The shape of the reason why I am not getting any response from you,

                it's ʀʜᴏᴍʙɪᴄᴏsiᴅᴏᴅᴇᴄᴀʜᴇᴅʀᴏɴ

20 regular triangular faces,
30 square faces,
12 regular pentagonal faces,
60 vertices and 120 edges,
Yet you told me our hearts are asymmetrical?




Paint me as the woman you once loved,
Blend my past and future into one another

                 in sfᴜᴍᴀᴛᴏ

Without lines or borders,
With myriads of minuscule brushstrokes,
Till the smoke hoaxes their visual for few seconds,
Albeit they know what they saw some time after,




The melody of your heartbeat,
Just like my poems,

                   it's ᴜɴʀʜʏᴛʜᴍɪᴄ

"Lub-dub lub-dub lub-dub lub lub lub-dub",
Every single night failed to lullaby,
So all this time I've been an insomniac,
Wide awake studying the pattern of your pulse as you call it a night.

You told me to move on,
So I am,
Just like you say you have, too.

In fact,
I don’t think I even love you anymore.
I can’t love a person who hurt me the way you did,
And I have every right to feel that way.

I loved the person I made you out to be,
And you are anything but him.

You are a liar,

You are a cheater,

And you are a fool.

You never deserved me.

A dress for every me
I couldn't be with you

Hold me,
I say -hold me!
Why act like a stranger?
With all the love you know?
The ecstasy of your touch,
Uhhhhh
The feel of your lips
Uhmmm
But today you are a stranger on this path,
Pleasure becomes pain
Dreams into nightmares
You told me "you are alone"
Even when I'm ****** and my claws are way up to my throat,
Your words lacerate my skin,
When the cuts get deeper,
You say "the only thing real is your blood"-
I held on,
Like the cutter holds on to the blade,
I hoped you'd notice I'm dying,
I hoped you'd pick me up and love me again,
I died in your arms,
Living around you was no life at all,
Into the ashes went the memories
Out came a Phoenix.

I’m teaching myself how to breath
I’d almost forgotten since for the last year you were both my lungs and the fresh air
You gave me wings to fly
But you cut them off at the first sign of trouble
Blood and feathers spread on the pavement
You bashed my soul in and cut all our ties
Every chance you got, you made broken promises
Of love and forever and future
Well **** your promises
And **** your love
I worked hard to tolerate your pain and your naïve-ness
I kept a roof over my own head
You were not my home
My heart may have longed for a place to belong but it was not looking for lies and deceit
You told me you were happy
That what we were doing was going to be forever
A love like no other
Until you torn us apart and ripped me from your life
It looks like I never existed
Like I never dedicated my heart, soul, and mind to you
My love and my lust
Your room barren of the promises I made
The imprint of my body where I once slept next to you, still visible to the naked eye
Who was I to you?
Did I even matter?
If I truly mattered like you sang to me night and night again
Then you wouldn’t have left me for dead
I would still have my wings and my heart
But here I am, barely holding on
All I have is the hope that one day you’ll see how much you mean to me
How I would move mountains and slay dragons for you love
Even though I hate you and wish plagues on you
There is no one else for me
No one else who I want to share my love and light with
No one but you

Come, tug at my rib cage-
reach inside and take yourself
away.