I don't quite know you,
But somehow
You have managed to
Awaken a sunrise
In my heart
&
I am gloriously
Basking in these
Rays you seem to
Infinitely produce

I want you;
I want you to want me too;
It hurts me to know I can't have you;
Every message I send you I mean it;
Every word is true;
My heart only belongs to you;
I can't imagine myself with anyone else;
You told me you wanted to feel a sense of happiness;
I'd love to give you it;
Knowing that I can't have you and your heart is in a different place hurts me;
You're the only one;
I basically gave up on other girls;
You're the second girl I actually chased after;
Must of the time I talk to multiple girls at once, not this time;
I want you to be my baby and maybe later in life we can make cute babies;
Its just hard though yinno, falling asleep knowing that any other can give you more than I offer;
You're so gorgeous;
But really I ain't ****;
I basically changed my dog ways ever since I started talking to you;
Not asking for a chance, but I'm just letting you know I'm always here;
Even if we never have something special, it'll hurt but I'll know the chase was worth it;
All I really have for you is love deep down;
But always know its you, you'll always have a hold on me. I literally love you like a fat kid loves cake

As you lay down on the bed, I imagine myself just caressing our body slowly. I start having memories of our younger days.
With every touch I want you to feel my true love. Its only us alone doing what we want, when we want (if you get the gist).
Who would've thought we would've come this far with you. I still wonder on what lured you into my life. I knew I was smooth with my words, but to have you is the most exciting thrill ever. Its the best rollercoaster ride ever, especially our adventures.
Your beauty touches my soul every time, it awakens up from the dark dungeon it lies in. When it awakes you get to see the better side of me no one has ever seen before. You're the reason for my true happiness, only you.
I hope it never fades away.
Most importantly, I hope our love never fades away......

If these walls could talk,
they'd tell you how
my hand fits perfectly in yours
or
how i succumb to you
exploring my body until
i can't take it
anymore.
They'd tell you a story
filled with secrets that entail
the whispers between
the sheets intertwined in our
fingertips,
while we are lip-locked
into a fantasy world of our
own.
They'd tell you how every time,
we enter into another galaxy and
that a piece of my soul falls
into you every time
and that this is a battle I
will lose time after time;
**happily

If you love me make it clear
Tell me your desires
Whisper words of passion
As you look into my eyes

If you love me make it clear
Wrap me in your arms
Kiss me with burning passion
As we close our eyes.

Rocking chair
A comfortable seat
Turkish tea or strong coffee
Burning fireplace
Decorated wooden hut
Future wife
Snowy night
A rifle on the wall
Classic music
Wool blanket
Hello Poetry
Tolstoy's masterpieces
Ilya Repin's picture's
Wolf voices
Cold places
What a Freedom !

Don't trust your beauty
After a fire you can say i am ugly
Don't trust your power
After a paralysis you can say i am weak
Don't trust your money
After a theft you can say i am poor
Don't trust your knowledge
After a conference you can say i am ordinary
Don't trust them fake sincerity you can say i am dupe
Graves showed something to me
These are dead people ...
Finally i understood
Don't trust to world because
Life is a big lie
When you closed your eyes
You can say a big WHY !!!

Overcome with emotion; so compressed
as if filled by a fatal venom on a quest -
a beautiful release founded within circumfusing
my entire soul onto parchment - my secrets oozing.
Art is not my craft - but a lifeline that stops me from fading away;
although I wish not to live, I live to write one more day.