With all the stars in between,
I'm in love with the moon.

I'll never get to tell you
how much rocket candy means to me,
(even though I don't care for the taste)
or how I can't quite remember your
face,
but your smile stays ingrained into
my head,
I can't tell you that I now notice,
all the times I didn't notice,
when my mum
had left me with you,
left you to raise me.
you may never know how much care.

thank you.

one step is all it took,
one step, one rope.
it caught you,
lifted you up,
and cut you off.
it snapped you in half,
and took you away.

You're gone
you're really gone.
this isn't a bad dream
or a sick joke,
you're gone.
really.

I'll miss you,
I think.
though the truth is
I really don't want to.
I don't want to cry or mourn.
I don't want to grieve.
I don't wanna stay up all night hating myself because
I didn't help you through the dark.

I should've helped you through the dark.

I want you to hurt
I want you to miss me
I want you to ache when you hear my name,
and when you see my face,
and when you remember my laugh,
I want you to hurt so I won't have to.

No one thought to tell me,
So I just never knew,
But boys aren't supposed to look at each
other,
The way I looked at you.