Outside life is in its green glory springs and explodes with gusto. Trees and plants shout with joy irrepressible energy pulls me forward leaps ahead from my dust and darkness and takes me into sky from my fright transforms my darkness into light I thank you life for appearing in my night. It is in this mixture of shadows and sun that you appear most awesome overflowing running over the fearful edge of my soul.
They say our body is compiled of 60% water, and everyone runs around preaching self care but my glass is metaphorically full but physically empty. I can’t stomach another drink and I’m starting to to feel like I’m drowning. I’m overflowing from the inside out.
shadows and silhouettes dancing on the ceiling. blinding blue lights circle the bathroom mirrors stained with purple lipstick. silent vibrations from your phone blocked by the shower’s storm and overflowing sink water. spilled lotion bottles and untouched lemon wicks. wadded tissues colored in colorless tears drowning in puddles of the bathroom tiles. girls’ giggles in the room next, moaning through the right wall, and sad chocolate eyes abandoned behind the shower curtains. wet hair, wet mascara, wet sobs; your sad chocolate eyes trapped in a nightmare.