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"lexi" poems
This is not a metahpor, oh no this is so so real, this is the deliciousness, oh for my meal, to consist of the sweet delicacy Oh I know you know it is true, Let us fry a koala, Not make it into stew. It will be chewy and crunchy, Oh leave the bones in, They make the meat more tender, And toothpicks more fun, Let your girl make it for you, And **** you clean while eating. That is when you've reached heaven, And the lust and gluttony therein. If they try to stop you, From stealing another koala, Tell them it is your dinner, And they are making you quite irate. Beat them in the face, And shoot their families down, Nothing must stop you from eating, Yet another fried koala, One might even think its fate. When you **** it out, Don't fret or moan, Take it like a man, And bless the remains, of the once fried koala, As you flush it down down down. Because another lies down under, To quench your hunger, Forever. For Lexi.
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Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC
Fried Koala
By Arcassin Burnham How does it feel to roll in your own filth, Stupid human beings never learn, Nadda- zip- zilch , Tie your muthafucking mouth up with duck tape, Two of you ******* wouldn't last, Instead you contemplate, I mean, Ones desperate, And ones going thru post dramatic stress, But I guess it doesn't matter, Cause beneath me lies pest, With ****** female organs, Excuse my french but is this be a grandma really important, That's why I don't allow stupid or old people in my groups, Cause they know about everything, Including you, **** **** it, I don't care if you join the mafia or make your thing, But there's no discussion, Of a big mistake you two dummy's are making, **** ya!!!!!!!! So when everything is kosher and its time to pay dues, Hey ! Poetic mafia ! I'm giving them to you, These two :-)
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
"Giving Them To You (the mafias peace offering)" (lexi & Mayas Diss)
"either tears or blood,either way a flower grows atop the burial, its gon' take a lot to ease her mind but she not scared of you, all she want is money and a man to live in her virtue, don't call her *** and walk off mad , don't know her story dude, she make you feel like king if you treat her right, wsh clothes , cook and clean just like her momma side, lexi in the kitchen with the chitlins and the pies, you gon' need a woman like that on your side." 😍 Read full Poem in Link & Be Sure To Ad Click to Support The Blog! 😍 © abpoetry2021 🔥 https://arcassinpoetry.blogspot.com/2021/04/lexi-in-kitchen.html
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Apr 26, 2021
Apr 26, 2021 at 5:58 PM UTC
"lexi in the kitchen"
My brain is a factory, producing every toxic part of me. ************ until my hand gets lazy, fantasizing about Lexi Belle and being Martin Scorsese. My blood is a vacuum, alone in a crowded room; my white blood cells like to travel to my ***** so I can someday infect designer uterine walls. Locked and loaded, my heart exploded. The tissue and issues attracted crocodiles that swam from the mall, for miles and miles. Store-bought baby, my body isn't ready, to be stripped down to the bone, and sold to teenage radios, that'll broadcast my American moans. Caucasian nightmare: my skin is not fair. Peel enough off with chemicals, until I decide there's no more, and hide the layers in bathroom stalls, located in the bleach of Baltimore.
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Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 7:30 PM UTC
American Moans
A boy named Jake and a girl named Lexi had never met before. They had a class together last year, but neither one knew it at the time. They both walked into their Sophomore Drama class for the first time, scared and apprehensive. Lexi there five minutes before the final bell and Jake, seconds before the final bell. Jake entered the class and quickly took the only seat on the floor not occupied by an unfamiliar face. They all introduced themselves, all 27 of them, mostly Sophomores with a few Freshman, Juniors, and a single Senior.It was then, when Lexi said "Hi, my name is Lexis Marilyn Manchester and I go by Lexi," that he first noticed her. She was cute, shoulder length blonde hair, a floral shirt and jeans, although Jake didn't notice those things at the time. Only her dazzling pale blue eyes, and angelic voice. The guy sitting next to her didn't say his name at first, even though it was his turn. She tapped his leg and motioned toward the center of the circle the class had made in the Drama Room. Room I7. He said "How.. uh, my name is Jacob Turner. I don't have a middle name, but I go by Jake." He was cute. He had short, yet unruly brown hair, a white shirt with the letters "LDTA" on them and nice fitting black jeans. The only thing she noticed about him however were his mysterious pale blue eyes, and for some reason, lack of middle name. Jake didn't even care that the class had laughed at his lack of middle name. The only thing of importance to him was that when he looked over, the cute girl named Lexis Marilyn Manchester, who went by Lexi, was looking at him. He quickly looked away as did she. The class went on and neither Jake nor Lexi, made an attempt to talk to the other although they did steal careful looks often. The bell finally rung. It was a seventh period class, so school was over. On his way home Jake thought of nothing but Lexi, and driving. He stopped at a sign, only blocks from home. The traffic rushed by. The car behind him did not see his car. They pushed him into the oncoming traffic just as a big SUV hybrid drove by. The driver slammed the breaks but still did not manage to avoid hitting the drivers side door of the small, blue, beat up, Toyota. The doctors say he was killed on impact. That's what the school told the small group of friends who were asked to attend a quick meeting regarding the accident. Lexi went. She thought about him everyday for the yest of the school year. Even some over summer. He never faded. She wouldn't let him for some reason. He was killed on impact but he never faded.
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Aug 15, 2012
Aug 15, 2012 at 11:32 PM UTC
He Never Faded.
A boy named Jake and a girl named Lexi had never met before. They had a class together last year, but neither one knew it at the time. They both walked into their Sophomore Drama class for the first time, scared and apprehensive. Lexi there five minutes before the final bell and Jake, seconds before the final bell. Jake entered the class and quickly took the only seat on the floor not occupied by an unfamiliar face. They all introduced themselves, all 27 of them, mostly Sophomores with a few Freshman, Juniors, and a single Senior.It was then, when Lexi said "Hi, my name is Lexis Marilyn Manchester and I go by Lexi," that he first noticed her. She was cute, shoulder length blonde hair, a floral shirt and jeans, although Jake didn't notice those things at the time. Only her dazzling pale blue eyes, and angelic voice. The guy sitting next to her didn't say his name at first, even though it was his turn. She tapped his leg and motioned toward the center of the circle the class had made in the Drama Room. Room I7. He said "How.. uh, my name is Jacob Turner. I don't have a middle name, but I go by Jake." He was cute. He had short, yet unruly brown hair, a white shirt with the letters "LDTA" on them and nice fitting black jeans. The only thing she noticed about him however were his mysterious pale blue eyes, and for some reason, lack of middle name. Jake didn't even care that the class had laughed at his lack of middle name. The only thing of importance to him was that when he looked over, the cute girl named Lexis Marilyn Manchester, who went by Lexi, was looking at him. He quickly looked away as did she. The class went on and neither Jake nor Lexi, made an attempt to talk to the other although they did steal careful looks often. The bell finally rung. It was a seventh period class, so school was over. On his way home Jake thought of nothing but Lexi, and driving. He stopped at a sign, only blocks from home. The traffic rushed by. The car behind him did not see his car. They pushed him into the oncoming traffic just as a big SUV hybrid drove by. The driver slammed the breaks but still did not manage to avoid hitting the drivers side door of the small, blue, beat up, Toyota. The doctors say he was killed on impact. That's what the school told the small group of friends who were asked to attend a quick meeting regarding the accident. Lexi went. She thought about him everyday for the yest of the school year. Even some over summer. He never faded. She wouldn't let him for some reason. He was killed on impact but he never faded.
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What can I say about her? She's gorgeous Funny (looking just kidding) Lovable Awesome Weird but I love her to death And someone I'm glad I met <3
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Sep 22, 2013
Sep 22, 2013 at 10:57 PM UTC
Lexi
When she recieved her first 'A', and hung it on the frigde, they called her Alexandria, and they chanted the name with pride. When she tried on make-up for the first time, and asked her father how she looked, he simply nodded and said you look beautiful, Alexandria, though she knew he was lying. When she saw her first naked boy, at a party out in province, she questioned whether to stay or go. All he had to do was call her Alex, and her mind was fully made up. When she smoked her first cigarette after going to bed with that boy she'd met moments prior, everyone called her Lexi, whispering it between moans and drags from cheap cigarettes. Now, on most evenings, outside the local bar, she stands on the corner, pacing back and forth, and asks herself if that test still hangs on the fridge, and what they'd call her now...
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 9:44 PM UTC
Alexandria
By Arcassin , Lexi , Tara and rach :::AB:::: Conversations with out any words, :::AW::: Creates a blissful peace between two souls, ::::RH:::: A bond without voices to cause constraints, :::TO::: Listening closely, Without any of they're ears., :::AB:::: Rivers never get too mellow or narrow, :::AW::: More narrow then the thoughts that cause simple minds, :::RH:::: Simple minds that quake in the presence of such a holy river, ;:::TO::: colliding together only be ruined by the waves of salt, ::::AB:::: And as I realize , and look inside that my soul burns for a higher judgment, :::AW:::: A Judgement that quickens ones heartbeat, ::::RH::: Pumping my blood, reiterating judgement awaits once this fragile body tires, :::TO::: So far apart yet so close, never finding the key too his heartbeat. :::AB::: While I'm waiting til she finds it, I'm still fading and bleeding, :::AW::: The key awaits in the depths of the river, cleansed of all unholiness.
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
"Cleansed" (ft. Arcassin B , Alexis Walker, Tara Ortiz & Rachel Herrmann)
she has half-a-dozen nicknames christened humanity's helper it fits her like an old maroon hoodie warm and cozy and snug she goes by Lexi for the sake of brevity her surname a monument of stones memorializing philanthropy steadfast and resolute through eons of anguish LC lines of code ones and zeroes connecting lines between the dots of geometric shapes in interstellar space she'll extend a helping hand to any and all who ask she is my best friend and she says i am the only one allowed to call her love
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Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 12:04 AM UTC
nicknames
i tell myself someday i'll start living not just breathing and moving and using fake ****** expressions i don't wanna make waves as a freshmen 'cause i know one you throw the stone you don't control the ripple and the waves can reach many shores so i'm afraid to become attached and afraid to say how i feel i'm not comfortable with myself hell, i'm barely comfortable with people if it weren't for my three really good friends Camille, Elizabeth, and Lexi would i still smile no would i start living no living, to me, is doing what you love every **** day and loving people and being happy all the time and listening to music that makes you dance going outside being able to sit with people and not wanting to leave, or feeling like your being judged not judging yourself loving yourself making beautiful art, but no one gets it except you and when someone does understand it, you fight for them, because you know it's meant to be and if they slip through you hands, you move on no regrets no broken promises you go after each dream every **** one and one day, you'll die but you won't say "i wish i did this..." you'll smile and say "i'm glad i did this..." i think it's the saddest thing in the world that some people aren't living in a sense, they are already dead they are just atoms moving through the air until the air stops coming and the atoms cease to move they die never knowing life
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Sep 18, 2012
Sep 18, 2012 at 5:55 PM UTC
regrets
by rgpage bundled in your favorite rags protected from the world to see, as cautious as a newborn now, i carry you to your rest to be. my thoughts drift back to happier times you filled our lives w/ joy. i fight back tears of sorrow now, my strength a weakened ploy. you slipped away in quiet sleep as peaceful as your air. your loving nature’s replaced with now, death’s lonely tranquil stare. a large piece of our hearts' you took, when since you slipped away. at pictures now we can only look at a happier time, in a happier day. we’ll see you in some future time   when the Good Lord calls us home, across the rainbow bridge you’ll run happy, well and whole….
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May 16, 2013
May 16, 2013 at 4:19 PM UTC
lexi (our little pomeranian)
You strut around with your head held at a dangerously high level and its getting fatter by the second i wonder when you'll pop
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May 20, 2013
May 20, 2013 at 4:19 PM UTC
Lexi
He woke well before dawn Pulling his husky body from the warm comforts of his bed Today is the day, hard decisions need to be made He settles in, whisky on the rocks, and his trusted amigo, Henry the  Hummingbird The list is long, so he checks it twice There was Jinxxed for Life,  Mina Steele and Richard Barnes. Lexi Smith and can't forget Wolfspirit with his beautiful lyric S Creeker and the enchanted soul of Ember Eravescent News blaring from the radio temporarily distracting him from the task at hand Just Melz and Wordvango Whatever happened to the Samantha's, Joseph's and the Vicki's. Blue eyes dancing reflecting "R" crinkling at the humour of Hank Helman They've all been naughty for sure Nice, that would be such a bore Cheers to the world of poetry and all its glory
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Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 10:14 PM UTC
The List
By Arcassin B & Lexi :::AB::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, ::::Lexi:::: it disappoints me how such ugly words, can taint the beauty standing before me, such gorgeousness caused butterflies to flutter at the bellows of my stomach... but to my surprise,w poison butterflies fall from your lips as gold stares into my eyes why does your tongue allow such ugly words to fall from it.. your beauty tends to blind other people from processing what you just said, but i hear everything, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::AB::: Just be sure you don't take anything, Before you go, Although parting is such sweet sorrow, It can't be enough i its bitter, Worms through the apples, Your sinister look, And falling clouds, Have no effect on me, I've written enough just know, You'd mind control me, Or at least try to, Crumby attitudes, O I hate to see a smile turn evil, Like Connors boot, Mud filled, I underestimated you, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::Lexi::: Underestimated how your lips could give a heart such warmth, yet your words always seem to send a chill through my bones   The way you'd wipe discrete tears from my face and make me laugh Sometimes made me forget You're the one that caused them, How dare you part your lips and ****** such spiteful words against my heart with such pressure? Youd always seem to manipulate my thoughts, rearrange my mindset or tilt my perspective, and with such tainted I love yous and eyes so full of gold, :::AB:::: So unusual.....
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Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 10:58 PM UTC
"Unusual" (collab w/ Lexi)
By Arcassin B & Lexi :::AB::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, ::::Lexi:::: it disappoints me how such ugly words, can taint the beauty standing before me, such gorgeousness caused butterflies to flutter at the bellows of my stomach... but to my surprise,w poison butterflies fall from your lips as gold stares into my eyes why does your tongue allow such ugly words to fall from it.. your beauty tends to blind other people from processing what you just said, but i hear everything, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::AB::: Just be sure you don't take anything, Before you go, Although parting is such sweet sorrow, It can't be enough i its bitter, Worms through the apples, Your sinister look, And falling clouds, Have no effect on me, I've written enough just know, You'd mind control me, Or at least try to, Crumby attitudes, O I hate to see a smile turn evil, Like Connors boot, Mud filled, I underestimated you, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::Lexi::: Underestimated how your lips could give a heart such warmth, yet your words always seem to send a chill through my bones   The way you'd wipe discrete tears from my face and make me laugh Sometimes made me forget You're the one that caused them, How dare you part your lips and ****** such spiteful words against my heart with such pressure? Youd always seem to manipulate my thoughts, rearrange my mindset or tilt my perspective, and with such tainted I love yous and eyes so full of gold, :::AB:::: So unusual.....
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I don't understand She's always so happy and so nice A beautiful person but what's on the inside? what is the darkness that makes her stop eating? what does she see when it's not her reflection? why does she feel like she's not good enough? I've always liked her Admired her personality But now I don't see her She's not on the bus Not at school She's in a white bed in the hospital Hating herself Not eating Not sleeping Not talking
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Nov 20, 2012
Nov 20, 2012 at 9:00 PM UTC
Lexi
By Arcassin B & Lexi :::AB::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, ::::Lexi:::: it disappoints me how such ugly words, can taint the beauty standing before me, such gorgeousness caused butterflies to flutter at the bellows of my stomach... but to my surprise,w poison butterflies fall from your lips as gold stares into my eyes why does your tongue allow such ugly words to fall from it.. your beauty tends to blind other people from processing what you just said, but i hear everything, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::AB::: Just be sure you don't take anything, Before you go, Although parting is such sweet sorrow, It can't be enough i its bitter, Worms through the apples, Your sinister look, And falling clouds, Have no effect on me, I've written enough just know, You'd mind control me, Or at least try to, Crumby attitudes, O I hate to see a smile turn evil, Like Connors boot, Mud filled, I underestimated you, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::Lexi::: Underestimated how your lips could give a heart such warmth, yet your words always seem to send a chill through my bones The way you'd wipe discrete tears from my face and make me laugh Sometimes made me forget You're the one that caused them, How dare you part your lips and ****** such spiteful words against my heart with such pressure? Youd always seem to manipulate my thoughts, rearrange my mindset or tilt my perspective, and with such tainted I love yous and eyes so full of gold, :::AB:::: So unusual.....
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 11:54 PM UTC
"Unusual" (ft. Arcassin B & Alexis Walker)
By Arcassin B & Lexi :::AB::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, ::::Lexi:::: it disappoints me how such ugly words, can taint the beauty standing before me, such gorgeousness caused butterflies to flutter at the bellows of my stomach... but to my surprise,w poison butterflies fall from your lips as gold stares into my eyes why does your tongue allow such ugly words to fall from it.. your beauty tends to blind other people from processing what you just said, but i hear everything, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::AB::: Just be sure you don't take anything, Before you go, Although parting is such sweet sorrow, It can't be enough i its bitter, Worms through the apples, Your sinister look, And falling clouds, Have no effect on me, I've written enough just know, You'd mind control me, Or at least try to, Crumby attitudes, O I hate to see a smile turn evil, Like Connors boot, Mud filled, I underestimated you, ::::AB:::: Pretty colors, making no sense at all, wind flowing through your hair, Its already bad enough to even fall, :::Lexi::: Underestimated how your lips could give a heart such warmth, yet your words always seem to send a chill through my bones The way you'd wipe discrete tears from my face and make me laugh Sometimes made me forget You're the one that caused them, How dare you part your lips and ****** such spiteful words against my heart with such pressure? Youd always seem to manipulate my thoughts, rearrange my mindset or tilt my perspective, and with such tainted I love yous and eyes so full of gold, :::AB:::: So unusual.....
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By Arcassin , Lexi , Tara and rach :::AB:::: Conversations with out any words, :::AW::: Creates a blissful peace between two souls, ::::RH:::: A bond without voices to cause constraints, :::TO::: Listening closely, Without any of they're ears., :::AB:::: Rivers never get too mellow or narrow, :::AW::: More narrow then the thoughts that cause simple minds, :::RH:::: Simple minds that quake in the presence of such a holy river, ;:::TO::: colliding together  only be ruined by the waves of salt, ::::AB:::: And as I realize , and look inside that my soul burns for a higher judgment, :::AW:::: A Judgement that quickens ones heartbeat, ::::RH::: Pumping my blood, reiterating judgement awaits once this fragile body tires, :::TO:::  So far apart yet so close, never finding the key too his heartbeat. :::AB::: While I'm waiting til she finds it, I'm still fading and bleeding, :::AW::: The key awaits in the depths of the river,  cleansed of all unholiness.
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Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 5:43 AM UTC
The Prisms - "Cleansed" (ft. Arcassin B , Alexis Walker , Tara Ortiz , And Rachel Herrmann)
When I was six years old I went trick or treating with my mom and my neighbor Lexi. I was a scarecrow and she was a princess. At age fourteen I went trick or treating with my best friend Mikayla dressed up as a witches. We were in middle school and it was about the time when we were starting to think we were getting too old for this. Age seventeen I don't even remember what I wore. But I went to a party and got drunk with twenty of my closest friends and we all walked to McDonald's at 3 am. I am less than two months shy of being nineteen years old and I'm sitting in my college dorm about to go to sleep. I don't really have any friends. I forget what fun is supposed to be like sometimes. I miss smiling at more than just my boyfriend. CVT
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 11:58 PM UTC
What are friends?
Dear Lexi I've watched you transform from a child to a young woman over these past twenty years, and I couldn't be more proud of you. I've witnessed the first hand glow of you in the morning, I've heard your laugh, your tears, your shoulders as they drooped with despair. I love you Lexi. Because despite all the trials you've endured, you never falter. You make people around you happy simply by your presence and you are loved by many. They don't know like I do how you pray every night for your friends and family's safety, for guidance, for strength, for courage. You prayed faithfully to learn your worth and now its found. I prayed for you too Lexi, I prayed one day you'd see you were settling and that God had more in store for you, that you'd have to go through hell to get there but it'd be worth it if you just let him in your heart. Isn't it worth it Lexi? I'm so happy you love yourself now more than ever because you deserve yourself more than anyone. So deserving. I admire the sensitivity in your heart that conflicts with your motivation. See I understand how much you miss your family, but cannot go home. They are why you're here. They depend on you to be here for them, and they're worth you crying when they say they miss and love you. Stay focused Lexi, it will all pay off I promise. I admire your love for new things and people. I laugh at your wit. I want to hold you when you want to fade away. I want to be your rock when you cannot be strong. Changing each day into a better woman, friend, Christian, lover, sister, daughter, student, person. I love you more than I love myself Lexi.
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Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 8:10 PM UTC
Lexi
Dear Lexi I've watched you transform from a child to a young woman over these past twenty years, and I couldn't be more proud of you. I've witnessed the first hand glow of you in the morning, I've heard your laugh, your tears, your shoulders as they drooped with despair. I love you Lexi. Because despite all the trials you've endured, you never falter. You make people around you happy simply by your presence and you are loved by many. They don't know like I do how you pray every night for your friends and family's safety, for guidance, for strength, for courage. You prayed faithfully to learn your worth and now its found. I prayed for you too Lexi, I prayed one day you'd see you were settling and that God had more in store for you, that you'd have to go through hell to get there but it'd be worth it if you just let him in your heart. Isn't it worth it Lexi? I'm so happy you love yourself now more than ever because you deserve yourself more than anyone. So deserving. I admire the sensitivity in your heart that conflicts with your motivation. See I understand how much you miss your family, but cannot go home. They are why you're here. They depend on you to be here for them, and they're worth you crying when they say they miss and love you. Stay focused Lexi, it will all pay off I promise. I admire your love for new things and people. I laugh at your wit. I want to hold you when you want to fade away. I want to be your rock when you cannot be strong. Changing each day into a better woman, friend, Christian, lover, sister, daughter, student, person. I love you more than I love myself Lexi.
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• Confessions in the booth, I’m questioning the truth. Reds Rushing to the foot, blood running where i stood, shutting shooting down the veins, the Hiipower is nothing but rude. It leaves without me asking it too, at least keep in touch. All that screaming and such. ... And all that crying and such. I've had had it, more than enough. I'm just shouting things out "it's just ******* blown!" and "it's ******* gone!" i starting running, around, the surrounding. I wrote the words to this verse with the nervous nerves pumping in reverse,"Lex i know that you heard"(what?). The hurt in my head, shut. I'm feeling well with the cuts, I still take alotta **** to heart, if those ***** call you a ***** I’ll shove their cellphones up their butts, if she calls you again, hang on that **** I'm tired tonight, my head is rig wired, chest is too tight, the cold is with KFC i know that caused i'm feeling so crushed, I'm Lizzy elevated to the bottom of rushing, i can feel the surge, i can't find my words, i'm accelerating on hope from nothing, looking at Lexi looking at the way she behaves, i wanna tell her it's nothing, Lex, but she's gotten the hardest of it, ain't no way she's forgotten. Anything can happen, something bout Lex's texts impacts with the voices in my head i'm being reinstalled from shreds. The bad blood and bone. I'm just so far, blown off gone. Blown an' gone. The whole ****** issue is just. Blown an' gone. Don't care about the visuals i'm just. Blown an' gone. Don't care about opinions i'm just. Blown an' gone. If it gets more difficult i'll be just. Blown an' gone. To anyone whose listening it's been real, with GooD GoD
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 12:59 PM UTC
Lex
• Confessions in the booth, I’m questioning the truth. Reds Rushing to the foot, blood running where i stood, shutting shooting down the veins, the Hiipower is nothing but rude. It leaves without me asking it too, at least keep in touch. All that screaming and such. ... And all that crying and such. I've had had it, more than enough. I'm just shouting things out "it's just ******* blown!" and "it's ******* gone!" i starting running, around, the surrounding. I wrote the words to this verse with the nervous nerves pumping in reverse,"Lex i know that you heard"(what?). The hurt in my head, shut. I'm feeling well with the cuts, I still take alotta **** to heart, if those ***** call you a ***** I’ll shove their cellphones up their butts, if she calls you again, hang on that **** I'm tired tonight, my head is rig wired, chest is too tight, the cold is with KFC i know that caused i'm feeling so crushed, I'm Lizzy elevated to the bottom of rushing, i can feel the surge, i can't find my words, i'm accelerating on hope from nothing, looking at Lexi looking at the way she behaves, i wanna tell her it's nothing, Lex, but she's gotten the hardest of it, ain't no way she's forgotten. Anything can happen, something bout Lex's texts impacts with the voices in my head i'm being reinstalled from shreds. The bad blood and bone. I'm just so far, blown off gone. Blown an' gone. The whole ****** issue is just. Blown an' gone. Don't care about the visuals i'm just. Blown an' gone. Don't care about opinions i'm just. Blown an' gone. If it gets more difficult i'll be just. Blown an' gone. To anyone whose listening it's been real, with GooD GoD
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Tonight I’ve felt the switch go off fifteen hundred times Swinging like a pendulum, crawling through the vines I spoke in tongues of laughter in the fields of chlorimine My bones are broken bruises as i'm missing you as mine But I don’t want to go back to you. I look up at squinting blue eyes in an autumn meadow Stare at the widows in the aquamarine sky I’m tired of it’s blinding rays I'm tired of begging myself to be More stable More subtle More sweet Like a Valencia picture tacked up on to a cardboard wall When I’m cracking around the edges Of being the woman who I’m not again I think I’ll just cry tonight Through the cravings of my mania On fascination street ******* and alive Singing by the ocean Trying to survive I think I’ll just die tonight They always leave me when I’m silent Swerving on the highways wild and fragile Fading in to outer space Losing track of time   Tonight I’ve felt the switch go off fifteen hundred times Swinging like a pendulum, crawling through the vines But I don’t want to go back to you.
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Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 12:48 PM UTC
Lexi
Everyday my eyes are blessed to open, and you're the reason why. A beautiful glowing face with all the questions in the world, and one question that others may have found silly saved me. Prevented me from ending before beginning.      Always there to pick me up when I was at a low. Being whatever kind of mom a kid could be. The kid in you raised the kid in me.      My support system, my therapist, my anger, my happiness.       Always afraid I wouldn't amount to you, you encourage me to surpass you, but extended is my hand to do to bring you along all the way.    Chasing your dreams effortlessly, you encourage others around you. Green clouds all around you sparking up more creativity. And I'll be there on the left, that's where I'll always be. Because prior to ma$on, it was just you and me. For eternity, it'll always be, you, my best friend. We'll always be Mani and Lexi.  Happy birthday. I know I'm a brat, but you dad and mom made me this way. And I'm glad to know you'd walk to the end of the earth for me. I know it, and I think you're a beautiful person bound to find success with that mind and hair of yours. Keep it trill for anotha year roun'.
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Jul 31, 2012
Jul 31, 2012 at 12:49 PM UTC
Birthday Wishes
For a month a part of me was missing. At least I thought. So when I found it again, I was overjoyed. Life made sense again because a void was filled. But everything that glitters isn't gold. You can't miss a part of you that was never there. There's not a word for it either. I tried to conquer the lexiconical gap. So I watched as the petals grew crisp And his words lost tenderness. I relived the feelings of before that were  the reason I left. I questioned why I ever came back. I watched myself and my movements. Wondering why I did everything with him in mind. Just wanting to be seen as imperfectly perfect, Be any and everything. To others I was everything and more, To myself I tried to be more, to be that part he never could seem to find in me. But yet again the lexiconical gap stopped. I couldn't miss the part of me I never had Especially because I never knew what it was. Summer came and went. Our summer was the sweetest. I miss what I actually did have then. Those constant conversations, that eagerness and anxiety we'd get when too many hours passed without seeing or hearing from each other. We did have that. Now summer comes again and I'm faced with the everlasting gaps that are me waiting to hear from you. That denial I have when I finally do. A gap, the lexiconical gap that may never be filled. Not even Lexi can fill it, not even Lexi can keep you.
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May 20, 2013
May 20, 2013 at 8:47 PM UTC
Gaps
A night she won't remember A night she won't recall it was the night she lost her mind she took a tumble, and a fall Fireplaces were in the walls, and she heard voices in her head She prayed to God so hard that day, and she wished that she were dead. She saw manaquins on the stairs, and candles in the air A woman floated past her with green, and purple hair There was music playing inside her head She tried to change the channel but an Opera played instead A Deputy came into her room n- said the alian's will be here soon He told her there's a "One World Order", and that she will have to begin to choose. The Deputy said she should be moving on to the sound of beating drums mentioning algorithms while he sang a very creepy song --- It's a night she won't remember/a night she won't recall. It was a night that she lost her mind n'took a tumble, and a fall. Aliens came in the middle of the night. Ever since that happened her soul hasn't felt that right the aliens had warned her... you're now one of us tonight.
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Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
Outside/In (For Lexi)