My head gets dizzy when you are around,
until your comforting jokes makes me laugh
Its easy with you to ignore the droning sounds
as we window shop as naively lively calves.

Your blue eyes match the tattoo on your tummy
proudly showing the piercing of your belly button,
Good friend resisting how you were so yummy
When we would met up, my heart had sunken

22 years later I met you after a long absence
I swear you had not changed in the slightest
You still lit up as beautiful as the fountain springs
An Angel of top tier creation of God's Gift.

so there's this boy....
his eyes are pool's of blue I'd so willingly drown in.
And when he smiles I just can't help but stare and smile too.
so there's this boy....
And let me tell you, I can see it all.
I can see how he'll look at me early in the morning when we first wake up, or how late at night he'll pull me close.
I see all the love that would be shared between us, the late movie night's and early breakfast's before work.
sometimes I feel like we could be holding an eternity of possibilities in our hands.
so there's this boy....
And you may not believe me but he's got a heart of gold.... it shines through everything he does.
how he talks to people, conversating like it's the best part of his day. it's in all the little things you wouldn't notice if you didn't truly look. but it's in everything he does.
so there's this boy....
And I can't seem to stop thinking about him.... and he probably doesn't even know.
but I'm telling you there's this boy and every time he comes to mind, I get a glimpse of what we truly could be.

josef
joseeef
the gay one
i like you a lot
you’re the best
jose-
i think you're gay
but that’s ok because it’s
priiide month

i’m your hostage
got me under lock-and-key
your smile is my handcuffs
and your irises my shackles

my ransom hasn’t been set
no negotiators met
blow your cigarette
smoke on my face

keep me in your room
under your bed
near to where your
jumpers and cds are kept

10 years ago, at a summer camp.
I remember it clear, when they took my hand.
The warmth of those red hands, in little young me.
When collided with theirs, made my heart skip a beat.

No denial that history repeated many times since,
Sometimes built my heart, but also breaking into smithereens.

A decade of time, has gone now behind.
Yet history repeated again, again another time.
Summer camp replaced to school.
September, got replaced from June.

The sunlight on their face, when they smiled at me,
We walking together, together and free.
Wished that time would never had an end.
But everyone has to surrend, sure as me, sure as them.

The taste of your touch lingers
On the contours of my body
Ripples of a dream swirl through
My vision's like raindrops entering puddles
Only if they knew how your presence intoxicates me
Looking sober to the spectators in the distances
Never let the honeymoon feelings fade
Only playing the fool for you