i apologize for all the things i never said anything for all the times i didn't speak up for all the times i let you make me feel uncomfortable in my own skin for all the times i let you make me feel guilty for all the times i let you get away it for all the times i let you win for all the times i let you make me cry at 2am
i apologize for never telling you that you were ruining everything about me that you made me hate myself and that this hate continues to run through my veins for you and for me and everything that slipped through the cracks in between as you broke me
You wanted me, because you were spoilt for choice and soon recognised that I was the only "off limits" one. You had it all and yet you wanted more. Apparently having the world at your feet isn't enough And you needed space too. I was the forbidden fruit and it drove you crazy because all of the other fruits were dry and plain or at least so you THOUGHT but how were you to know? because you never ACTUALLY took the time to understand JUST how special each and every one of those unique tasting fruits were like. You just wanted what you couldn't have, And overlooked and didn't appreciate what you DID have. The only downer on all those fruits that you had in the palm of your hand, Is that they were blind with delusion, Because if they opened their eyes they would see, That you are the most rotten fruit on the earth.
Just imagine all of the capitals In italics please thanks.
You play the victim well Beg for sympathy where you know you’ll get it As if you aren’t the galvanizer of the **** that you live in Present yourself as the sad boy With the broken heart Left alone with no one to love As if you didn’t isolate yourself The destructor of each and every single relationship Like a tornado Blowing through all that once was happy I have no sympathy for you, lonely boy Just a hope That one day you’ll open your eyes And end your pity party