If you lie and I believe, just as long as I'm breathing, I'll stay.

And if you fall I'll pick you up and if I call you dont pick up I'll stay.

And if you're too moody to talk,
If I finally feel like giving up.
I'll keep in mind that I'm no better.
Its just one of those days.

But your lies were beautiful, they kept me intact.
They held me tight When I was being attacked.
And there's lots of people in this world, but you're an alien I know,
you're an angel dressed as a demon and I was the monster that needed healing.

I was a dog, alone and cold,
abused and scared of this big old world. But you were the light,
you guided me,
introducing me to prayers and anxiety.

living lies
the magic dies
your heart's so fast
as you think of all the things that didn't last

cold sweats
late at night
wake you up
with such a fright
a continual thought
the things you remembered
the things you forgot

you're so scared
of being alone
you're in your own
survival zone
just in knowing that it won't last
she can tell
she will soon be in your past

and so as she fell
you picked her up
denying to yourself
that she ever meant too much

but you're trying to mantain
this mental game
that makes you secure
though you're feeling less and less sure

so you begin to dwell
on all the times that YOU fell
and you keep holding on
to something you didn't even want

KPop and horror films,
You're just the silliest girl.
I don't want you to go,
We've been through a lot,
I know.
I'm not going anywhere though.
You don't need to worry about that,
So.. don't.

the pain
the memories
standing in the rain
so many mysteries

you make my heart
skip a beat
but at some parts
i want to leave

because they say
"the past can only be forgotten"
but they also say
to "learn a lesson"

and i have not
been able to do either
i always thought
my love would never wither

but here i am
a year later
and the memories slam
my sadness never greater

but i stay by your side
because i always have
it's a crazy ride
but worth it every time

left you behind
left a small *** of forget me nots, queen’s park, bakerloo, about an hour away from you
a goodbye letter in a plastic bag
“you’re the best lover i’ve ever had.”

“i loved you most when we said goodbye”
i’ve never seen more beautiful, actually, darker eyes

forget me not as i fly across the sea
airplane crashes and you promise to remember me

making love in my landlords living room
a bicycle thief “you’re leaving too soon,”
how did it feel to stay
how are your ankles
your eyes
too grey?

I have been begging you to stay here since you landed.
I have seen the hole you've kept hidden,
the sadness that you keep at bay in the daytime.

I have felt the nights devouring you,
Some nights the moon can't tame your sorry's,
when you are too tired  to exist here...
I understand the hardship of placing feet on ground when you wake,
and to not stop moving.
You are still unsure if you will be able to keep going if you pause too long.

No one knows you are lonely,
and sweetie you are far too lovely...
Share yourself with someone.
Give yourself over to being here, feeling something.
Pain and happiness are necessary to sharpen and soften the best parts of you.
The sun will not always rise for you,
but we can pretend.
I'd let you see the world however you want to
if you
stay here.

P.S. Thank you for staying here.
No one knows why, but the ones who love you sighed in relief when they knew you stayed to join the morning.
As did I.
As did I.

-Indigo Morrison

I am a sailor,
I have traveled far and wide,
Each wave and tide have brought me directly to you,
Your song is enticing,
With each note I find my ship closer and closer to crashing upon your rocks,
It's a scary thought,
But your mesmerizing voice draws me nearer to what may be my final shore,
I brace for impact,
I hold tight,
I know that when my ship crashes upon your shore,
I am staying for more than just a night.

Im done with all the haters.
Im done with all the pain.
Im done being broke.
Im done giving everything away.

I am sticking to myself.
I am staying to my word.
I am staying from guys that will hurt me.
I am finally done..