her pain
makes her beautiful
and strong.

Here's another road for you to take
A long journey  to travel
Many the nights and days
Counting the cars that passed by

Achieving more
Goals to be welcome by warm hello
As we step the long ride
We may fall but later we'll learn

Some may forbid
But don't worry
we'll take that as a new challenge
to face, to act, & to spoke

A trial may encounter to an endless
diversion of road
Some tastes sweet others become bitter
Life is an interesting to take
it's beautiful with or without pain
with or without happiness

the sun that ache into my skin,
it beats the heat of the summer days
the sound of the crickets intrude,
birds are reaching up high,
clouds scatter across the blue sky
will feelings change?
will they?


i gather my attention,
to my introspective words
pulling the thread in my head,
but
as the train goes passing by
the clock move closer
to what matters
the most,
&
confiscates the time
that I stood by.

You have to state your personality first.
You have to lift yourself up so that you can gain confidence.
You have to trust yourself that you can make it.
You have to set a timeline in your daily routine like observing things out, like researching about how to be a better person.
You have to learn to explore and discover your potentials.
Because you have a lot of potentials inside of you.
You only need to take sometime to think or reflect

Be the best of you
As much as you are willing to engage and develop
One's self.
You are willing to get many ideas
Or becoming a researcher in your life.
Always willing to listen
Always willing to learn anything.
And always be a fighter of go-to-go target
In your self.

Hold on to the memories you remembered not the saddest part.


2. Watch your fav movies! The humor one not the melodrama that typically makes you cry


3. Listen to music. Maybe its the best part to refresh your mind


4. Take down notes that you wanted to say.


5. Have a good rest like going to a coffee shop and make a cup of tea


6. Go to a beach. It makes your heart calm for a little bit might as well your entire body.


7. Fight for your own self. You are the one who can win for your weaknesses.


8. Ignore the sh*ts around you. It will just bug your entire day if you keep thinking of it.


9. Switch your mood to become happy.


10. " Laughter is the best medicine."


11. Play games often


12. Had some fun and enjoy


13. Put aside the things that keep reminding you from the past.


14. Do more in the present


15. Be at your best in the future


16. Be positive all the time!


17. Have some faith!


18. Encourage yourself that you are strong!


19. Widen your perspective in life


20. Tell yourself that 'you can do it'

Breathe in breathe out
inhale and exhale
the fresh scented air
looking at the distance from my window
what is it feel's like
if i'll go outside?
Will every things change?
Or maybe i'll find myself
that i want...

I am sculpted by my own imagination
drive into the wildest war of town,
That potentially drag me to run down on my knees.
Saying whispers of touch and love
Saying things that I wouldn’t care to
I never believe that the actual thought of mine
Was the only one that could betray me.
Perhaps I couldn’t utter to myself
That despite the wave of the ocean that could give me power
To overcome to me and to relax me
That things will be fine and okay
That no matter what my decision is,
It’s up to me
To re-fine myself.
To re-evaluate my core
To reset the happiness that values me
Inside of this endless loop;
The cycle of life
To re-designing my own beliefs and truthful ways
To let this happen eventually.
I will believe again in the name of love and all.

Past...
Past...
I dont want to face this no more
If she only knew how much reactions we had
If she only knew the things that she's getting on our nerves and does she only have the heart that can healed her life
I hope she will realize it later or sooner and i hope that wouldn't be the last time the things she might regret in her life.
I thought she change her moves but still it was
She's the mighty evil 
A witch could compare
I dont hate her but the way she talks is not enough for me to wake up every day i cant take this pain no more
I dont want to live like this anymore.
It hurt me so much
The way you always hurt our hearts
It took us a million times to struggle this kind of thing
I hope you would listen to your soul and your heart that the things you might deal in the last will make you regret for the last time.

I confess to the moon
The object that got me fly
On repeat to the sky
I called out my name
If she's still excite,
Of the things she embrace the most
I confess to the moon
Where the stars locate
My heart that beats
The beads to my soul
I confess to the moon
If ever your far away from me
Let me hold your hands
When it's cold
Because of winter and spring

I cry not because i'm sad
I cry not because i hate this things and etc.
I cry because I've realize that i've been on a tough situations where all those negativity things i put on my shoulders that i've actually carried since elementary to high school years, where i could stay on my comfort zone throughout the years,  where i could cry & cry and think for that negative thoughts all over again & that leads me to poor health, stress and the people that gives **** to me & my family i was very very hopeless at that time. That there's a time that i've almost killed myself but still all those dreams, my family just motivated me not to do it and they are the one that i'm holding on.

I cry because those times had just flew me away that would still remain a memory to me because without those trials/ struggling that i've keep maybe i wouldn't learn how to stand up again and wake me up for such things that i might regret to smile again. Because without these things i might not be able to start again and without this i will not be positive; changing my perspective in life for whatever trials may come to me i will always humbly accept it because God didn't put us in a situation like this that we can't handle but he put us here in order to become a better person, to learn to stand up and become a good follower to him. I really appreciate people whatever colors they have & thankful to those people who are involved in my life because of that things that you've put me in i learn how to teach myself, to stand up, to learn again and to share what i have right now.

And i cry because it's already done!

Mark the ink that you want to write
Feelings,intention to your soul body and mind
Its the thing that we want to express
Write everything that we want
No limitations
Spread the words
Ignore the dirts
Just focus on what you want 
Our spirit
Lives through
Living and floating
Like we're on top of the orange pluffy clouds
Moon were covered by the sun when its daytime
The sun that enlightens us to wake up every morning
We are the living soul
Scattered all over the World
Mind make us stress and depress to think of everything
Why don't we put them aside?
And enjoy for a little while
You don't need to force yourself
Just like everyone
Writing Is what we want
Cause every poet has their message to convey.

I wonder if people still appreciate me
I wonder if I will make it to the top
If only things are easy
If pain doesn't hurt at all
Why would I?

I wonder If I could still play music at different time
Will I pass the exact time?
Or just stop for a moment
Pause and reflect for the melody by itself
If only I could play silly things like yours

If things were mess up,all of a sudden
Then its still useless
If my eyes can only see for the real things
If only my ears can hear the exact tune of your guitar
Possibly It will go through the **** motion

Yes! Indeed
The real music is here i am
If only I could reward myself for making the opportunity
The real things are worth painful and sweat
The real mess is definitely great.

Maybe we can lived like this

F O R E V E R.

and

A L W A Y S,





Smiling <3

Exotic & dangerous

Life is shorter than what we know or think
so i must enjoy my life freely
do the extreme things before i die

Had to do  things that i want
and dreams that i want to fulfill
even from my last breathe

Because i want to
Because im curious of every single thing
Even from the way you breathe or ****
Then i want to spread this
and lend me a hand

Then come with me!
And make this world worth living!
then we can jump to tallest building like hell

This things that i wanted really so bad

To fly somewhere
were everyone can't recognize me

To play in the rain
and be a kid once again

To travel around the world
were i can find myself
and perhaps discover something knew
that i haven't been before

Go picnic and eat some snacks with friends
were i could laugh on top of  my lungs

Go partyin' late at night
were i can control and make some noise
like a dj bass

Go to a concert
to a great rock band

Go shopping to the mall
and be a fashion clique

Produce a music
were birds could come and go with you

Represent to your country
and be a world champion human beatbox

Write stories
and be an author
of my own journey


Cause YOLO
you only live once
in your life
and there

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                                                         R       
                                               E

Maybe i just miss you so much

Kitang duha
sa kasagsagan ng pag-ibig
Tayo ay namulat
sa tinuod lang
Ikaw jud ug ako
sa walay katapusan.
Nindot ning adlawa ni
kay nakit-aan nako ang isa ka dakong bulalakaw sa langit
Pagka human gipangita ko niya
kay siya diay nagpaabot sa ako.
Gipangita ko niya
kay In love man siya sa ako.

Sometimes i thought and want to hide 
Somewhere 
Where you can't see me
I want to fly,fly,fly, far away from you

Im just an extraordinary ink of a pen
Im only a poet that doesn't know where my feelings go
A stubborn poet

I dont have friends
And im all alone

But i don't regret any of that

Cause there's my ballpen that i can still write
I still have my paper to where i can insert and spread my wings 
I still have you
My poet
That i can share
That i can talk
That i can learn
And that i can call
My only poet,
Thanks for being there.

put it on a sticky note;
your feelings, emotions &
the empty void

put it on a sticky note;
"i like you"
"i need you"
"i miss you
"don't go"
"i love you"

put it on a sticky note;
like a diary to be told

put it on a sticky note;
my memories with you

put it on a sticky note;*
those indicated poet/s
that
i will
make for you
...

The same path
The same people
The same place
The same plays


Same time
Same day
Same week
Same month


Some says good 
Some says the opposite
Some lost of thoughts and words
While others find the way back


It doesn't matter physically,emotionally and socially
Cause  I N T E R A C T I O N N N N N
Is way much better than usual 
*C O N V E R S A T I O N N N N

I could see off many faces
Like a dim of a stars
Were all hopes and dreams
Fly high so fast

Your eyes are the moonlight to my river
& Like the ocean across the blue horizon
Were thousands and miles would captivated and wrap around you

The crashed of a storm that waves
and pooled you through
It breaks apart to fall once more.
Trash,
Clash,
Splash,
All the feelings were gone
And I'm halfway now to a new path of my life.





The eyes of a beautiful maiden
Is now blocked by sadness and lies.
But in your eyes,
I'm just a stranger who will never exist.

My
wish
is
to
see
you
once
more
.....

..


分かりませんか。

The instance of the mighty long words
No distance sight prevailing the wind and the ocean
Like the other birds that fly high
Above its constellation and stars
Whispering, Whistling and hoping

Hoping for the day
Hoping for people
Hoping for memories

Life is unpredictable to predict

*The chances are yours
take it or leave it!
You are the creator of your destiny

The old days of memory
when I can be freely free
Where lots of late night
conversations
digging up some gem pearls
Of how exquisitely words
Could take you...
I can lay underneath the stars
Wishing and dreaming
Dancing and laughing
Countless times
of sharing.
Make it a remarkable
Visit of all-purpose.

I write a love story
but it didn't ended up so well
I write a sad love song
but it makes me want to cry
I write a story about you
but you caught me staring at you
I write a love letter
but you just strip on it
I write...
I think...
I speak...
But my heart always
want you
And I can't stop
but to fall

focus on the good things
that you already have.
and you will stop comparing yourself
to other people.

I want to captivate your mind and your soul
The body and the heart from those acidic poisonous
Where I could unlimitedly extract the exact words that coming out from my mouth to my esophagus; exceeding numbers were exempted
Just a minimal juxtaposition
Writing those verbosity words
Makes me feel like playing those letters from Z-A and from 0-1
Squeezing and letting it dry until it runs again
Those pumpkins that we used to play our trick or treat
Have some chocolates and candies
Popping the balloons and playing guitar together with the wind from the outside hmmnn's and humm's
Where the birds could fly freely
Like shooting stars that hinder our scars and freckles
We could jump up high,oblivion the fears we're running out of time
Go and be wild even a little while
They wouldn't be mind or just let it go


Pass the message so we could send it back.
Once more i look again for that lights
The symbols and the horizon of the sky
Maybe this could last even when it's rain or shine
Cause even when we look those beautiful diamonds in the night sky
There would still be the catching stars that look at us
We'll never know that this might a fate that brings us here.

Keep writing until your hands will bleed
Keep writing to those untouchable words you can't say out loud
Keep writing even if its a mess
Keep writing for the voice you wanted to hear
Keep writing until your soul will replenish the ached mind and body
Keep writing, you will gonna miss this thing.
Keep writing for it is your heart that tells you to.
Keep writing for the stars and moon will shine so bright
Keep writing cause this is your second home
Keep writing; you'll inspired
Keep writing cause you'll never know you could save people's lives.
Keep writing cause this is you.

He  was  my  C O O K I E

to
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         y
O
     R    
          E
              O

a great effort
must come at the strong will of mind
carry the burden of one’s pain,
must take the leap to lead
the thought
to fill
the sorrow
of shaping one’s head, throat,
heart and gut.
and becoming true to self
must come to learn
of letting go,
of detaching drama
worn about life’s tragic death.
how will you survive?
if there’s no change,
if there’s no willingness to embrace,
forgiveness that is hard to accept and own.
Although you’re trying to untie
the knots of being in caged,
your words that only deteriorate
you by your own illusion mind
and thus;
delivery state of confusion.

K for keeping me alive
I ,that makes me strive
No one knows unconsistently 
D' one that got from me

Nostalgia for the very first time
I lost but then I gain lesser than I thought of it
Cause it star struck me the most to where should i all put those little words uneven
Engulf me to my distinct parallel sight

Courses are just the extra to itself
Undesignated places to whom we should put together
That all things are possible and the impossible is just a tolerated negative thought we resolve all day at once
Electrified and the unsignificant one we all seen by our naked visual eyes.

better get the idea
of learning new things.

through experienced
you know.
It comes from you.