#sue poems on Hello Poetry

camila annette May 2014

I always wear pink
But I am broken inside.
I always wear pink
But I don’t always smile.
I always wear pink
Because it shows how strong I have to be.
I always wear pink because it is my favorite color.
I always wear pink because I have no friends.
I always wear pink because it gives me hope
Though I have nothing to rely on.
I always wear pink to lie to everyone.
I always wear pink because it’s the only thing I have.
I always wear pink because my life
Is so messed up not even the brightest sun can
Illuminate it.
I always wear pink because I’m really not happy
But I have to lie to everyone so that they can be strong.
I always wear pink
For my extraordinary soul
That has nothing but a simple cut.
I always wear pink.
I always wear pink.

camila annette Apr 2014

I am a happy girl?

I am a happy girl...
Though I go through the dark
and lay on my knees,
I laugh and I laugh
till my laugh leads to tears.

Though I look and I look
at the razor once again,
I open and smile and go back to my cave.

And even though
I cry my eyes out,
this is the image I show
to the world when i'm out.

The thing they don't
know is that my tears
lead to fears,
and my soul is a virtue
no one will ever meet.

It's not one of my best

camila annette Apr 2014

Untitled

Everything happens for a reason*, they say.

People say a lot of things. They talk and talk and talk. Not knowing that the person next to them is broken like a glass and says ‘I’m okay’ as if it were the truth. They just have no idea what it’s like. What it’s like to seek safety in other people. What it’s like to go home every day and cry until your eyes look like a tornado. What it’s like to not be happy for the fact that millions of internal voices take control of someone’s thoughts. They just have no idea.

this is bad

camila annette Apr 2014

Untitled

I try to be like everybody else,
to fit in.
But when I try,
I just ****.

#suicide #poem #poetry #sad #depressed #bad #wrong #suicidal #mia #anorexia #bulimia #anna #sue #threesis

camila annette Apr 2014

anxiety

It kills me every minute.
It kills me every day.
It kills me every hour
For the rest of each May.

#depression #depressed #alone #anxiety #mentalillness #him #suicidal #mia #anorexia #bulimia #loneliness #bye #anna #mentallyill #mentaldisorder #hers #sue #foreveralon

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