I saw the corner of your eyes, crinkling
"What happened again?" I said

Your small eyes
made the straight line upon your face
You tried to smile
I knew you could not, but you tried

Your smile
was one of my favourite things in life
The smile
that could end up the war
The smile
that could cure cancer down

You've lost the sparkling look
that's written in your eyes
How it makes you look so much better
when you smile
How it makes you look so much happier
with the shape of your lips
when you smile

"What happened again?" I said
You said it was nothing
but I knew it was something

I whispered to my very own mind,
"Don't worry, you'll always got my back"

You turned back to me,
making the shape from your lips
that I always want to see
"I'm okay, and you should be okay too"

I whispered my own mind
through the low tone from my voice
"Darling, I'm okay if you're okay"

But you could not listen
the low tone was way too low, you could not
But you knew it all
**already

The moment just before you kiss someone is better than any kiss you'll ever have.

That few seconds before your lips touch,When your heart is beating fast and your stomachs full of butterflies.

You're intertwined with each other, and you're both waiting for the other to move in.  

That moment is perfect

I kiss can be good or bad ,but that moment is always my favourite...

And I no longer look at my favourite picture of us before bed.
I no longer double check your name on my phone to see
If you messaged me.
I no longer anonymously call you when you're at work
just to hear your voice mail.
I no longer go to the store for samples of the cologne you wear.
And even though I no longer do these things
I still long for you.