I don't want a palace,
I don't want gold or diamonds,
I don't want the heavens.

I just want you
For you are my everything.


F.Z.**N

I am dead
For you killed me.

Now please bury me.


F.Z.**N

You are annoying
And I hate you.
But my eyes,
My eyes suggest otherwise.


F.Z.**N

God took the rain
And he tossed it in my eyes
And said, save this.
Save this for a bad day.
Save this for the bad day.
And when he leaves you
Cry it all away,
Use it all up,
And the sun will shine again.


F.Z.**N

He grabbed me by the hair
And beat me up.
I said, daddy stop it
Please not here.
Daddy, I don't know who you are
Daddy, you're not my daddy
Any more
Daddy, go away.

He punched me several places,
Several times
Until I bled.
Until I hated him enough
To spit on his face.
Until I loved him enough
To believe I deserved it.

He screamed I was a *****.
He screamed it so many times
It got to my head
And changed the way
I saw myself.

I said, daddy not here,
Not today.
But he beat me up
Harder.


F.Z.**N

I wish my heart
Was steel.
I wish it didn't feel

Anything,
Anything at all.


F.Z.**N

Last night I had a dream
You still loved me
And it was
The most beautiful dream
God has put in me.


F.Z.**N