satisfying my
****** desires,
was all
I planned.
but
your lips,
your hands,
your hips,
your eyes,
you entice me,
you.
you’re all i think about.
you.
you made me fall for
you.

with each other,
we played around,
****** around
as one would say
“never catch feelings”
our one and
only rule

but

a rebel at heart,
i was.
to break rules was a
part of myself.

“i think i’m in love.
with her.”

you left me
so i’ll
leave you
the same way.

I’ll never
promise you
forever,
because
forever
was when
i was with
her.

you deserve better,
always.

Are you scared
of me?
Or is it just
nervousness
you’re feeling?
You move
further away
when all i want
is for you to
come closer
to me.
please?

and she left. the day i dreaded the most, the day i wished would never come, the day i prayed she’d never say those words.

“i’m tired of you”

was all she said and left.

her eyes,
you’d mistake it
for the stars.
her lips,
they shine
as light dawns upon.
“will it melt
with a touch?”
I ask.
She turns away,
she laughs.
“will you fix me
if it does?”

break me
a thousand times
again and
again.
if that’s what
it takes to
make you
stay.