Shedding tears and laughing in her memories is a movie watched on loop by me.
Story of granny about the deceased shining as a star is the force driving me into asking all stars the reason for her deviation from the path of her promise of never leaving me alone.
Silences are her replies if she really exists in any of the stars. Silhouttes of dark circles under my eyes is the waiting for her reply.
everywhere I go there is time on my computer via internet on the radio marked hour by hour by DJ’s with nothing better to do than spin three minute tunes on my alarm clock on all the clocks in all the rooms in my house on the cooker in my car on my phone time is everywhere except with me sometimes I have to escape and forget it exists slowly and quietly eroding my life marking my days sometimes I just want to be late as though it doesn’t matter and nobody minds
Remember those nights When we were close. All the trouble to you, I cause. We had All the fun and watched many shows. I miss those the most when you giving me romantically rose. You are the best thing that happened to me you know.
Grind against the stain of your hammer The smile of blood judges your tools Feel the wrath of an angels stare As you tootle off home, his blessed wings stretched In jest as they decompose and crumble. You did your job marvellously military man
Quite simply I don’t care lingering here I stay, not listening watching the world fall I wear apathy nicely it hangs right upon shoulders and let the day build up piling up around me enjoy a cigarette as I watch everything decay
