Its like I can't get your face
out of my head
its like you haunt me ,
it haunts me
how you violated me
in your bed
naked
without ever caring
to listen to my no's!!
While having to go about the next day,
like nothing else happened
that it had occurred yet again,
although this time
it had left its mark on my face
that I am still battling all these months later.
A reminder to myself
to not trust easily anymore!
To NEVER Allow Any "MAN" to ever disgrace me again,
to never allow anyone to ever take advantage of me,
and my kindness again!
To never allow myself to hookup with someone again!
To never ever doubt myself
And to always listen to myself!
So as I see your face in my mind
I curse at you,
and all of the pain that you have given me,
and all of its sorrow.
because it hurts so so deeply
and the fear carasses at my bones
