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Jessica Mar 2015
The most suspicious people are the guiltiest themselves.

The ones who hurt the most learn to trust again because they're been hurt.
They believe in love because that's how they were hurt.

The guilty ones are hopeless.
They do not deserve love.
They will ****** and scrape every last bit of happiness you have and take it for granted.
They will blame you for their actions.
They will hurt you because they secretly know the pain that they have caused.
They put that pain on you.
They are suspicious of you because they themselves are guilty.

Never trust the suspicious ones.

Never.
I hope you can learn to trust.
Because love is trust and the guilty don't love.

Don't love the guilty ones.
Just found out I was cheated on. Our whole relationship he was so suspicious of me cheating on him when I never once did. I never even thought about it. I always asked him if I should be suspicious of him because I know that a guilty concious leads to not trusting. And I believed when he told me no. I was right all along and he can go **** himself.
kaden Mar 2015
I am ecstasy
you put me
in a trance as
I look at you
breathlessly
but I am in pain
because your
other girlfriend
looks at you the
same
2. other. girls. you ******* man *****
Is it true what they say?
That you can truly change your old ways?
Is it true what they say?
Once a cheater always a cheater?
After a lie has left your lips
Can you take it back with a kiss?
Once the truth is unraveled
And all your lies are reviled
Can you beg for forgiveness?
And hope the pain that's been caused can heal?
Can you pretend is never happened?
Tell yourself so many times that it will eventually be forgotten?
Can I truly be a better person that I am?
Fix myself and beg for redemption?
Is that how it works?
Repent for your sins?
Is that what they meant?
I can't help to think that this is who I am
A soul searching for something that has no hope of being found?
Maybe I don't want to be found
Maybe I content in tragedy
Is it true what they say?
There's no going back the other way.
I never meant for it to go this far
I never wanted to end up in the back seat of his car
I thought I could be strong
Do what was right instead of wrong I only wanted to feel noticed
It's a dark twisted game
that women  like to play
We bite are lips and sway our hips
Looking to attract our next unsuspecting pray
I used to play this game
I knew all the moves
Everything right to say
Once I met you
I wanted to change my ways
I felt content and happy for once
Needed, loved,and safe
You see sometimes you want to change your old ways so badly Your past mistakes turn into self hate
I told myself I would ch ange that you were enough for me this time
That I would not stray
And I believed that until the day
He walked into my life and wanted me to play
I thiught that you were enough for me this time
That I would not stray
And I believed that until the day
He walked into my life and wanted me to play
I never meant for it to go this far
I never wanted to end up on the back seat of his car
But the temptation was so sweet
I never wanted to cheat.
AE Feb 2015
Your strokes they were just so truthless
Your colours they made me ruthless
Made me stand and stare at my reflection
You told me my eyes were just perfection
You let me finish dreaming
But it turns I was hopeless
You painted my picture
Never let me see the truth
Of what canvas holds
And when you hung it up in my heart
I never felt so cheated
Those eyes you tried to perfect
They weren't  mine
Those lips, rose and red
They never lived
Your black frame lied like like a raven
Showed me a picture I never was in
This about being cheated on just in a more creative way, so basically he painted another girl not her
When I found you,
I thought I found someone who would save me from drowning
When really I just found someone who would sink with me.
You tasted so sweet the first time we kissed.
But your taste was confused with sweetness of bottles of liquor that had already stained my lips.

I promised you pieces of an unfinished heart.
I didn't let my heart grow
I didn't let it reach its full potential.
I didn't know that once it bloomed it wouldn't want you anymore.

I didn't realize my soul was intwining with another even as I
Told you sweet nothings to get through the night.

But that's what all my words became to you.
Nothing.  
They were empty.
They did not belong to you anymore.
My I love yous had always been meant for someone else.
I didn't mean to give you what was not yours.
I didn't mean to take your heart too.
I didn't mean to be greedy.
I didn't mean to throw you away.

But what I found
What I was always meant to find
Is like fresh air after breathing in a life time of toxins.
She is the antidote to the venom in my thoughts.
She is the first rain on the barren waste land of my soul.
She is Mother Earth to the dirt of my body
Creating flowers with her touch on every inch of my skin.

I didn't mean to find you first.
I didn't mean to lie.
But if finding her meant to poison your life once again
I would do it in a heart beat.
Subject for edit.
a Feb 2015
you had a green thumb,
planting rose after rose.
but when you grew bored,
a tulip would show.  
her stem was too short,
her smell did grow hazy
so not long after that,

you planted this daisy.

I thought I was special,
I thought I was yours.
until I saw you water
that daffodil *****.
(shoutout to the daffodil who ****** my boyfriend)
a Feb 2015
I believed in love until my grandfather ****** another woman.
10w
Emily Rene Feb 2015
What the eye does not see,
the heart does not grieve for
But when the truth comes out,
it will always hurt more
Blinded by love, I failed to see
how much of an ******* you were to me
Perhaps too young, too crazy, & free,
but I'll never understand why you did that to me
They say if you love somebody,
then you should set them free
As you never came back,
I think it was meant to be
I am not bitter or angry anymore,
in fact my life has been better
since you walked out the door
I thank you for the gift in which you gave to me
A very special treasure, it truly is a pleasure
I gave you a chance,
in fact I gave you so many
But you couldn't be bothered
to even spend a penny
The door was still open, but nobody came
I should have known it would still be the same
It is not my place to play God with life,
but if you don't make the effort,
you're not worth the strife
Perhaps one day you might make the call,
to make the wrongs right, & not start a fight
I hope by then it's not too late,
but I suppose I can't change fate
I would like to think we are at peace with each other
At one point in time, you were my finest lover
Some people just aren't meant to be together,
but that doesn't mean you are lonely forever
Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile
& finds in your presence that life is worthwhile
So when you are lonely, remember it's true,
somebody somewhere is thinking of you

*& that someone is not me
Jade Anne Feb 2015
i’m sorry that loving a girl with anxiety was hard

i’m sorry that i was constantly worried about what you were doing and where you were and who you were with

i’m sorry that i felt like i needed you constantly when you didn’t need me and it pushed you away

but was i so wrong for doing so when i guess my anxieties were right because you were prancing around behind my back with her and you were always the one putting on me ‘after this long you don’t trust me?’

what a poetic lie that you got away with for far too long
(j.a)
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