I am firecracker
Brought in by my parents
With basic needs and education
I was lit.
To tell you the truth
Im mostly burned out
No exquisite light whatsoever
Simply put,
The plan is to shoot high
And bright, at a pace of my own
Before the angel
Lights me out

A stranger I met
the other day
was called a '******'
by me
silly me...
Though, it was a joke
Not everyone likes
jokes
and absolutely not
these kind

I lie wide awake
quarter past three in the morning
the clock shows

Some serial, watches my mum
in that space of hers

In the same room as mine
sleep my brothers
Quiet, it is
For thoughts, inspirations
I wait

I thought
when finally neared me
I had fallen asleep until then
A dream it turned out to be
Now, I can't recall a thing

I lay cold on the bed,
glucose dripping into me
white walls surrounding me
that beaping sound, broke the silence
I feel my heartbeat...
everything else numb

Some familiar faces appeared
It was my little family,
with teary eyes, forcing a smile
A fear in those eyes
made my heart sink

My little brother spoke,
but I couldn't hear a word
I saw their lips move
but was unable to respond

Something hit my heart inside,
beats getting slower
and slower, with every breath
Vision got blurry
everything was fading

This can't be happening
not like this...
I want to live
and grab the stars
Hearing the last long beap,
everything went blank...

Some enjoy doing it,
some suffer it
And others, just keep ignoring
Crying is their hobby
Pain is a normal feeling
Death is something they always wish for
Each day is a regret
Not a single moment spent without tears
They are just a toy
Always played with
And made fun of
Some end up coming over it
and some giving up their lives
They are only remembered,
when they die...

Not bonded in any blood relation,
they were so close
Brothers by choice.
They shared the smallest of things
Thought, when they grey older,
ones life blossomed
and the others' doomed
He surrounded himself with pain
and darkness
Into a dark well, he fell deeper and deeper
Soon, he just breathed...
His betterhalf,
did every possible thing to bring hope
but there was no way out of the well
And so, he made him his favourite drink
and let him free.

I know,
I believed whatever was said
good or bad, sweet or bitter
I accepted,
everything without any preconceptions
I thought,
you were a legend
but...all you did was destroy me

I wish they knew
what you had done to me
but now it's too late
and it's time to leave...

I was thrown at the hard ground
encircled by furious faces
someone kicked
another punched
others followed the same
I rolled all around in pain
Like a ball,
I was passed to everyone
Finally, I was burned.
I cried and screamed
None came for help
Instead, they cheered
Not once was I given a chance
to explain myself
I killed him
because I was *****.

Holding back the tears, I
collected my belongings
your belongings
My decision it was, to leave
I want you to stop me

At the door I stand
Arms folded,
out of the window, you gaze
I want you to look at me

I started to pace,
far from you
I would've stayed
*If you just stopped me once

Sitting in his armchair
Comforted by the thick woollen sweater
4:15, the clock shows
Sipping on his bittersweet coffee
He reads the same book for the tenth time.
Out of the window
He glances,
As if someone there awaits
Like always
A sweet face of a lady
Smiles at him
Into a million fireworks
His heart explodes
He laughs at himself
When the face disappears
Everyday repeats itself
same place, same coffee, same book
If only she lived,
Things would've felt a little less robotic

Grade eight,
new class, new classmates
Left out, I was
Hardly I talked to them.
Until,
Her
She 'talked' to me
she made an effort
I liked her voice.
And we talked more...
Late night talking on phone
sharing of stories
Truth never hidden
A lie never told
My partner in crime, she is.
My poopmate.
Doesn't matter if this sounds cheesy
I love her.

Heart might be at the left
but it's always right

Most of the time
heart is right,
at time you just can't go with it
and it hurts

When heart pains
you cry
when you cry,
someone who cares for you cries
then it hurts the most
and you don't feel alive

The room smelled of her
Kept in a corner,
those little boxes which she loved
And many of her glasses
hung all around

Her diary, a grey coloured
formal one
a dove stuck on it
was filled with my name...
Every entry, each page,
I was there...
A button of my shirt
which I thought was lost
was between the pages...

I remember her hugging me
and saying, "I love you"
...I did not respond...
The last when I visited
she was here
but now, only her belongings...

See, the sand is moving
no bars in its way
and the nights passing
there you stay thinking

You wait for things to happen,
when the sand moves with same pace
then you regret, what could have happened
and there you are with a stained face

The sand is waiting for none
you waste time, instead cherish the moment
cause everything lasts for once
and there's no harm making it worth!

This is a wonderful place
lovely people
I've never felt happier before

That girl spoke
but completed only few words
She stuck at some words
and it really annoyed others

Laughing at her
they made her feel unworthy
Made fun of her
without knowing her problem

She, sometimes cry
and lose strength
but, she's not someone weak
smiling gracefully she showed up again

Again they laughed at her
In front of them
stood her boldly
She sang, perfect
stuck at no word
finishing the song, she left

I waited long,
In hope of hearing from her
just for once...
But she doesn't seem to care
left me long ago
all by myself
I was hurt, and
I was in pain
Love and faith in her
kept me alive
I waited,
even when the end was near
I waited,
till my last breath...

Someone will always be
better than you,
and you will always be
better than someone
That is how it works
now keep moving.

I know we're not something great
we have made many mistakes
From the starting of grade 8
we've been baking all sorts of cakes

We laughed, we joked
we cried, we consouled
we were together in the worst and best
We'd never let anyone rest

We are naughty as hell
sometimes we'd stay in a  shell
Through thick and thin we survived
I hope our memories stay unified.

Please carry it gently
its been crushed, torn
and fixed
Yet again,
this is one of the
many times I trust
You might drop it too
and somebody else would
mend it their way
But none will be able to
piece it in the pattern
like it was when
first broken

There was once a girl,
sweet as a candy
Innocent as a butterfly

She existed like everyone else
Not a single soul disliked her
She realized the real meaning of life,
When she was in Love...
A girl, who everyone loved
was in love

Ready to do anything for him
Gave up everything for him
But... he never felt the same
Instead, he hated her
He treated her like she wasn't meant to live
She asked the reason why?
But he never replied...
Still for her, he was her prince

She asked herself "Don't I deserve love?"
None noticed her pain
One day she disappeared
with no clue left behind
None knew whether she was alive or dead
She came like an angel who made everyone smile
And was left with nothing
She was gone...
No one ever knew

Crying is a solution
to almost nothing
but a smile is!

One maybe
hurt inside
but, they might also know
the art of smiling

Cry and gain sympathy,
not something great
but smiling and facing it yourself
equal to a battle won

They will name you
heartless, careless human
cuz that's what the world's like
someday the same world
will realize
what you actually did
with a smile!

A figure sat still
in a corner of the room
The room was quiet until,
the figure took uneasy breaths
I knew who this figure belonged to
I knew it at the first glance
but assured myself it wasn't,
it can't be...
It rose its head,
its hollow sockets met my eyes
My mother.
Her lips twitched a little
and that was all it took
to make everything go black.

Tears
" They are precious "
" Dont waste them "
    But what if they get heavier
    and bore into your heart?
    You'll be falling in the hole too deep
    Instead do yourself a favour
    and let your tear ducts speak
    That's when you'll find a little relief.

"There was a ship"
started I, as a stranger passed by

"There was a ship"
started I, yet to another guy

"There was a ship"
started I, cuz I had to repent till I die...

"There was a ship"
started !, as a stranger passed by

"There was a ship"
started I, yet to another guy

"There was a ship|"
started I, cuz I had to repent till I die...

I was awaken by those footsteps
which gave me shivers
I sat hugging my knees
in the dark silence
No source of light
That odor was everywhere which I breathed
poisoning me inside
Fiercing two eyes glared at me
and I was shaken by the sight
I pleaded everyday to free me
but no one ever replied
Not knowing my fault
I cried,
cried... till all the tears were dried
I was trapped in darkness
loosing myself to survive
I breathed hopeless

Can someone tell me how to write in bold and italics?

your pen starts speaking, when your mouth can't anymore

I fear of getting lost in this world

'Perfection' is not what I need
but little love is all I need

Be like snow
     beautiful to watch
                but hard to catch

I've hurted you a lot...
I had no choice
but that made you strong
and able to make decisions
But why did you name it 'betrayal'?
Why would I betray 'you'?
If I had betrayed you,
destiny has betrayed me too...