XyL0S

XyL0S Oct 2018

Relate

.

I can't feel you
relating
the same as I am.

We don't talk,

But you don't
to me,

And I,
at all.

.

It isn't on purpose,
Recovery is still working
it's way into my hell.

#hurt #heartbreak #love #pain #sting #steep #low #short #cry #silent

XyL0S Oct 2018

Blame

.

Who
should I blame,
If
the night is
Everyday,
And
the night is
dark?

.

Who do you blame,
For the pain
and it's cause?
.

#blame #love #dark #short #depression #lonely #soul #experience

XyL0S Oct 2018

Stop

.

Would you Only
Stop,
Pause,
Wait,
Till I can reach out,
If you can't
Turn back to me?

I know
Love,
All the effort
Won't be mine.

.

Don't ask me if he did.

#love #spare #stop #wait #better #regret #save #pain #effort

XyL0S Sep 2018

heights

.

Why
Do I
Fear these
Depths,

When heights
Only
Intrigue me?

.

#new #found #hidden #heights #fear #depth #words #curse #artistic #question

XyL0S Aug 2018

write

I am,

WRITING in HIDDEN,

I am,

WRITING to HIDE.

.

FEAR

#write #passion #art #work #hard #devotion #hidden #hide #fear #stand

XyL0S Aug 2018

DISDAIN

Y O U...

You

didn't

step

forward,

As I
    e
n
d    l
e s    s
l
    y        Bled,

Why am I glad?

.

If this makes any sense to you, you know the pain.

#ignorance #disregard #hate #disdain #hatred #like #regret #wait

XyL0S Jul 2018

Hand

Are you holding my hand,

Just so that you don't fall?

Concern doubt love fear

#live #love #relation #trend #concern #doubt #fear #endless #coward #depth