live and laugh and love.
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Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 11:07 AM UTC
let's...
She came up to me, Flailing her arms on the stairwell: “It’s the song isn’t it? What you were trying to tell me: ‘I hope your happy now, I Could never make you so.’ It’s The line out of a song isn’t it?” I stand there mute, one Foot up the stairwell. No-one can argue with an Irish Women when she’s got something In her wee bonnet. “It’s a line out of You Made Me Thief Of Your Heart isn’t it? I heard it on the Radio today, a song by Sinead O’Connor,” I was going to interject but something held my tongue “It’s from a film about a Northern Irish man who feels The world has done him a great injustice isn’t it? Don’t bother answerin’ you’ve seen it, 5 TIMES!” “What is this a dig at me? Cos I’m Northern Irish?” “No it’s not...” I whisper hoarsely “So what does it mean? Have I done somethin’ to upset you?” “Not that you’d know of...” With that I turn on my heels and walk away It’s always a nice send off, when they never really get it. A flustered northern Irish girl left exasperated Staring at a piece of paper that reads YOU MADE ME THIEF OF YOUR HEART With hearts to dot the I. Sometimes they just don’t get it.
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Nov 11, 2011
Nov 11, 2011 at 3:04 PM UTC
Alex
I wish to reach for the white flag To stop this bloodshed This pointless never ending war But as I reach for it My arm is blown off I look upon the ****** lump With which I used to write And wonder vaguely as to Why the world is so unfair Through the haze of pain I stumble to you Eyes wild, delirious, but dry Getting blood all over your clean uniform And I whisper hoarsely in your ear Kiss it better?
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Feb 16, 2011
Feb 16, 2011 at 4:53 PM UTC
Just Kiss It Better, Comerade
Like a caterpillar cocooned You shall too Hatch out your shell And I want to be there As you heart furiously Pumps blood To watch you as your Tightly enclosed wings Come to life Right before my very eyes Balanced on the ledge As you fall And take flight Soar higher than imagined And then a thousand Of my what if's shall be answered And you will be the only grain of truth I have left No more will you Hoarsely whisper Hayfever In answer to my un-asked question As the corner of your eyes glistens With wetness
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 1:39 PM UTC
Caterpillar
"*1. *** as they harshly call it, I fell into this morning at ten o'clock, a drizzling hour of traffic and wet newspapers. I thought of him who yesterday clearly didn't. 2. That "old last act"! And yet sometimes all seems post coitum triste and I a mere bystander. Somebody else is going off, getting shot to the moon. ...we murmur the first moonwords: Spasibo. Thanks. O.K.* - Adrienne Rich I meant to write a headier poem about this I sit down think about the quarter moon is it in a fourth? I don't know, the half of halves here it is, here i am writing down all there is to saint saens the cello i have a migrane, god. jesus utterances but afterwards we'd walk out the dark basements and smoky apartment rooms (with a start over sense later in the park) with this and once you'd told me "I think shame is a part of me" however the other one would just cross his arms "come on be normal how are you are you ok whatever i don't care anyways" not to talk the heat of the flue hot on my face i can't talk if i do i'll have to spit out this window roll down the car! the car window sometimes i'd cry even reduced to tears i knew to not try that **** with the other guy you'd just stroke my hair and oh god Oh god no one had ever touched hair that softly in the history of anything or pulled it like that either and so i remember august beach nights once where i'd cry from that memory and my mother would ask why do you weep? why do you cry kid? i'd just look at the breaking waves the saens sinfonie in my head still hoarsely say "it's just cause... i'm loved so much you know" and me and the guy with the room and the black hair don't even count on it ' he'd hold my hand, alright i'd feel no comfort in it still feeling like i'd taken a friendly stroll along the state roadway chemicals. chemicals. chemicals soft sun in the black bamboo flooringwood and goodbyes.
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 9:10 PM UTC
PCT (post coitum tristesse) (i.e. an actual disorder)
"*1. *** as they harshly call it, I fell into this morning at ten o'clock, a drizzling hour of traffic and wet newspapers. I thought of him who yesterday clearly didn't. 2. That "old last act"! And yet sometimes all seems post coitum triste and I a mere bystander. Somebody else is going off, getting shot to the moon. ...we murmur the first moonwords: Spasibo. Thanks. O.K.* - Adrienne Rich I meant to write a headier poem about this I sit down think about the quarter moon is it in a fourth? I don't know, the half of halves here it is, here i am writing down all there is to saint saens the cello i have a migrane, god. jesus utterances but afterwards we'd walk out the dark basements and smoky apartment rooms (with a start over sense later in the park) with this and once you'd told me "I think shame is a part of me" however the other one would just cross his arms "come on be normal how are you are you ok whatever i don't care anyways" not to talk the heat of the flue hot on my face i can't talk if i do i'll have to spit out this window roll down the car! the car window sometimes i'd cry even reduced to tears i knew to not try that **** with the other guy you'd just stroke my hair and oh god Oh god no one had ever touched hair that softly in the history of anything or pulled it like that either and so i remember august beach nights once where i'd cry from that memory and my mother would ask why do you weep? why do you cry kid? i'd just look at the breaking waves the saens sinfonie in my head still hoarsely say "it's just cause... i'm loved so much you know" and me and the guy with the room and the black hair don't even count on it ' he'd hold my hand, alright i'd feel no comfort in it still feeling like i'd taken a friendly stroll along the state roadway chemicals. chemicals. chemicals soft sun in the black bamboo flooringwood and goodbyes.
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His fixed black eyes, turned, like a mother's to her sorrows eight metres down in a hole dug for concrete. His workmates call hoarsely from the rim but only see and hear his nothingness - “he was just here a second ago" His neck is a broken spirit, fingernails are torn away he'd flayed against the earth falling indefinitely for one and half seconds. The young concreter, carefuly finishing his glide work at the edge of the slab had stepped back to admire the reflected perfection of the sky. His mother receives the news before the slab is no longer a mirror, she pictures him falling and thinks of the last time he called, - “I only spoke to him yesterday" MChallis © 2005/2014
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Oct 10, 2014
Oct 10, 2014 at 9:44 PM UTC
Young Concretor
Well, I got the news today. In a few short months you'll go away. And no more will I see your face. Nor my presence will thee grace. No more crooked grins to see, No more laughter will there be. Amd all the memories that we share, Will soon occupy an empty chair. And all that's left to do is cry, And hoarsely whisper my goodbye.
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Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 8:03 PM UTC
Hopeless
*I am just a bleeding heart a red fist left fence less in your outpost I am a secret fire that hoarsely rages on I am a farmer a worker heading home at dusk down dusty dirt roads blindly walking forward with hazed eyes sweated brows soiled hands I am not a coward but my will is weak I am a wounded heart that wails underneath the heavy iron gates left deeply locked in the echo-less chamber of my soul. And you are just a vein less key with the magic dialling that tauntingly turns my iron gates but never full opens me You are a cage keeper and I'm just a bird in love waiting to be free my ****** heart and how it pleads in chirps to show you it's worth but time is needed for rebirth and right now I am just a shell of what I once was and have yet to become Freedom exists within they now say (perhaps to keep revolutionary thoughts at bay) Anyway, I'll close my eyes harder endure what I can and try with all my might to make these skyline pleasant dreams of you wither away.*
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May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 2:54 PM UTC
twist me open
EMPTY ORCHESTRA Love, is just a karaoke. You think you know the words (until you sing along) and find you only know half a chorus or maybe a word or two and you...try to bluff your way through. Not too sure how it goes you sing high when it sings lows (and vice versa) and at half ****** past 13 o’ clock when they’re trying to shut the ****** thing down you stand there (defiantly alone) with a gin and bitter lemon in the one hand and a burnt out *** in the other (running mascara making you look more panda-like than a living doll) and croak harshly hoarsely out of tune & out of time I WILL SURVIVE ...& crying. Crying. It’s alright, darlin’ We’ve all been there ...sometime.
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Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 8:16 PM UTC
EMPTY ORCHESTRA
Because when the darkness falls Everything dies, All the laughter will dissipate, The smiles will fade away, And the warmth will dissolve. All that is left to do Is surrender to the darkness That falls Letting it carry us down to dream lands, Where night fairies come out to play And whisper secrets into our ears. Sometimes they turn into demons, hoarsely approaching and letting terror crawl into our mouths and ears and eyes. But sometimes we don't have to face the silence. Not anymore. We can stand tall, Refuse the demons As the ashen world is lit With electricity. It runs through the world, A rushing wildfire, Dying and bursting here and there like sparks of fire brightly illuminating our world. We don't have to face the danger of the nights alone anymore, For now we have the best sword yet- Electricity. And we'll smile and laugh, Keep going deep into the night even as the danger calls outside our protective shield of electricity.
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Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 4:48 PM UTC
Alive
I burn you down I will, I can, and I have I get lost in a frenzy of fire and musk tied taut between two sleeping masts sailing ever forward as I slip arms spread wide, hoarsely proclaiming a message of my pain, crucified, on board the navigation to a burnt bridge for there will always have been a struggle that, though it contains many words, must remain silent, and though I say I will burn you down, my flames will only consume my own soul.
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Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 10:35 PM UTC
what it is like when I am in love
First, i broke my legs, seemed you wouldn't stand me being on my feet. Then, i abandoned my hands, all my dids had fawls, you pointed it out. My voice wrinkled as hoarsely you wanted me quiet. Finally, i slipped my zipper and let go of my will. The day that bird crossed my estrangement, i took the golden azureous (") of its passing by and gave birth to myself. Trying out my wings, you now gaze at me and still your blindness will not allow you to see. To love is a clarity, a insight, an offer of sanctuary to our lover. Would you know it...? The wind claims my wings. Irisdescence composes my chant and my chant summons life. And i leave.
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May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 6:16 PM UTC
Autotomy (*)
Feigning since I'd freshly painted nails and was going out after dinner to poetry class that I didn't care that he hasn't talked to me... (sonnet #MMMMMMMDCCCLIII) The fragile ghost of mists likeas a veil 'Non gathers in the waning light fr'intents, As puddles shiver to rain's dimples hence, And how the clock declares work's done, to scale. Whileas the timer counts last minutes' tale, I do a sassy dance, and sparrows thence Go silent as I play out sans defense Was it a naughty thought lo, sans erm, bail? O how the firs now whisper hoarsely through This freighted calm as I serve dinner fer Us three, and carry that big soup *** (poor For just us few?) 'non to the table, to Dish out his bowl and mine, rolls too in tour With butter, marmalade as fog yet'd woo. 04Apr19f
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Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 10:28 PM UTC
Don't You Ever Feel...Frisky?
I am. So there. (sonnet #MMMMMMMDCCLIX) What? as firs whisper hoarsely to th'exhale, Winds howling down the chimney, sirens thence Lo, chasing which or whom on Sunday? Dense Cloud racks are peach, grey-blue in tow, the pale Eye of these empty hours with what detail I feel now in my bones? Don't ask me whence. *** off yer soapbox." Silence culling sense Unto the 'fore as I'd talk, where is bail? She'd post th'espresso break with this note fer That: "necessary." I said yes, I knew. Post Raisin Bran for breakfast...I had two. Ne fancy artwork on milk's foam in tour, I'd savour that, and feel the boxes'd stir My lecture 'til he...walked away. What's new? 10Mar19a
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Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 5:04 PM UTC
I'm Sick of Philosophy, For Now