I can't explain
How it turned into an excruciating pain
I was just standing on a plain
Now I feel like rolling down from a mountain
Please take me on a train
And set free my tired brain

The memories that bind us
The heart never forgets
A thought of what could of been
We live in past but can't  see today
I battle everyday see the sun
I walk threw the dark to see that road still goes on
I am alone deep in my own thoughts
A complex mask which  no one understands
Today is here and let me break the chains

The past is the gone
The day is now
Be the sun in the sky
The darkness over takes the soul
I can t let my soul be over taking with negative
I keep walking putting my heart out there
The other chapters have t been read
The feeling of sadness and pain cut threw my skin
I break free walk away
I wish i didn't  care
So quick push the door away
I walk alone but in my heart i always will care

The night pass by
The darkness fills the day
This idea of hope is cut that won't  go away
I wish you took the time see me
I am more then you think
A blink of eye my heart is torn
I walk alone in the world
My heart keeps breaking with this feeling of change
I want walk away close the door
I feel like pain is too much
Are  the words so blinded and broken
The mask is  part of you
You keep sweeping the bed will get full
I have break threw this to see the sun on this dark day.

You  are darkness  
In my sky.
The words cut threw my soul
All  you see is bad
The love so gone
A man alone with his thoughts
I look for change but just see smoke
I can't  bend
Something that is all ready broken.
I wish you knew and saw the pain
The thoughts of the past always stay with you
I live for today
I aim for the stars
I battle dark  with the light
This thought is just another  complex puzzle
In my heart.

A walk thousands miles
Just show me love
The day is far
I can see the sun threw my pain
As this story unwinds
My heart will go on
i am torn apart
the idea of what could
The hurt replace the flows threw my blood
i wish you saw good
You  just walk by
I am man alone
The thoughts of the past
The words shot like bullet to the head
I hope looking at the sky
I think to myself and wounded why.

I am a puzzle.
You don't understand me,

But that's okay,
because if you did

*what sort of puzzle would I be?

Deep in my thoughts
Alone inside as wind blows
The thought of no one cares
The battle everyday to fix the puzzle
That  is me so miss understood
I wish  you would understand
I wish u could see me for me
The thoughts flow threw my mind
I wonder if  people can see me
So lost inside  on my knees
In the middle of the road
With no place go
All i have are my words
The sadness keeps me wake
But when will this end
i can't give up but i have  to change
In this world we battle and see road is to see hope