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Ren Sturgis Feb 2022
I am afraid.
Afraid of losing ;
losing those dear to me, losing myself, losing what I've yet to gain.
But how can I lose what I've never had?
I get so frustrated because I can't stop time.
I can't fix everything.
I'm not even anywhere close to being healed.
I want to heal others.
My loved ones deserve to live.
We deserve to be happy.
What did we do to bring about such pain, such sickness?
Why are we plagued so?
I'm always asking "Why?"
Why?
Please let us live.
I'm tired of hurting.
Samridhi Jan 2022
when did the butterflies in my stomach
transform
into a nauseating pit of anxiety?
love can be patient and kind but also stressful and cruel.
Andrew Rueter Jan 2022
I wish I could escape
to somewhere people aren’t
so mean and cold
but I’m afraid
that I might not belong there.
newborn Jan 2022
wearing those crimson platforms
and you’re sitting in that maple tree
bending your sacrificial knees
you better stop weeping and waiting for
an olive branch to save you
sweetheart, you’re done
you are turning into ashes in my indecisive
hands
put on that denim suit and walk deliberately
without moving your mouth too much
they will take that for weakness
think of sugar and sweet caramel
and castles and fables and snow white
get down from that tree
the worst thing they’ll do to you is strip your festive uniform off you
you can take that, can’t you?
This ain’t about you
But I had you in mind while writing

1/3/22
newborn Dec 2021
now you are the exact replica of worry
you are fading
i can feel it
i just don’t want to admit it
but wait, you aren’t fading
you are just becoming more permanent
a constant light
you’ll never disappear in my eyes
your flame will never be diminished in my night
Even though you may feel far away
You will never fade from my heart
newborn Dec 2021
you stand on the dock of the ship
watching the waves rise and fall
over and over again.
you cower over the edge
glancing softly
but stained from the sword slashes.
you want to see the foreign substance
taste the liquid solution
choke your soluble throat
and bomb the disapproval of the miscreants.
you don’t know what to do—you’re conflicted.
you were told to make the best decisions
but what if you could never determine this?
maybe just one step
and the day’s treachery
and the slavery of the industries you can’t deny
will be gone with the snap of a finger.
you precede slowly
glance at the roaring aqua
and you don’t stop.
you don’t lose.
you only see blue.
The explanation is in the poem

Just read
Khaniek Dec 2021
Every morning I awake to the same thing.
The walls are ever slowly closing..
Warped into this dark hole,
slowly sinking still.
It amazes me that they can't see.
Even now,
how close I am to the edge. To the end of my existence.
She's suffering silently,
submerged into the depths of loneliness.
Ever aching, forever unsure.
Always in the poem
there are no tears
between the line
but we will get the fear
and pretend that's fine.
We fall short
and say "ah"
to be the final word.
We must ****
the November creep
waiting until the end of the year
throwing the days
that make you depress
by the message
in a fortune cookie.
Maybe,
by hoping to feel present
in the short future
on the dream we have
will be the last wishes.
We are all in pain
waiting for time
to the monotonous sound of the clock
ticking on the wall.
Indonesia, 23rd November 2021
Arif Aditya Abyan Nugroho
Big Virge Sep 2021
So In This Modern Age...
It’s Clearly Fair To Say...
That MANY Are AFRAID...
of Saying What They Wanna Say...

Because of PC Brigades... !!!

And Due To Fear of Being Seen...
As A Person Who’s Mean...

Or ONE NOT Down With The Teams...
of These... Cancel Police... !!!

Who Are Now On Twitter Feeds...
And Social Media Scenes...

Well I’m NOT The Type...
To Choose To Decline...
Thoughts That Enter My Mind...
That Are Quick To Criticise...
New Gender Lines Or Political Crimes... !!!

Because It’s Clearly Not Wise...
To Keep Things Inside...
That... After A While.........
Makes ANGER RISE... !!!

To The Point Where...
It EXPLODES Like DYNAMITE... !!!

And Shuts Down Core Nodes...
Where Corona Now Lies...

In These Crazy Times...
Where Lives Are Being...
..... Downsized.....
Due To Virus Vibes... !!!

FEAR Is CLIMBING HIGH... !!!

Like Mountaineering Guys...
Young Women And Wives...
Who Are Clearly Not Afraid...
of... SERIOUS Heights... !!!

But In The World Today...
Restrictions Reign...
Like Colonial Chains... !!!

So.... Many Now REFRAIN  ...
From REALLY Speaking Their Mind... !!!

About The Way That Life...
Has Suddenly Become...
STRESS Filled Because...
of This Corona Virus...

But Now We Have CHUMPS...
QUICK To Run Their Gums...
About Fears That They Hold...
That They Claim Are SERIOUS... !!!

Like... Wearing A Mask...
These Punks Make Me Laugh... !!!

In Fact They DON’T...
Because What It Shows...
Is How Easily Controlled...
They Are Like... **’s... !!!

Today I Had A Bloke...
Try To Tell Me So... !?!

Because My Mask...
Wasn’t Over My Nose... ?!?

The Type of Dude...
Who I Should of Abused...
But CHOSE NOT To...
Because His Fear Gave Clues...
As To... His Issues... !!!

I’m Afraid of Where...
My Anger Would of Lead...
Because Punks Like Him...
Really Make Me SICK... !!!

I’m Not Afraid of Much...
But My Anger Is Such...
When It Comes To This Stuff...
That I Keep My Mouth Shut...
Rather Than Draw Blood... !!!!!

Because of Fear That Runs...
In These Times Like Guns...
That Are Used By Police...
Who Like To See Blacks Bleed...

It’s Now Apparent To Me...
That Fear Really RUNS DEEP...
In A Lot of These Peeps...
Whose Mentalities...
Are Enslaved Like Sheep...
That Shepherds Keep... !!!!!

But Our Human Breed...
Has Become SO WEAK... !?!

That REALITY Speech...
Makes Them Weak At The Knees... !!!

Or WORSE STILL FILLED...
With The WEAKEST of Wills... !!!

I’m Afraid of How They Be...
But They Seem Afraid of ME... ?!?
  
Because of How I Move...

And Because They’re Tame...
Like Shakespeare's Shrew !

EXCEPT For When They’re Told...
To Follow... Protocols...
That Tell Them Where To Go...
And How They Must Do So...

So When I Say...
I’m Afraid of Them...

It’s Because They Claim...
That... Governments...
Are Protecting Us From This Virus...

And... Blindly Follow...
Wearing Masks Like Zorro... !!!

But Brave They’re NOT... !!!
They’re Now Worse Than Bots...
And Blood That Clots...
Because Their Lost In A Fear Filled Lot...

That They Now CLAIM...
Helps Them Stay Safe... !?!

Their Submissive Ways...
These Days AMAZE... !!!!!!

Because of This Corona Craze... !!!

I Thought That Slaves...
Had Been... ERASED... !!!

When The TRUTH Is This...
From Gender Fluid New Age Kids...
To Cancel Crews And All Their *******... !!!

It’s A Crying Shame That Censorship...
And This New Thing That’s Virus Linked...
Has Made A Lot of People REFUSE TO THINK...  !?!

It’s Clear That The Strain of Living Today...
Is Now Causing Brains To Be Laid To WASTE...

Because of FEAR And Folks Being...

...... “ AFRAID “.....
As with ******* and Fear, being Afraid is quite the drug !
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