Take the form of flowers, Till the day it fades Take the form of leaves, Till the day it turns yellow Take the form of roots thereafter Till the day deacay hits !
You are more than you see A child stares at the movie screen Strutting with the confidence of a cowboy Imagining the characters that pops off the watercolor pages As they jump up and down in their onesie Holding tight to their plushy sidekick That seems to whisper an end to moon landings With every inch taller You gaze at your potential like it sits on Everest's summit So discouragingly out of reach Your disappointment juts into your dreams And makes you feel like the pinnacle of your being Will only amount to a mound of dirt But that isn't true Every time you stand with the legs That hold a rallying cry in its gait Of the kind of independence penned by our founding fathers as an unalienable right You gain footing Up the rock face That stuck its rocky tongue out at you From the jester's thrown below But you are far from a joke A riddle maybe The kind that a sphinx would lovingly smirk at Its tail thumping with an instinctive eye roll Mixed with the gaze of Eskimo kisses Your hand holds lie In the reach That pulls you closer to the jewels That dot the edges of your resolves A bell ringing in the background You're an angel who deserves their wings And flying is falling The first time a bird leaves the nest
Why does quitting have negative connotation I am drowning mentally Yes, other people have been in my spot Yes, others have surpassed my position I want to quit not because I can't do it But because if I do I'll loose myself for nothing No one will be satisfied Including myself I am only 19 And I pray for my death at least 5x a day Just so I wont be classified as a quitter
Gone. For the moment I was gone. But the colors would not let me fade away. No matter how hard I tried I could not dream in black and white.
Forgotten.. I tried to make myself forget.. But the voices would always remind me.. They spoke during beautiful moments of music and ambient thought.
My shadows.. My shadows would continue to write even when I was gone.. They wrote on the darkness of my soul leaving behind words of light.. They answered for me even when I was gone..
I saw my hands begin to glow when I read that my Lightcycles were still filling up with souls. Even when I was gone my shadow and Miss B saw this through. My shadow was out building Lightcycles taking new and old souls across the cosmos.. To meet up with Destiny! I will soon catch up to my shadow and become one once again.. Storm blue horizons, lightning rider, thunderchase dreams Ill see you soon! The green rider will give me a ride.. (S.F.C)
I open my eyes to see my dying dragon.. Dragon eyes welcome me back.. She stands up once again and spreads her silver wings.. With a mighty roar she lifts her body up into the black cloud sky.. Her wings create thunder.. She roars to the cosmos! Im sure you heard her BigM!
On this night a knight picked me up.. Told me to keep going.. to keep fighting.. I thank this knightnight..
And to the LovelyLo! Ill come back strong for you.. You are my poetry
tell me why you wouldn't look me in the eyes tell me why he denied he grabbed me in between my thighs tell me why you wouldn't bother to TRY to tell me that
I COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR IT AT 12 YEARS OLD.
this is the fear that paralyzes me daily. this is the fear I have fought to take away. a fear you will NEVER understand.
and that is why I say: PLEASE do not minimize my pain because you have the privILEGE
of not experiencing molestation yourself.
it's not just **** that people are trying to minimalize. don't try to tell others that their pain isn't valid when you don't see or feel it yourself. consider it a gift that you don't know of our pain.
