Sooner we realize
We deserve a better life
We can manifest

You are so worthy
Of being showered with love
Made of your honour

Was wrong all along
Drinking is a punishment
Not a true reward

I was innocent
how you destroy my youth
karma's coming

It hits different
when you earn what you wanted...
purpose multiplies

We feel it creeping
cloudy grey days here to stay
fleeting summer flu

We home a flame

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          (   )
         (     )
      (within)

   it is our duty

to softly protect it.

backspace is easy
owning up is where it's hard
shift yourself to peace

Thunder talks to us
warns masses to hide away
listen to the light

Hurt folks hurt folks/shift
focus towards healing
for the greater good

Giving precious time
to those who don't honour it
is a wasteful sin

You will look back
wonder why it took so long
wrong can not be made right

Hey, are you out there?
Thinking of me while I dream
Of you existing

Music penetrates
captures, calibrates the truth
it flows right through you

How songs can take you
back to the beginning of love
then drop you right off

Confront our past
this time it’s just natures way
of telling us to

I have had enough
Of feeling Im not enough
You dont deserve me

All unfelt feelings
Will manifest in your life
Know when to release

I am stuck on a
mountain made of all the words
I have left unsaid

On the sink naked
I wait for him in the dark
Welcome home sweetie

Revisiting you
Is like playing with fire
I always get burned

Thankful for each day
I wake up to your sweet face
Please don’t disappear

Take more time to know
Yourself than avoid yourself
You could be so free

You are not living
If you’re always looking back
At all you didn’t

Your memory is
A butterfly that visits
Me time after time

It’s you and this time
That I revisit the most
Captured past in glass

Let it be known that
You can’t evade memories
they will creep back in

Every moment serves
A fresh breath to present with
Leave the past alone

Words are everything
Their capacity to lift
Push and inspire

These darks clouds cover
My body like satin sheets
Yet I can not sleep

I am torn
Ripped apart
Fragments of regret pile
Cherished memories make it harder
To let go of years shared as one
I want to carry on
Make the most of life without you
I chose this path without you
And yet I cling to distant highlights of our lovereel
How brillant and sabotaging that our brain only recalls the good after the darkness has lifted

We are made of stars
Divine everlasting light
Gifts of existence

Life is so much more

Than mourning what has been done

free up your regret

Nature teaches us
The clouds need to cry their weight
for future rainbows

You break your own heart
Everytime you don’t listen
to your gut and soul

First, endure the pain
Dissect then digest it whole
Stop wearing it out

A mental wrestle
Thinking about us back then/
what we are not now

Make peace with mistakes
they have no power unless-
we breathe into them

Life ain't a straight line
the lows and highs remind us
hearts are here to beat

There’s no master plan
Each moment fades into past
Make the most of now

Don’t the birds sound sweet;
When you make peace with the past?
Let life flow forward...

Not feeling feeling
Cut myself out from the box of pain
Coasting through
Fixating ***** it up
Just getting by
Taking a moment with the sky
Saying hi
It’s cool to be here
Visualizing what I desire
I want more
I want so much more
Than what we had together
Taking risks to risk it
All or nothing business
We only get this moment once
Embrace each one
Even pain has purpose
The beauty that comes from it explains its worthiness
sadness should transpire into art
Utilize it
As long as we are living
Truly living
I promise to pen these bubbling words
And paint pain
To the end

Some choices aren’t so black and white

I miss you in my loneliest hours
I miss your sensational clean scent
I miss the way you carried yourself
I miss watching you charm the crowd in envy
I miss how willing you were to help me
I miss your undeniable glow
I miss your beautiful soul
I miss how you hardly said no
I miss how easily you loved me
I miss even the hard times
As there are none without you now
I miss your sleeping face
I miss your sweet embrace
I miss everything we had
I let go of someone so great

The price I pay is in memories
Flooding my days

We are here for good-
Not forever
So skip the judgement
And justify kindness
Spread seeds of hope

Mourn all of the buried words
You wished you said

What is it about us?
That we would rather conquer countless exterior challenges
than face ourselves?
How daunting to get to the root of all the hurt
That we instead choose the
lesser path?
Weakly attempting to advise other broken victims
with no real purpose
but avoiding our own

Today I felt free
Completely and utterly belonging to me
Each moment invested in my own pursuit
Tiredness a subtle issue
What happens to our dreams when we leave them behind for the wrong beliefs?
Do they fall asleep?
Waiting patiently to be free?
Honestly,
I need me now as much as you need me
And I hope somehow you’ll understand why I had to leave
Giving myself back my own divine dignity

Help us all fighting
battles between ourselves
We shall overcome

It is not okay
pretending we are okay
Neglect is poison

When a relationship stales
It’s easier to fade away with it
Rather than try to fix it
It is easier to give up
Sort through the disappointment on your own
Trying to remember who you are
Who they fell for in the beginning
The person they soon loved
That you lost along the years
Forgetting to love yourself
It’s a crying shame
But a day will come when you will regain your electric spirit
And you will fly
Soar
In your magic
But to get there
You must let the broken pieces fall
Settle in their own time
There is no race to coming back to you
Just remember that you want to
Because avoidance is a fool’s game