deeplyhollowed: Poems

Oct 2020 · 814

deeplyhollowed Oct 2020

Whatever you do,
I have so much respect for you.
This year may be a bit harder,
but you’re awesome for keeping it together.
It’s okay to get tired even with simple things.
Rest and then keep going.

Year 2020 is chaotic for everyone. Hope you become kinder to everyone you encounter.

#keepgoing #bekind

Mar 2018 · 509

Letting go

deeplyhollowed Mar 2018

Letting go

It takes a ginormous amount of self-respect to let go of the thing that keeps you from moving on.

Why hold on to something toxic?

#selfrespect #lettinggo #moving #on

Oct 2017 · 360

Just a Fan

deeplyhollowed Oct 2017

Just a Fan

It all started when I first saw you play
You did nothing but sit there and strum your guitar
I just couldn’t shake you off my mind
You have everything I want, you know
I then found myself messaging you on fb
It was a bold move for me
And boy I was glad I did it
Coz I got a reply from you
You were friendly enough to answer some of my queries
And that’s just it
Our conversation ended

Now I am stalking you on your social media accounts
Hope you won’t freak out
Not that you care
But please stay still
I wish no harm
And I am content to watch you from afar
Coz I know I will just be a fan

To the guy who loves to play and sing. You have all I want but I will not go too far. I know where I stand. But I want to be your friend

Aug 2017 · 866

Let me

deeplyhollowed Aug 2017

Let me

Goals, bucket lists, and dreams
Why do they seem to be out of my vocabulary?

A friend once told me,
"You know, you won't get to where you want to go if you will continue to go with the flow."
Great words, and it made me ponder for a while

I know I have always been free-flowing
I just go where the current takes me
Can you blame me, though?
Coz' honestly, I don't know where to go

My decisions will raise some brows
BUT
For now, I just want to live the way I want to live

Hope they will let me...

I am sick of people telling me what to do. I just want to live my life with my own pace.

#unfocused #confused

Aug 2015 · 567

To be free...

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

To be free...

01
Seek no revenge
God will handle it

#02
Forgive and forget
But don't let yourself be fooled again

#03
Pray for those who curse you
Love those who hate you

These are just some of the many lessons I have learned in life.

#love #freedom #life #lessons #forgive

Aug 2015 · 620

She

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

She

She is not the kindest person you'll ever know.
She speaks her thoughts without hesitation.
She can hurt someone without even knowing.
You may judge her based on that.
But I know that she is just a percentage of her.
How would I know that?
Because, I am "she".

I am she. For the love of pronouns! :D

#real #i #she

Aug 2015 · 1.3k

Windows 10

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

Windows 10

I took the risk
Let go some of my precious memories
To free some space for you
And now, I have you

I thought, you would be the same like the previous ones
But I'm wrong
I am loving you..

*It may have taken forever,
But you are definitely worth the wait.

I am loving the new Windows 10. I love their Microsoft Edge.

#10 #windows #installed

Aug 2015 · 450

My forever

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

My forever

Guiltless and free
Oh, how happy I am today
Or should I say, everyday?

Please continue to be with me everyday of my life. I know, I will still make mistakes, but I also know that You'll be there to understand. I will not take advantage of Your kindness and love. That's why, I will do my best to honor and think about You in every thing that I will do. I will always try my best to consider Your feelings because I want to be with You forever.

*Lord, You are my forever!

A thousand times I failed, still Your mercy remains. Should I stumble again, still I'm caught in Your grace. Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades. Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame. My heart and my soul, I give You control. Consume me from the inside out. (Inside Out by Hillsong)

#love #life #free #forever

Aug 2015 · 815

Cry of my heart

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

Cry of my heart

Drifting away from You is not a good decision at all.*
Please, help me go back to Your presence again.
I can't live without You. I feel really empty inside.
Please, renew the right Spirit within me.
I am fully aware that I am not who I used to be.
Help me go back to those moments when You and I were super close.
I miss You so much! I have totally abandoned You and I regret doing that. Can we have those bonding moments again? Please!
You know I love You, right?
It's just that I was too focused on other meaningless stuff that I thought would bring happiness. But, I have realized that You alone can bring real happiness.
I'm sorry, Lord! I have been unfaithful, selfish and proud. Now, I would like to rekindle my relationship with You. Let me feel that You still love me. Please! I love you!
Thank You for sending Your son to die on the cross for me.
Jesus, thank you for the sacrifice! I love You! Amen.

Blinded by worldly stuff.
Your words, I gave up.

#prayer #life #hope #thoughts

Aug 2015 · 883

Missed

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

Missed

The moon lit through the glass window
As she reminisced her past sorrow
The feelings that were long gone
Creeped back to her mind
And once again she was reminded that everything was done

As she was about to cry
The moon started to die
Thick clouds surrounded the beautiful moonlight
Darkness overtook the light
And she wasn't able to see the perfect sight

Stop grieving about the past and start seeing the beautiful picture you have NOW. Don't miss any good opportunity just because you are too busy thinking of what happened. Think about what is happening. Enjoy your life every day.

#life #missing #reminisce #opportunities #enjoying

Jul 2015 · 487

Disparity

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Disparity

When I thought of you...
                                                                Sun started shining
                                                                Stars started blinking
                                                                Rainbow started showing

                                                   Now...

When I think of you...**
                 Rain starts pouring
             Thunder starts rolling
      Dark cloud starts building

Gone are the colorful days with you. Everything is different now.

#memories #past #reminiscing

Jul 2015 · 1.2k

Your Fan

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Your Fan

You're a budding star
And all I could do is watch you from afar

Fan dilemma. CKW!

#love #thoughts #white #kent #fan #corey

Jul 2015 · 788

Hope

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Hope

Crushed and broken
But it's not yet the end
Life goes on
Try to move on
It may take forever
But you'll gonna get there

I have realized that bitterness will do no good to me. It's time to chase the rainbow of my life.

#life #hope #on #rainbow #moving

Jul 2015 · 585

but...

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

but...

Tough on the outside
       but trampled inside
Tearless
     but bleeding
Broken
     but smiling

Who would have known
  that it is hard to move on?

I am not myself. I am someone else.

#broken #hurt #on #trying #smiling #moving

Jul 2015 · 917

Invictus by WILLIAM ERNEST HENLEY

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Invictus by WILLIAM ERNEST HENLEY

Out of the night that covers me,
      Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
      For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
      I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
      My head is ******, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
      Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
      Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
      How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
      I am the captain of my soul.

One of my favorites! Fell in love with this poem when I was in high school.

#favorite #william #ernest #invictus #henly

Jul 2015 · 509

All I Need

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

All I Need

Lord, I struggle each day
To live a perfect way
I just want to be
All You want me to be

But why,
Why do I keep on sinning everyday?
No matter how hard I try
It just won't work my way

I want to be free
From all the darkness inside of me

With all my might
I can't do it
With all my strength
I can't still do it
But with Your grace
I will make it
Oh God, Oh God
You are all I need

For by grace I am saved
Through faith in Christ Jesus.

No matter how hard I try to be perfect. It just won't work.

#faith #in #grace #jesus #saved #by #through #christ

Jul 2015 · 901

I

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

I

Easy, simple and shallow

That's how I say

It may seem to be hollow

But notice the gray

Dig deep and you'll see the real me

#real #me #easy #deep #myself #simple #introduction

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