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Dedication to my Father in heavens, Who awaits for my return and Who guides and guard my swim, so that when I drown He will always saves me.

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Short message to the ones that'll be watching me go.

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It was you who pulled the trigger again, this wasn't what I originally wrote but hey it's gone now. I remember writing how the tables were turned after they called you disrespectful - But maybe, prolly, actually, out of anxiousness I lowkey stopped them because I know you'll blame me again. But guess what, I know you always did whenever I'm the one who started... whatever you do along the way doesn't matter, right? Today I was even told that I fear you more than my mother, nah I don't fear anyone, it's just that I'm tired of your cutting assumption, perception and words that is slowly making me believe that I'm always wrong. I don't want to care no more, because out of all - I hate to lose myself.

0402702022011030PM
Good end just yet.
Had a nice talk with my youngest sister and all is well until that one **** thag made me fall. But in the end glory to God, there's more joy today as I enjoy fellowship with good people. All evil and hardship is nothing compared to what good and kind has come.

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"ang hirap **** umintindi" said by those who can't understand a single thing. Justifying how sensible they're and how stupid I am, how they rant all they want and when you retaliate they become silent and suddenly firing the gunpoint at you. How funny, what a joke... We the whole circus.

My apologies to those who might read this, but let it be for now... This is the only place aside from God I can be true to. Don't get me wrong I love God and He's truly living in my life, to Him I give thanks because all the hardship is bearable. In the end of the day I am joyful, it's a different kind of happiness that's why I thank God! I still see the world beautiful and humanity worthy of change. I am just simple creating ways that will remind me how badly I want all things to change and be better.

By His grace, I am saved and my future is good.
I KNOW I AM FINE.

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A short notice. Sooner or later.

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It's been a roller coaster for the past week, thank God whenever I thought of "Everything will be okay, please let me be okay" He gives me.

I don't know why I always let things go after being alright again, like in a week I have a circumstance with my... not once but several times in a week. It always crosses my mind that it's exhausting yet I am the one that makes the move, I a little convo and I'm good... and then it repeats.

I am not easily depressed and not a personal giver up.
But today I felt all those years, all these past days walks in mind,
it causes me a physical head heaviness, internal mind defense/confusion
- anxiety? I don't know yet, prolly in denial. I just can't be weak right now, not a chance and I can't let a lot down.

Well, this has been long... I know I said a lot but in the end - Just forget what I've said, I can't do that now nor I don't know when. Think of this as a venting session, in the end like always

I'll say this:
"Nah, I'm good! Let's just keep moving forward."

Peace out y'all, funny I'm okay now.