EphemeralLikeGold: Poems

My blood pressure hasn't dropped, since the heart attack.
My heart hasn't stopped, since yours stopped beating.
Your heart hasn't started beating, since I stopped singing.
I haven't stopped singing to you, since the heart attack.

#love #heartbreak #loss #brokenheart #sorry

814 · May 2015

The Delicate Feather, and a Hell Bent Claw.

EphemeralLikeGold May 2015

The Delicate Feather, and a Hell Bent Claw.

You were the feather, and I was the paw.
Who could have ever, been the strength that I saw.

791 · Jul 2015

Guess That's 3 for 3.

EphemeralLikeGold Jul 2015

Guess That's 3 for 3.

Boy meets girl, girl smiles so sweetly.
Boy falls head over heels completely.

728 · Feb 2019

Love, Jeany

EphemeralLikeGold Feb 2019

Love, Jeany

I feel you in my bones,
Like leukemia.

You saw my innocence and said,
I like that,

Make a wish.

#cancer #love #sad #depression #wish #magic #death #bones

695 · Aug 2015

Touch my heart.

EphemeralLikeGold Aug 2015

Touch my heart.

My life is on the clock,
It seems I'm cold and lost.
My life is on the clock.
Ticking my way to empty thought.
My life is on the clock
Inching, to fully dark.
So what the **** do I want?
I want you, to touch my heart.

680 · Dec 2013

Hello

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Hello

You shattered everything I built so high, with a simple smile and a hi.

648 · Dec 2018

La Novella

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2018

La Novella

I will learn a love.
The kind of love?
It binds you to I,
Like the pages bound,
To a hardcover spine.

#love #books #story #short #prose #romance #sweet

633 · Mar 2019

Summer Day's Jealousy

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2019

Summer Day's Jealousy

I want to peel your skin as I peel your cloak,
Envelope you as any old song goes.
Curtains wail a blistering night,
Between you and I,
And the shutters ghost,
The furnace's spite is all it knows.

#*** #love #hot #summer #winter #cold #intimacy

631 · Aug 2018

Fire Works

EphemeralLikeGold Aug 2018

Fire Works

I'll use the excuse,
I just like the pretty lights.
But if you're looking for truth,
I escape the day through the night.

#night #escape #love #sad #depression #life

623 · Jun 2015

Moving On, She's Happy

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

Moving On, She's Happy

I was a monster who hurt her so badly.
I needed this to grow,
She needed this to be happy.
I never flaunted her, not even to family,
So now I'm feeling low.
So now she's feeling happy.

#heartbreak #sad #happy #hurt #growing #monster #movingon

619 · Mar 2014

Don't fall in love, just jump off a bridge.

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2014

Don't fall in love, just jump off a bridge.

What were the words, you had fantasized in? What did you think, while your lips were on his? What did I do to deserve all of this? I fell in love, not off a bridge.

What can I do, that will help me forget? What type of things, can assist a forgive? Where do I go, after all this? Don't fall in love, just jump off a bridge.

607 · Jun 2015

No Life Guard on Duty

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

No Life Guard on Duty

I loved you on a whim,
A touch that made me shudder.
I couldn't even swim,
Yet swam to save another.

#love #heartbreak #sad #loss

593 · Dec 2013

Hate sets before bed.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Hate sets before bed.

Deep breath, forget, hate sets before bed, and lays a scar, on my arm, of everything that had went wrong. Don't worry, stay strong at long last the days gone. Safe now, in your head, hate sets before bed.

577 · Jun 2015

Put Your Head Between Your Thighs, and Kiss Your Bum Goodbye

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

Put Your Head Between Your Thighs, and Kiss Your *** Goodbye

I was so head over heels in love with you,
I put my head up my own ***.

Personally, the single greatest thing I've ever written.

569 · Feb 2014

`Just another sad story..;

EphemeralLikeGold Feb 2014

`Just another sad story..;

The sound of snow, and cold, falling over this town as a story unfolds. A story of snow, and cold, and how two hearts so close had so slowly froze.

567 · Mar 2019

Spring

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2019

Spring

Don't be afraid to bloom.
Don't be afraid to be a late bloomer.
Don't be afraid to be a late, late bloomer.
Don't be afraid to be the last,
Late bloomer.
All there is to know,
Is that you will bloom,
And there is nothing to fear.

I still don't have my license.

#peace #calm #love #spring #growth #showerthoughts

560 · Dec 2013

Do not fear me. I am your friend.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Do not fear me. I am your friend.

What if I disappeared tonight? What If I quite simply died?
No more worries... And no more lies.. No more truth with nothing to hide.
Pain all fades, cares go away, and now I lie down to forever lay.

549 · Jun 2015

Black Cat Strut.

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

Black Cat Strut.

Oh how I, the black cat struts.
No now I, can not save this love.
Go I'll try, with absent luck.
Now goodbye, in a grave I dug.

548 · Mar 2014

Early life crisis.

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2014

Early life crisis.

Confidence and independence, seems a lack luster sentence, it holds no meaning to me. Like glasses without lenses, I fail to see, how ever I could live a life successfully.

I hope you pronounce "Crisis" like "Cry-sees" I don't but that's the way It should be in this title ahaha... More... Comedy?

546 · Dec 2013

Head full of sin.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Head full of sin.

I need to escape from the city I'm in, or maybe a break from this head full of sin.

542 · Jun 2015

Fairy Tales are for Princesses. Not Pixies

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

Fairy Tales are for Princesses. Not Pixies

As if something rough around the edges,
Can't still be ******* splendid.
You think just because it's perfect,
It'll have some happy ******* ending?

541 · Dec 2013

Truth.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Truth.

I know what song I want to listen to, it's about me and you, it's about falling through.

537 · Dec 2013

Perfect Purpose.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Perfect Purpose.

You make me the perfect person,
For you are my perfect purpose.

532 · Feb 2014

`I love the way; I love the when..;

EphemeralLikeGold Feb 2014

`I love the way; I love the when..;

I love the way your scent, intoxicates my every breath,
Or maybe how your perfume, always lingers on my bed.
I love it when you let me in, with your warmth on wintry nights,
Or maybe how you touch my heart, and send shivers down my spine.

530 · Jun 2015

And We'll be Ours

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

And We'll be Ours

Please hug me, and hold me tight, tell me everything we're in, has been all right.

Just love me, and say and I'm bright, when I speak, tell me I've awoken your night.

So touch me, and my shivering spine. I'll be your simple thing, and you'll be mine.

524 · Jan 2019

Sugar

EphemeralLikeGold Jan 2019

Sugar

**** a sweetheart,
Leaving cavities,
Remember me by's,
Memories,
Both warm and unkind.
All just a toothache.

#love #loss #old #flame #romance #sad #depression #heart

521 · Dec 2013

Heaven inside

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Heaven inside

So heartless, when did I start this, heavens a thought, but If I don't believe in god; just start with yourself, and fix the things that bring the demons out.

516 · Dec 2013

Drinking over you

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Drinking over you

I still catch myself thinking over you, and drinking over you. Can't stop this itch that is you... I need my fix oh please soon, So petrified I can't move..

514 · Mar 2014

Self inflicted wounds take longest to truly heal. Maybe not on skin but really up in here. *Taps Head*

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2014

Self inflicted wounds take longest to truly heal. Maybe not on skin but really up in here. *Taps Head*

Kept to myself in vagrant spaces, now left alienated and out of placement. It's kept my mind racing, but that's incarcerated in the basement. Now I'm just playing faces, praying this life will stop being so degrading. But I tried that and just keep on failing. Today I learned that my skins just a waste of spaces.

Oh what's that? Comedy, people I smell comedy.

510 · Aug 2015

Break It For Me.

EphemeralLikeGold Aug 2015

Break It For Me.

I would like to submit,
What's your kink?
Dominate me,
If you want I'll bleed.
My heart will pump all the blood you need.
Take a sip,
Take a drink,
Take anything.

509 · Jan 2019

Diagnosed

EphemeralLikeGold Jan 2019

Diagnosed

Broken hearts heal like spinal cord repair,
You never walk the same way again.

#broken #heart #love #sad #depression #healing

503 · Jun 2015

I Accidentally Wished It.

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

I Accidentally Wished It.

I wish to die young,
I wish to die tomorrow.
If I could buy a gun,
I could wish away my sorrow.

#suicide #sad #depression #sadness #death #dieyoung

498 · Aug 2015

People Are Just People Who Might Just Paint Your Favourite Pictures.

EphemeralLikeGold Aug 2015

People Are Just People Who Might Just Paint Your Favourite Pictures.

A person's still a person, but they can still put the stars in your sky.
A person's still a person but if you're hurting, they'll see the scars and ask why.
A person's still a person but what if they can light up your life.
A person's still a person, but a person can be your purpose, in time.

491 · Mar 2019

Socially Acceptable

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2019

Socially Acceptable

Sometimes I think to myself,
Ah!
The World's better off without me.
And then I think to myself again,
Ah!
I'm better off drunk.

#suicide #addiction #love #depression #lonely #funny #teen

485 · Jun 2015

These Aren't Okay for My Mental Array.

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

These Aren't Okay for My Mental Array.

I think of someone with a flamethrower when I think of you.
Burning the world,
Yet making it colder too.
I almost want him to.

Why do I want this?
I'm an idiot,
Filled up with options.

472 · Jun 2015

Consistency has Never Been my Forte

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

Consistency has Never Been my Forte

I remember so much so often. Only to forget.
It's no wonder what it's cost me, so far everything.
I wish that I could hold these thoughts within myself.
Until the end of time holding onto what could have saved us both.

472 · Dec 2013

Can't help but not escape.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Can't help but not escape.

Day old hate, all the pain that's locked away I can't help but not escape. Miserably I stay, with or without you.

470 · Jun 2015

My Fucking Heart.

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

My ******* Heart.

I still lack self control
My veins burn and ache with the need to know.
But I learned what I sought, and it broke my ******* heart.
*******'s the word because I'm so ******* hurt.
But more so I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to control this fire...
Were I with you... Love... Were we together...
And that hurts more than any acid in my body bubbling through the cracks. Or the dullness that has come over my life. Or the alcohol infused future that I constantly attract.

470 · Jun 2015

Even if the Whole World Went Dark, it Was Beautiful Wasn't it?

EphemeralLikeGold Jun 2015

Even if the Whole World Went Dark, it Was Beautiful Wasn't it?

Where has my sun gone?
Stolen by the moon.

You were an eclipse.

I've never seen a cigarette,
Burn out so quick.

And even if when you stared at it, it damaged your eyes. It was worth it, wasn't it?.. Wasn't it?... It literally wasn't.

469 · Mar 2014

Forgive and Forget

EphemeralLikeGold Mar 2014

Forgive and Forget

How does one forgive, the thoughts she thinks while her lips were on his? How does one forget, the thoughts he thinks when he's been unable to sleep?

466 · Dec 2013

Love, fear.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Love, fear.

I never want to not feel this...

Heartbreak.

463 · Feb 2014

Proclamation

EphemeralLikeGold Feb 2014

Proclamation

It's like the things that I write, don't sit quite right with the people I idolize., it's like the things that I write stay out of sight, and are never truly recognized. Though they cut like a knife, spread bare my insides, show you just what it's like, to be living a life, where you already have died. Bare witness to my demise, it will end as a suicide in the future sometime, to that I testify.

462 · Dec 2013

Hell

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

Hell

I'll love you until hell freezes over, I love you more and more with each moment that we are together.

458 · Aug 2015

What a Woman.

EphemeralLikeGold Aug 2015

What a Woman.

A hospital visit,
And she's the ticket.
Take me to heaven,
A blade to my abdomen.
I wouldn't mind,
I wouldn't mind.
Pain's the only thing,
That makes me feel alive.

457 · Jul 2015

Drinking On The Phone.

EphemeralLikeGold Jul 2015

Drinking On The Phone.

Drinking on the phone is still the same as drinking all alone.
Put drinking in your poems,
People won't think you drink to sanitize your wounds.
People won't think you drink with no one else in the room.

I need more drinks.

449 · Jul 2015

That's a Good Scream Mate.

EphemeralLikeGold Jul 2015

That's a Good Scream Mate.

She makes me scream on the inside,
But like,
The good scream.
The scream like the one you'd type out as "asdfjhkjgfdh'l;"
The scream you'd exclaim for ice cream.
That scream.
That's a pretty good scream mate.

449 · Dec 2013

My own throat.

EphemeralLikeGold Dec 2013

My own throat.

And what's the point? I'm sure you're with another boy, I know I've had my share of toys, but it's not the same without her voice, and oh god how she moans, I swear to god it haunts my own throat.

There's a lump in my throat that won't ever leave.