Back when I was younger,
Still growing and getting stronger
I was asked "what do you want to be when you're older?"
I said I wanted to be in the Army
Looking up to my Dad,
My absent role-model
As he fought overseas
He was my only idol
I wanted to serve a greater cause
Fight for what is right, no hesitation no pause
Just end what is wrong to make the world a better place
Meet these terrorists with a gun, fighting face to face
But then I heard some stories of war
A man went over not knowing what to fight for
Should he fight because he must, who could he really trust?
So many doubts and he ended up at Deaths door
Could you just imagine
All the carnage and the damage?
**** that, imagine standing next to
What remains of your friend
Being the one to carry him
Off of the battlefield
And laying him to rest in
An unscarred, peaceful, quiet field
I just don't think I could cope
No matter how much I want to fight
Torn in two, between wrong and right
Between the warmth of the dark and the cold light
Just reminiscing over some younger times