why didn't i see it before?
that you would love someone
until you truly got to know them.

i wish i had realized,
before i loved you,
that you would break my heart
no matter what.

these messy
minds of ours.
the only thing
they're good for
is writing idiotic words.

I feel like I'm
holding my breath,
waiting,
waiting for something
to happen,
even though
I know
nothing will.

You are brighter than
the shining sun.
When I believe
I cannot be happier,
you come along and
prove me wrong.

i have so many things
to consider doing with my life.
minor things, major things.
just too much for me
to handle.

hugs
mean more to me
than anything else.
they mean more than your kisses
and the pleasure you could
bring me.
I would die for
your hugs
and your hugs only.

Lovely little human,
Often do you cry,
Lost inside your mind.

Broken little soul,
Yelling to the moon,
Explore the dark inside.

I think of you
quite often.
You mess me
up sometimes.
But when it comes
down to it,
I wouldn't want it
any other way.

I fill my contacts
with myriad strangers
to hear the hollow words
that could never replace
the ones you use to say.

The most wonderful things
I have ever known have been
your smile,
your heart,
and your beautiful soul.

I've given you too much love,
but you've given me too little.
I've annoyed you,
but you have disappointed me.
I've shared my life with you,
but you've been keeping secrets.
Why do you do this?
Why won't you let me in?
Why can't I say these things to you..?

I am a sad soul pretending to be happy.
I often believe that I have actually found happiness.
I sit alone in my dark room and realize I was never truly happy.
I want you to be here with me before I do terrible things again.
I know you can't be here with me because our parents won't allow it.
I hope that when I wake up in the afternoon everything is normal.

Dangerous thoughts consume my soul,
as you become my greatest goal.
Never does my smile cease, when my
dandy lion is within reach.
You're my favorite human being

living in this sweet daydream.
I never would have thought, you'd
occupy a spot in my heart.
Now that you have kissed my cheek, my love for you will never cease.

You're my colorful sky
in a world of gray.
You're my shining moon
in a galaxy of stars.
You're my beautiful flower
in a field of weeds.
You're my brightest smile
in a stream of tears.
You are mine.