I'm cursed to be the late night daydream
that floats from the back of your head
without precaution or warning
as you sweat alone in your bed
for you no longer know me
left me still standing but so spurned
you're the one I got caught up in, spun up on and churned
into the softest of feelings, left to harden in the earth
down in the fire of it slowly gaining self worth in dirt
but for now when you glide your hand across the my bottom of my cheek,
I'll turn my neck slowly, slightly feeling less weak
eye to eye till I fix on your grin
eye to eye as you move your fingers down my chin
then thrusting your fist firmly into my guts
twisting my insides
pulling out thoughtless words and blood
please just leave enough vitals for me to whisper to you
I'm fine, I'll be ok
in 20 years tops
for now I'm just cursed
but you could make it all stop

I want to see a grown man cry.
Mother doesn’t approve of a psychology course.
Hatred to swallow only to erupt again.
To see all sides of that person
But no one knew.

You can grow like a tree;
Tall and strong,
Old and wise,
But a tree doesn’t go anywhere.
Alpha and Omega,
The vastness of space.
Your life will come to an end;
Don’t let it go to waste.

I give you a smile;
Genuine warmth.
Look at those around you,
Must you curse them?
Instead love them.

A needle can sew,
But it can also *****.
Use that wisely,
Be gentle I say,
Put it to good use.

CHAPTER TWO

Someone's POV
Oh Bell Áme, can I offer you deep affection?
where you and I can ****** with full compassion
the euphoria invisaged with my own prophecy
believe me Belle Âme, you and I will have infinity

You expect me to believe your own authority?
where you can judge humans and let them die instantly
you're a demon, destroying the earth's humanity
but let us try being naughty
so you can suffer my demonic mastery

Belle Âme's POV

oh little human, confident of slaying my strategy
that evilish egoism trying to destroy me?
oh well, well, well. let's see who's the first one to fall inlove
give me your heart and you will fly like a dove
look at me human, fall inlove with me and be my man
for i am a demon who have the plan
for changing the world on how it begun

I'll burn you, I will.
We all burn our best.
I'll turn you into
A curse, I confess.

Lay down in the soil,
Surrender your soul.
Then wake to eternity
And wilt never more.