With nothing but adoration in my breast, and bliss from cheek to cheek.
Everything you do makes my chest quiver, and legs weak.
With a smile as bright as sunshine, and a laugh as soothing as it's warmth.
I want to protect you from emotion's dark moments of sadness, and harm.
See you grow, flourish, and become the best version of you.
Because to me it seems like there's nothing else anyone would ever want to do.

You make my heart race with the force of a thousand suns.
Reminding me how much I crave for adrenaline, and you're the one adventure that could **** me.
Every aroma surrounding you is my greatest aphrodisiac, and yout smile is just enough to lure me in.
You hurt, heal, and complete me all at the same time, and I'd have it no other way.
Because the ones who are able to hurt you the most comes side-in-side with who you love the most.
And that truly completes me because I lost my emotions once, and now I only want to get lost in them with you.

Look up to see the ever encompassing sky.
And get lost in it's depthless beyond.
Than maybe for one moment, you'll understand how I get lost in your eyes.
Some days it's cloudy, and some nights it rains.
And just like your eyes, all I can hope for is sunshine and optimistic forecasts.
Which won't always happen as we wish, pray, and plead.
But when the storms do roll in, I'll always be the umbrella you may need.

Each time I close my eyes, and remember your face.
I can never see darkness, because you truly are a light.
And not just any regular old light like a light house, fireflies, or star in the sky.
But comparable to the final flash you see before death.
Because once I really saw you for all you are, nothing was the same.
In the sense that changes must be made in order to persevere.
Death was always the goal, but now I want to grow old.
Freedom was always my first choice, but for you I would do as told.
Fleeing was my last resort, but now I only want to run to you.
You are the final flash of light before death, or at least I'd like you to be.

For every kind of ailment I looked at you to cure my pain;
No matter how crazy or far, I let you take reign.
And right now I don't know what I've become or who I'm turning into;
And it's impossible to figure out how I'll ever make it from here without you.
But enough is enough and relief from a nightmare isn't a solution;
Being so dependant on you was a mere illusion.
And from here sobriety turns from vase to road;
As I once again try to stray off from the ones who strive to corrode.

What's the point of feeling good when you just can't feel good;
So might as well be bad, when the times are bad.

If your hand was the sun;
Mine would be Icarus.

If my eyes were a camera, and my eyelids the shutters.
I'd never be able to take your picture.

Oh, how I hate winter
I hate the cold, and the wind that it brings
I hate how the sun goes down earlier and earlier every single day
And in the mornings; later and later do the early birds sing
I hate seasonal depression, how my feelings sway
I hate how it hurts my face, even my lungs when I breathe
But for every bad point this winter and the next
When you tell me you love me and I can see it in your breath
I forget everything else, and appreciate you for what you are
Oh, how I hate winter but with you it's not so bad so far.

Sometimes traveling the roads of this city called life, you get lost and left alone.
But shining bright your hand reached towards me, a friend.
And friendship is a two way street, so hold mine and I'll hold yours.
As we guide each other through turmoil and grief.
I'll be your map, and if you'll be my compass. Together we'll make it home this night and the next.

For every flower's petals, or far off star in the sky;
I'll find two more ways to say I love you.
For every droplet of rain, and every tear you cry;
I'll hold you tighter than all the Ocean's currents.
For every good morning spoke, or the night's last goodbye;
I'll treasure each second as if it's my very last.
For every grain of sand among the many rich in Dubai;
I'll provide for you until I can't no more.
For every rule ever made which I may have to defy;
I'll **** for you if I have to, but I'd live for you which means so much more.

Hands of sunlight are what I awaken to each morning
As each finger slowly tightens and caresses, rays of sunlight transfer from you to me
The way you shift in bed still half asleep, and giggle as skin tickles skin
Ecstasy isn't even a word which can describe how happy you make me
Hands of sunlight are what I awaken to each morning
And warmth exudes from each and every fingertip.

You're the first flash of light after the darkness
A needed breath of air after almost drowning
The calm before the storm, and the rainbow after it passes
Some define serenity as the state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled
I have no words for it, but with just a picture of your smile I just might feel ok.

They say a picture is worth a thousand words
But when I looked at you last night I was left speechless
Shortness of breath to an extent never before fathomed
Like a hundred marathons being ran in the winter
Or the grip of some ethereal being stealing my last breath and leaving me grasping for air
With every step you take, flowers blossom
And every smile you give, radiates a warmth which could rekindle a star
Maybe a few times in your life will a person be able to see the Mona Lisa
But everyday I see you, I see art in motion.

Often I ask myself what's worse the endless darkness or loneliness in its most extreme variant
A darkness so potent not even sound could pierce it's ever encompassing embrace
And your voice is the one melody I need to hear to break free and feel lights warmth once more
A loneliness so severe even when in others company nothing quite compares to time spent with you, and furthermore that doesn't begin to compare to the times we spend alone together
But even on the darkest and loneliest nights
Opening my eyes to your visage is unlike any other sunrise or surprise even if I knew you'd be there
And once again I know everything is and will be fine, when I'm next to you.

I don't know what's worse the darkness or the light
Because I lose who I am in the darkness
But the light shows me just what I've become
And I feel like I'm stuck spiraling down a bottomless whirlpool
Clawing at the currents, being pulled down by the quicksand
Too fast to get back up, but slow enough to feel and regret every choice I've made up to this point
My best is never enough at the moment, but in retrospect I've been told it's more than satisfactory
But that's not enough for me, is instant gratification too much to ask for?
Not a pitiful "you're doing just fine" when they see me self destructing
Not a last throw of compassion when they see me fighting my fear to fall
Every day the light makes me hate myself more
And every night the ever embracing darkness just seems that much more tempting.

It was all so simple and easy to make feel forbidden
Not like we were not supposed to see each other, but it was so much more fun to make it feel that way
Secret rendezvous and midnights where we would frequently sneak out to see each other
Some nights we skinny dipped in the neighbourhood pools
There were others when we would break into deserted buildings
And not to mention all the times we climbed the tallest of buildings
Every second with you was and adventure, and I craved your love the way my heart craved the adrenaline
You were my everything like each sunrise to the next, and I completed you like each and every sunset
Yet perfection isn't so easily obtained
And yet perfection isn't so easily obtained.

I remember the first night that we met
I was a little less than a piece of trash on the boulevard
And you, you shined so bright in the sky
High above everything else like a street light
No further, comparable to the brightest of stars
From another's point of view we were not so different and yet
How can one compare a rock to a diamond?
You with all your fancy friends and lavish nights out
Me running rampant with nothing but alleycats of men, literal raccoons of society
When I look at you, and I can never look at anything else
Time moves at but the slowest of paces, enveloping my everything
Every breath I take feels as if it's my last
And every pulsation of my heart vibrates through each and every crevice of my soul
All I can of is Her.