In the midst of a crowd,I saw him from afar..
And suddenly,just like that..A wound appeared on my heart..
Everytime,I looked at him,I felt more wounds appear,
I guess I grew addicted to the pain,as I fell for him..right then and there..
I bled and I hurt...I nearly died from all of the pain..
But still...My eyes managed to always travel back to him again...
Ofcourse,he never looked at me...he didn't know I existed..
And every urge to look at him,I frequently resisted..
I tried to avert my gaze,but my feelings won everytime..
And I never spoke of what I'd felt..As if it was a crime..
A million whispers unspoken..A thousand confessions unheard..
And my heart withered everytime, he didn't notice a single word..
It pained me to look at him,It pained me to look away..
It pained me to not be able to tell him,all that I had to say..
And even if I'm on my knees, and my survival has no chance..
I'd give up everything for the sake of just one more glance..
Another glance..Another wound..I can feel my blood ooze,
But if living on..means living without you,then I must kindly refuse
He is my poison, He is my cure..
He is the very blade that'll **** me..but for him.I'll endure
Another **** on my heart,as I watch him move across the room..
and I can feel it all around me..I'm about to meet my doom..
He walks over and asks"Have I seen you before?"
I feel another sharp pang on my chest..I can tell..I can't take it anymore..
I try to open my mouth,but I feel myself stop breathing..before I even dare..
His love..in the end..was too much for me to bear.
And I leave, just like that..before I could tell him ,why I had scars on my heart..
Before,I could even,tell him I'd loved him truly..my soul silently departs..