All I have is grown up thoughts now.
I don't see that girl anymore, that child.
That child was never a child.
Just a girl.
In an extremely different world.
The one she used to get away from the confusing pain.
She screamed, sobbed, and stared her way through life.
Knowing how others had pain, so she never complained.
The screaming was to release anger.
The crying was to show her heart.
The staring was to test if others could stare back and find something more within the "innocent happy child".
The girl had something that was magic.
Her kind of magic.
Music played around her, in her head, and everyday to be an escape.
It was never just an escape route, it was a road to feeling happiness.
The happiness she deserved,
That we deserve.
Now, still to this day, the girl listens to music...
Not because of the escape, adrenaline, or odd feeling of emotions;
It's all for the passion and love that she feels.
Music is her safest place,
It's more than a dream or a part of imagination.
It was God's gift to her path, it is the start of her story creation.
What will be, will be.
