The words echoed inside my mind
The ghost I never meant to conjure
Has appeared right before my eyes
Left me shaken my bones in fear
Even if I tried praying for it to leave
My heart never seem to feel the same
This ghost used to be every part of me
A ghost I knew who once had a name
Though I keep praying for it to leave
But in my heart the ghost choose to stay

Make it short and simple
I could hear it in my mind
Of written essays and poetry
My soul started to bind
A man who spoke Irish
Who taught me during his time
Of how beautiful a language
That took me by surprise
Although he is of age
He has never failed to teach
He now lives forever
In the mind of his pupils
He gave something for us to keep
Write to express who you truly are*
And never give in to defeat

Her face is as beautiful as the moonlight
Her charm could get you lost in the night
Something about her beauty is not right
Her smile describe the secret that she hides
What she offers all men is only lust
She would always ****** and gain your trust
Slowly she would break you down to your weakest
She will strike you down and gain all of your riches
She would leave you then broken heart and broke
She is the woman that the villagers have spoke
A woman that is only made of pure evil
She is known by many as a She Devil

I am a coward
I'm scared that I don't fit in the crowd
I'm afraid of giving my opinions out loud
I'm scared of the dark when the light goes out
I'm afraid of ghost that come out of the dark
I'm scared to take opportunities in font of me
I'm afraid of taking risk even if it's rewarding
I'm scared of falling in love with someone
I'm afraid of how it could destroy my soul inside
I fear that one day if I said "I love you"
Would be the very day that *I lose you

It's weird how you could read the pages
Of another person's life through their ages
You browse through and find yourself
Mentioned in a few of their chapters
You find a collection of memories
That could remain for all eternity
But like all books it will come to an end
As the person draws their last breath
They will reach the end of their tale
It will be time for you to bid them farewell

You came and shine the dark skies
I can't stop gazing upon your beauty
Even though I tried to close my eyes
Your beauty runs through my mind
A  fine display of colors in the sky
A beautiful sight for everyone to see
Like the skies was colored by angels
And I'm here amazed by its beauty
Oh Aurora, your beauty is none to compare
A sight that you just can't resist to stare
But you really have caught my eyes
When you woke up from your slumber
When you rose during the sunrise
I couldn't dream of a single thing better

These are the things I like about you
Your touch that fix all the broken pieces
Your lips which blows all of your kisses
Your eyes when they are parallel to mine
Your deep conversations that kills time
Your laughter that cures my pain
Your smile which gives me hope again
I finally found somewhere I belong
In your arms I have found my home

It is funny how you said it
That you were once complicated
I guess your words were true
Not the part 'I like you'
The part where you're a nightmare
And how many hearts you tear
Though you told me you have changed
All I see is you remained the same
When the world was against you
I stood by you to lift you up
Guess I was the fool to believed you
That you cared for me too
You left me when you are happy
You could not care less about me
But when you hit rock bottom
In my grace is where you come
You told me how much you miss me
Pulling me back to your gravity
The moment I thought that I was free

The sweetest lie I told myself
The lie was sweet as honey
I told myself I wasn't in love
Although I am going crazy
You are always in my mind
You are there all the time
Although I'm afraid to admit
I can't sleep nor could I eat
I only think about you
That is all I could do
My greatest fear that I know
Is that I'm afraid to be alone
But the worst thing than being alone
Is watching you leave outside my door
With somebody by your side
The moment when you left mine

Have you ever felt lonely?
Even in the company of others?
It eats you up deep inside
No matter how hard you try
It keeps coming back to haunt you
Especially in the middle of the night
You try to find comfort
But never found such solitude
And it still causes you discomfort
To think that you are lonely
Although you were never alone
Though it feels like you are missing something?
I'm still confused with this feeling

I have written all I could
I have express all my emotions
About love that was forsaken

You are like a dream come true
I get lost when I'm around you
Lost in your lovely blue eyes
Eyes as blue as the clear skies
Your love is like the ocean
I'd turn tides to be with you
As close as it could happen
My words can't go through
You seem close in a distance
Yet a little far for me to reach
I have been really patient
For your love which I need
You appear like an oasis
In the middle of the desert
I tried to take a sip of your love
You turn out to be a mirage
My mind has played games
This time I have no choice but to lose
Cause all of this has cause pain
Pain in the mind and my heart
But I seem so attached to all of this
Attached as if this was my gravity
The thought of you never left me
I'm entangled by this wild fantasy
Where I could come close to you
To be together is all I ever need
To hold you close and love you forever more

I walked in the coffee shop down the street
The clouds were dark as the rain poured down
I went into the coffee shop and took my seat
I look through the window a view of the town
The place was filled with noise of chattering
People get about and just making conversation
Fresh brewed coffee filled the air with its aroma
A girl walked in which caught my attention
She sat down on a table right next to mine
Hold onto a cup of coffee with a tear in her eye
I went over to her table and asked her why
" Just another bad day" was her reply
That was the start of our conversation
Drinking coffee and sharing our stories
Trading our secrets with no hesitation
Who knew all of the broken pieces
Could be fix with coffee and conversations

I stood by the doorway across the hall
This was the first time that I had fall
I had fallen in love with great beauty
Hoping that beauty would love me
Wishing that it would be like a fantasy
Where it will only be beauty and me
We would dance to all the good music
Sing along while remembering the lyrics
Laugh at the jokes that we both share
I would take beauty out to the fun fair
For beauty I would try to win all of the prizes
Then beauty would give me hugs and kisses
In the end beauty would fall in love with me
But I realize that this was all just a fantasy
That I had to wake up and face the reality
Where that I am a loser compare to beauty
Chances are beauty does not even notice me

A love that I once tried to keep
Was stolen from me during my sleep
I tried to wake up from my slumber
Through the cold month of December
Somebody took away my treasure
Something beautiful beyond measure
Something that people called love
The love that was truly divine
That I actually thought it was mine

I remember the promises we made
You need time till we can be together
Those promises was all I really had
You do not know how much I suffer
Because my heart is in your hands
I was just trying to take it all back
I just wanted to wash all of the pain
Please do it all just for my sake
I truly am deeply in love with you
There are no lies they are all true
I know what I have is rejected love
A feeling which leaves scars deep
Deep buried inside the aching heart
My mind and my life is pulling apart
I thought you would love me back
The unconditional love is all I ask
You took a huge leap and left me behind
I still can't get rid about the past
My love for you is still in my heart and mind
Like a song that keeps repeating
A video that keeps on repeating
I am going crazy and insane
I can't get you out of my brain
Oh rejected love please leave me be
For I can't take all of this as you can see
Rejected love I have thought things over
It is better off that we'd just be strangers

The world is a war zone
I'm trying to survive it
In this world I am alone
Carrying only a shield
Trying to protect myself
I may dodge a bullet or two
Though the bullet that killed me
Was the one that was shot by you
I thought we both had it all
No secrets in between
I thought that you were my ally
You turned out to be my enemy
The war zone that is never ending
Has taught me never to trust
Anyone except yourself
Cause in the war we are fighting
There is always betrayal circling
Circling around waiting to strike
When it has the opportunity

Here I am at this hour
Trying to rest my tired eyes
Tuck myself under the covers
With my eyelids shuts tight
But these never ending thoughts
Kept me awake from my slumber
These thoughts that never stop
Always makes my mind wonder
Throwing me in scenarios
What I thought would turn out
If we did not walk out the door
Where we did not break our vows
A thought were we were happy
One where we never fought
But there is no more you and me
What is left are just my own thoughts

If you look at the stars
How beautiful they are
That is how you are to me
You are the star that is bright
In the dark you gave me light
When I am ever so lonely
I've been talking to the moon
While I'm searching for you
In between all the clouds
It felt forever the night
When you were not in my sight
My head was filled with doubt
But the clouds slowly drift by
Erasing all of my doubts and fears
You were there so bright and clear
Now I have found you
All my wishes have come true
For all I want in life was you

Come on I will give you a tour
A place where people have been before
A place where people come and go
People came in and said hello
Promise that they are more
Only to leave a note by the door
Saying that they have to go
And that they don't need me anymore

I am suppose to be happy
But in the middle of the night
I can't remember the tears
How much I've cried
Sometimes I do feel like leaving
This vessel which I call my body
Let my soul be free from its bonds
To leave this  world where I don't belong

The greatest lie that I have made
Thinking it was not a big mistake
In my mind I thought it was fine
The emotions I never left behind
The emotions I have kept inside
Expose with nowhere to hide
The truth is caught in my eyes
But I still kept holding on to the lie
The untold truth is what I want
Those things I really can't deny

How do I say I love you?
When everything is at stake
How can someone be true?
Knowing it could bring heartache
How to get rid of this fear?
Thinking rejection is on its way
How can I say I love you?
Not knowing if you would say it back

I was left right in the middle of the dark
Consumed by all the fear
The only thing broken was my heart
Left me back only with tears
The beautiful words which was spoken
The words and sentences seemed so right
Those words I could not have forgotten
Those spoken words that I really liked
I was living in my very own fantasy
Ushered by the lies told upon me
How I was fooled by the very beauty
The beauty of words that killed me
The lies that was whispered in my ear
The words that said you really loved me
The words that I was so eager to hear
The words which made me so happy
Turns out it was just false promises
Crushed my heart into a million pieces
Left alone in the middle of the dark
Holding onto the pieces of my heart
Trying to fix all the broken parts
Don't even know where to start

Everything felt like a competition
I felt like I was not appreciated
I gave up on having your attention
Cause maybe to you I didn't matter
To you I should've pushed harder
I should've been much better
I lived life knowing I was not enough
Always know that I will never be
Cause at the end of the day
You'd point out somebody else
And you would always say
That person is far better than me

**** it or **** me
Destroy don't let it be
A monster hidden within
The gloomy shadows of my heart
It wants to break free
And let death lingers it's path
So **** it now don't let me be
A monster that is within me

Age is just a number
That's what they say
It'll catch up day by day
So you have to be clever
Cherish those little moments
Appreciate all of the love
Never take it for granted
Because in a blink of an eye
Everything will pass you by

Gazing upon her eyes
I saw a window to a beautiful soul
The one which warms you when days are cold
The one who cares for you until your old
The one which gives you strength when it's gone
The one that will not let you suffer all alone
Gazing upon her eyes
I saw pain which she holds dearly inside
She once had someone special at her side
She fell for his charm and box full of lies
She was broken and her soul slowly died