I tried to create a distance
I tried to stay away,
but then **** happened
and here I am again.

Falling down the rabbit-hole,
but still trying to climb up.
Fleeing from this feeling,
which people call love.

I don't want to fall,
my heart, I'll hide it away
so that nobody ever can touch
or reach it again.

My head tells me
that it's right to stay away,
but everything else inside me
screams "Don't let him get away!"

So a war is going on in my head
and I'm so confused
'Cause I'll have to choose
What the hell I am going to do.

So it really happened again.
This stupid ***** never learns
from her mistakes.
****...I think I fell in love again...

Don't make me fall for you
Please, I ask this of you
I don't want to smile the whole time
while thinking of you
I don't want to feel sad,
just because I miss you.

So please don't make me fall for you.

I hate when I say I hate you,
but I say it with a smile
I hate rolling around in the bed
without knowing why.
I hate the times when I suddenly cracks a smile,
because something reminded me of you.

Please, don't make me fall for you.

Tho' it'll hurt me, then please stay away
don't talk to me for a couple of days.
Then I might be able to
make myself move on
you told me yourself
I shouldn't wait for anyone
The "right guy" might be sitting at a bar,
but I never meet him since I was busy
falling for a guy, who's probably only playing.

So please, don't make me fall for you.

I hate you so much
That you wont believe it.
I hate you so much
That I almost can't take it.
This hate is occupying my whole day
And haunts me in my dreams.

I hate the fact that I
Follows your every move with my eyes.
I hate you so much
That you're on my mind
the whole time.

I call you Idiot,
Because I am frustrated
And doesn't know
How to express this hate.
But still,
I say it with a smile.

I hate
when you look at me like that
Since it's one of my weak-points.
Don't use this weapon against me,
I swear, I can't take it.

I hate when I feel warm inside
And when my cheeks turn red
I hate the fact that I
Can't choke the smile,
Which comes over my face when I
Look into your eyes.

I hate missing you
And I hate that I can't tell you
How much I wish to be by your side,
But if you ever ask me about this,
Then I'll refused ever to have said it.

I hate that I want to text you,
but never do I dare.
But most of all I hate the fact
That I don't hate you
Not the least at all.

I can't stop smiling
when I think of him
neither can I stop
the fact that I miss him

But though I want to get near
I better stay away
'Cause he's like a candle
and his burn won't go away

So I better not touch
I better not try
He better stay a bittersweet memory
until the end of time...