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Angel'Lea Jun 2019
In my life I've made numerous mistakes
But mistakes you can often forget
With you my intentions were purposeful
My heart to you I lent
My thoughts solely composed of you
My time on you poorly spent
Indulging in your poison
Your toxicity, a paralyzing cement
If loving you were a simple mistake
The pain I could soon forget
Falling in love with you made me a fool
A sin I've tried to repeatedly repent
I've committed countless wrongs
To my redemption I owe my debt
For in my life I've made many mistakes
But with you I made many regrets
Zombie Jun 2019
She:I like him so much.
He(to himself) :Do u know, how much I like u???

She:I wait for monday to be with him.
He(to himself):Do u know, how much I wait just for ur one glance????

She:I am obsessed with him
He(to himself) :Do u know, you are everywhere in my thoughts????

She:Can you please gimme a solution because U are my bestfriend??
He(to himself) :Why me!!!! Can u gimme a solution for this situation of mine, just being your "Best Friend" ????
Why me? or shall I tell why not me? Why I got to hear all this?
Tony Tweedy Jun 2019
Different shades of light that have passed before my eyes.
Casting shadow and obscuring things and covering up the lies.
How to see the good in things when light keeps them concealed.
To hope that light might shine and falsehood and fake be revealed.

How very hard it has become to see the light as good.
So many years younger was I, when to see it so I could.
I thought that I had lost the light and darkness had prevailed.
The simple truth is it was by light and shadow that I was assailed.

It has been the light that has often broached through my defense.
Open to love, light shone in and seemed to make some sense.
My eyes were in awe of light and my heart overcome with joy.
Only to find that light is used in lies and deceits own employ.

I no longer can trust the light or give it even some small chance.
No more hurt to my heart from light disguised as loves romance.
I cant escape a world where light by all is worshiped for it's glow.
So I'll live a life that is empty in this light I have come to know.
Too afraid to love again... some hurts just cant be faced again.
tompoet rwanda Jun 2019
I am fighting the inner self
i can only fell the smell of devils
I hold my breath
on the tip of my tongue
and pause its rhythm
out there in a grief
that causes my body to shiver
and shake abruptly
as my voice vanishes
like baby teeth.
I am fighting the inner self
with much sorrow and pain
i wish for a save
but what's coming is rain
GOD please listen
and help me
break these chains.
Wolfatheart Jun 2019
My heart has been broken for too long now.
It seems like an eternity of all now.
Nothing's the same and everythings gone.
But as much as I want this to end somethings wrong.

The brokenness just doesn't feel like normal heartbreak.
Though I know I can never make up for your mistake.

So I'm just stuck
For ever
Wondering how.
It makes my
Feel so
D
  o
   w
      n
         .
Drown.
HoneyPotter May 2019
That time I looked at you hardly as I could
like how I used to look at you before
but I cant clearly see your heart now
'coz my eyes were clouded by tears of pain
and I am tired of waiting for a happy ending.

You looked at me like a how a stranger would
not the way you used to see me before
like the only precious thing in your life
coz you are now blinded by your pride
and you filtered out my broken heart.
BW May 2019
I don't know how to love you
without climbing into his bed
I love you.
But I am never yours. I am nobody's

They say I got it all but I want what I cannot have.
Him. I want him. Cheating, deceitful phony. Him.
I loved him. I love him.
I told myself again and again I love you
as if to persuade an orphan to go home
but what is home?

Home is where the heart is.
But I don't have a heart
I am the beautiful pin-up doll, sweet
shallow but never yours.
I love you.
I promise I do
Until I get bored
love
Every day in the afternoon, she writes a letter to the man she loves.

The ink and her tears flow together as she describes how much he meant to her.

She always uses the past in her letters, for she is unsure how she feels now. Can she still love with her heart and soul both dead and torn to shreds? It's hard to tell.

So she writes. About her days, her thoughts. There's happiness, sadness, love and so much pain in her words. She writes down all those emotions that don't make sense to her anymore.

A part of her wants to scream how much she admires him, how deeply she loves him, how his soul touched hers and how she feels so empty now that he's gone.

But she can't. So she writes, again and again, endlessly.

Maybe someday, a few years away from now, she will give him those letters. Maybe someday, the tornado between them will disappear. And maybe someday, she will learn to understand the words hidden in his silence.
vinci May 2019
Looking out the window

Thinking about how it was a good day

Chasing the little bit of light that is left

But my eyes can only go so far
  

Catching the last bit of sunlight

Being sure it can't get away this time

Hoping they didn't forget about me and this is it

Only if my problems could drift away like this..
Grace May 2019
When you say you love me
Is your heart speaking true?
When you say you love me
How do I know it’s you?

When you say you love me
I believe I have worth.
When you say you love me
I radiate with mirth.

When you say you love me
I know that you care.
When you say you love me
I feel so unaware.

When you say you love me
It’s hard for me to know.
When you say you love me
I don’t let my true feelings show.

When you say you love me
I can’t tell if it’s real.
When you say you love me
I don’t know how you truly feel.
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