the noblest thing
a friend can do,
the most honest thing
that will be true

to let your blind friend trip

so when you hold
their hand again
they'll know to trust you
there and then

i'll forever deny that i still love you
and everyone knows thats the
biggest lie i'll ever tell

Deceptions can become obvious.
at first, seeming to you oblivious

but later showing the jest
they take you as- the receiver

Play along long enough to test
and you'll reveal your deceiver

most of the time
they reveal themselves.

Hey dad
Surprised to hear from me?
It’s been forever since I saw you
Do you remember me?

Hey dad
You have been here for me
But only as a pair of chains
That poisons the blood in my veins
And messes with my head
Hey dad

Again and again
When I choose a way
I’m weighed down by the past
That you took away

Again and again
Counting my mistakes
One followed by another
Just saying, you’re my father
Just kidding, you don’t care
How’s that fair?

One day
Maybe I’ll understand
Why you couldn’t stay with me
And hold my hand

One day
Maybe I’ll finally feel strong
To forgive you that you left, at last
And let go of the ghost of past
„Hey dad“ you’ll hear me say
One day.

But for now
The only thing I do
Is writing silly songs
as is this one too

And for now
I am stil set in my old ways
Of thinking how things could have been
And choosing men who are wrong for me
Then crying when I’m sad
Thanks Dad

So here you go
This letter is for you
It’s just few simple words
But it will have to do

And I don’t know
If you have anything to say
But I no more wanna live with the doubt
Whether my whole life I’ve been missing out
Not having you around
I said it out loud

He told her she was special;
That he’d never break her heart.
He’d stay with her forever;
They would never be apart.

She trusted his words,
Not once having doubts.
But little did she know,
It wasn’t her he cared about.

His love was warm
But it held no spark.
And when she needed him most,
He would leave her in the dark.

With deafening shouts, he made it clear.
His love for her had disappeared.
And once he knew she understood,
He slammed the door and left for good.

His words were empty.
His love had been a lie.
Yet still he holds her heart
Even after the last goodbye

She knew it would happen,
Truth be told.
But not once did she think
He could be this cold

The signs were there –
Clear as day.
She took no notice
And trusted him anyway

Despite being broken
She knew she’d heal.
For if love could fade
Then so could pain.