"forgivness" poems
Forgivness Is Not A Matter Of Whether Or Not You Deserve It
- It Is A Question Of Whether Or Not I Wan't Peace
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 9:25 PM UTC
Forgiveness is the key,
To defeating your enemy.
For what power can one have,
Over a free soul?
The answer is none
And forgivness is how this freedom is won.
If you cannot forgive
Then how will you live?
To truly forgive one must not forget,
You must remember and yet,
Move forward without feelings untoward,
And not presume to judge as some mighty lord,
Or ones soul may jump overboard.
Often times this I do forget,
And this always leads to regret.
Pity the man that has fallen down,
And do not give him that disgusted frown.
Do not presume that you are any better,
For you do not know the pain that is his thether.
This you help me to remember,
As you ignite my fading ember.
Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC
Given in
No more
False
To think
I'm redeemed
A fault
Forgivness is
Laced unto
Selfish pity
Nov 10, 2021
Nov 10, 2021 at 8:13 PM UTC
It is often the
most difficult task,
to forgive
Could you agree?
I am not very good
at it, I will admit
When all you want
is to get even
or to make the other(s)
hurt just as badly
as they hurt you...
that fuels the grudge
What is forgiveness?
Is it letting someone
off the hook?
Is forgivness
simply forgetting?
Is it saying the wrong
perpetrated upon us
is now OK?
That it really did not
hurt or offend us after all?
No, it is so much more
Forgiveness is not an act
of the emotions,
for they seem unable
to ever come to reason
and they often betray us
It is an act of the will,
a release not just for the other
but for ourselves
from the prison of
resentment and anger
Do we need to hear
an apology
to forgive?
No
Do we need to make sure
the other or others
receive justice?
No
What we need is to make that choice
To forgive even if we don't feel like it
To wait till we "feel like it" is a lie
It is like holding on to a poison that
only destroys ourselves
and not the ones we intended
for it to torment
Forgiveness doesn't mean
we now have amnesia
about the wrong
inflicted upon us
It just means
all resentment
and bitterness
no longer have us in
a vice-like grip
And if we refuse to forgive one
who is begging us for it
that person is stuck in a ******* too
Sometimes, we find it is us
that is in need of forgiveness
and sometimes it is
that very thing
that we need to
extend to ourselves
so we can enjoy
being in our own skin
I am nobody to instruct another
about how to forgive
I am writing this partly for myself
It is one of the hardest things
for me,
to forgive
But when I am on the receiving end
it feels so beautiful and so freeing
To err is truly human
And to forgive is truly divine
It is not of our human nature
to simply forgive
but is a gift from God above
Even under the worst
of cruel situations
true forgiveness is possible
Sep 9, 2010
Sep 9, 2010 at 1:10 PM UTC
We try our best.
god willing he will understand the rest.
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC
C Charitable with her heart
H Honesty is her way
E Eternally devoted to her faith and God
R Riotously funny
I Inspiration to others
E Ever on the go
B Best friend, that I never met
R Routinely can be found playing Family Fued
I Involved with her children
G Graceful in forgivness
G Gentle with her words
S So thankful, am I, that we found each other
Aug 3, 2010
Aug 3, 2010 at 8:15 PM UTC
It all made sense now, the road map of my demise.
You could've **** me with your longing heart.
How could you let a broken painting get in the way?
How could you presume, a friendly rapport was feigned?
Why did you have to wait, till the dam can contain it no more?
I felt fate yanked my heart's strings, tangling it.
My brain, rupturing from the cruel deductions.
Tormented cranium—screws gouging out of it.
It all made sense now. Anger draws me towards retaliation. However, I choose not to bear arms; forgivness cries out.
I sever my hand against you, for I will not let this get in the way of our longing for each other.
I abhor hatred against you, because our sweet memories overwhelmed me; because I love you.
My exquisite geyserite, blossoming middlemist, and my Alma mater. I have never forgotten you, I never did—I never will.
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 9:31 AM UTC
the blood
my cuts
the scars....
my withdrawals
this lust
the pills
the spots
the marks he left
these thoughts
my prayers it all reminds me of where i was.
God im so sorry
im so so sorry.
im so in love with you, God..
i know its been awhile.
and im so ashamed
im unworthy at the highest levels.
im so sorry
i never meant to hurt you.
i feel selfish,
angry
guilty
i hate myself God
i need you to change me.
break my walls down
the walls of oppression
the ones imprisoning me
the walls of addiction
Lord break my walls down
i love you God i love you God i love you !!!
i need you
Lord i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you!!!!
....God i know im not perfect, i know im not...
but i know with you i am not just somebody
im not just those cuts
or the scars
or the pills i overdosed
or the marks he left
im not "just" anything with you God...
I AM the daughter of the king of the most high..
and God right now i dont feel like that.
but i feel you drawing close God.
Glory.
glory
glory.
i need your forgivness Lord
i love you
Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 4:52 AM UTC
You talk to me as if nothing is wrong
acting as if your the one
the victum
whos not getting along
but your ****** up and done
your venom leaking from your teeth
i swear i can almost smell your heat
you went and did the deed
and came back to me
calling me
begging saying sorry.
Waiting for my response
i couldn't move
i stayed still
feeling the breath inside me increase
with guilt
i stare at nothing but the white i see before me
you touch my hand
i start to cry
i pull away wanting to hide
how could you do it
i thought you loved me
a simple mistake that you know would hurt me
imposible to believe anything you say anymore
hearing her laugh at me
calling me names
was that ***** worth it
you cant even let me leave you
the image of me walking away
cuts you wide open
do you really think you deserve it?
my forgivness for a sin
a sin that you knew all too good
was my limit.
My heart aching with regret
how could this be
i took you back half heartedly
you hate when i bring it up
but you never seem to notice
the hole you left inside of me
you can barely even focuse
Yes i forgave you
yes i took you back
yes i put it behind me
but the pain does not lack
the hurt will stay with me forever
the memory will never change
the moment when you didnt think
you'd throw my trust away.
Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 10:05 PM UTC
Some do not grasp the
Knowledge of my soul
They do not trust Jesus
Enough to give Him all control
They just do not get what I know
Jesus always has
had complete control
He placed The Holy Spirit
Within my veins
Now with His Spirit
I will sustain
Jesus paid the ultimate price
I now know to Him
I owe my true soul
All I needed to do was
Ask for forgivness and then let go
The Holy Spirit entered my soul
Some may argue
This point with me
I say, go ahead, argue
While you are captured,
I am free
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 2:50 AM UTC
Falling out of love again,
but not with whom I need to
my past obsession
has become nothing more
than my new addiction.
well, one of the many at least.
to recreate the situations,
is a cause forever lost.
to formulate retaliations,
leaves the souls of lovers lost.
holding fire in your heart,
burning brands upon your brain
a grudge of blood and tears and scars
the spark of which will still remain
as long as ashes are collected
and ember fanned alive
the beast possesses reason,
a motive to survive.
I seek relief in my relations,
mostly trivial in nature,
from my newfound deprivation
of optimism for the future
I seek relief in my relations,
mostly trivial in nature,
from my newfound deprivation
of optimism for the future
no regard for heart of others
who tide me over while you're gone
leaving cracks, slow to recover
leaving faces in their palms
Its been two years since we were in it,
but maybe that was just a phase
the time has come to face forgiveness
and forget those better days.
Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 11:24 AM UTC
Sometimes i pray to whom i don't know,
Hands clasped,
Eyes down,
Like a desperate bingo player,
Asking for your forgivness,
Asking to be set free,
Free from my daily guilt and pain,
I beg that you stick around,
Stick by my side if i do bad again,
When i'm sad, bad, mad and doing wrong,
Stick around,
Stick around i pray,
Eyes down,
Hands clasped,
This i sometimes pray.
Aug 31, 2012
Aug 31, 2012 at 12:29 PM UTC
silence is what i heard when you slid into our bed
coldness is what i felt when you kissed my head
the distance between us is no mistake as the pillows can atest
my head turned, looking at the wall, wondering
remember me when you lay in his arms
as the tears creep down your cheeks
the guilt is yours, not mine anymore
i have made my plea for forgivness to you
i guess revenge is not your style
Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 2:38 PM UTC
Begging for forgivness
Under the influence of my mistakes.
One simple word is all that it takes.
Tonight is my last stand,
I will reach to my temptation's hand.
The taunting voices cause my
Tears to flood,
Along with the constant shedding of my ****** blood.
Everyone can see what I have become.
That fact doesn't fase me,
Because my emotions are numb.
No one cared enough to try and
Change my views.
I turned on them.
There was nothing else
I could choose.
I can hear the things they say
As they whisper about what
I used to be.
Not even the man I love can set me free,
From the monster that is me.
Jun 10, 2010
Jun 10, 2010 at 5:44 AM UTC
I am such a wretched man living in a foriegn land. No good work comes from my hand's.
The words that flow from my mouth are proceed from a wicked heart.
I know you by your name.
Your love covers me casting a shadow of shame. Your innocence was subsituted by my guilt. It was my sin and yet you took the blame. You know me by my name.
You seen my heart. My flesh was woven with weeds and thorns. You called out to me, I heard you and my sin departs. You justified a man because you love me and it breaks my heart.
Your presence is upon me, I am convicted. I ask for forgivness and then depart. I went from your light back into the dark. I clung to you. You held me, you know my heart.
I am so sinful. My every action is against you. My every plan is a plot. I wage war against you and your mercy sustains me as I continue in the dark.
I could have died so many times but you save me. I could of fallen but you hold onto me. You always have my best interest when to me you are just a passing thought.
I fear your lashings but I reverence you because of who you are. You are the creator of all things! I am the child you sought. Your perfect son was given so that my sin would be baught.
I am forgiven and you are an after thought. I am unworthy, undeserving and ungrateful, this is what breaks my heart. You are merciful, giving and you never depart. You walk with me every day while I plot against you and spit in your face.
You saved my life and I curse your name. You changed everything and yet in me I walk the same. Your grace is upon me. Father I want to change. Will you forgive me and show me the way.
-RSC
Nov 23, 2019
Nov 23, 2019 at 8:36 AM UTC
Unlikley circumstances
Are God's way of guiding us
Makes no sense to human brains
He has a purpose
Which we will sustain
Even when we think
Our lives are mundane
If we ask for forgivness
Jesus will maintain
Peace in our hearts
Will be faithfully true
When we realize Jesus
Gave us His life
On the Cross
To carry us through
Thank you, Jesus
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 4:52 PM UTC
GOD BLESS AMERICA,
GOD BLESS THE NON EXISTENT CAUSE TO KEEP THE FREEDOM,
GOD BLESS THE WARS AND WHOEVER'S DECLARIN EM,
THE LIES AND THE ONES WHO BELIEVE EM,
GOD BLESS ****** AND ALL OF HIS REPLICAS,
THE POISON IN THE AIR AND THE ONES STILL BREATHIN,
GOD BLESS OUR LEADERS DISGUISED AS ANGELS,
AND GOD BLESS BLESS DEMONS,
GOD BLESS THE COLD AND THE HUNGRY,
THE ************ ASKIN FOR FORGIVNESS AND HIS PASTOR TOO,
GOD BLESS THE 10 WITH AN ABUNDANCE OF MONEY,
THE POOR AND THE VENGEFUL,
CUZ WE'RE COMIN AFTER YOU!-
SO **** YOU TO THE GAME,
AND **** THE PRIZE,
WE CAN'T BE TAMED,
WE CAN'T BE CHAINED,
**** YOUR LIES!
**** YOU TO THE THRONE,
AND **** THE SHEEP,
WE WON'T DO WHAT WE'RE TOLD,
THIS **** IS OLD,
WE'LL MAKE YOU BLEED!
**** YOU TO THE ********
AND **** WHO LISTENS,
Y'ALL CAN SHOVE IT,
BITE THE BULLET,
DESTROYIN THE SYSTEM!
**** YOU TO THE PROUD,
AND **** THE LIARS,
WHO TOOK YOUR CROWN?
WHO BURNED YOU DOWN?
WE ARE THE FIRE!
HED TRAMA™
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 1:59 AM UTC
past phase through mansions of vampires
that lurk at my doorstep and ask for garlic and white flags
just bare with me please
one more time through this
just one last time through this
sire I grasp these iron lungs and beg for forgivness
at the thought of your gratitude I am driven
to find something far greater than you
although
I know its impossible
I know its impossible
the room is copper
your ring finger is stone
I knew it all along
but I bare
because the one thing that will drive you to destruction besides love is
despair
hoping for something greater than this
just a little better than this
Dec 5, 2010
Dec 5, 2010 at 2:34 PM UTC
The darkness consumes my every thought dragging me to the corners of my mind.
There I find the memories of days gone by, hurt that was forgotten and joy never known.
My silent torment remains silent as the screams for help echo in the hollwness of the memories I store.
why won't they help me? Cant they hear me cry for someone to save me from myself, from that monster that haunts when I am unguarded and weak. That monster that stole my innocence that stole my childhood, and it wasn't alone as most monster aren't. God help the child trapped in this wretched soul for it is damaged and broken.
To repair a soul, a mind is almost impossible for you can't recover what was lost in a sea of darkess and fear. Forgivness would be a start to finding peace ost would say, but that is an elusive response to the evil that lurks in my memories, and futile to seek that which does not come.
I know the Lord has forgiven me for my past and sin, but I am not so easily persuaded to forive such hurt and betrayal of innocenece. The monster that brought the evil upon me is the worste some would say, but I beg to differ seeing the unknowing accomplice (those with the power to help but not the courage) the worste evil of them all and never worthy of forgivenenss.
Nov 16, 2012
Nov 16, 2012 at 11:09 PM UTC
Your shame will be enteral,
your hope will shatter like glass.
Her voice will haunt you,
her face will strike regret in you.
You broke her heart,
and now you have enough courage to say your sorry.
Sorry can't fix the things she gave you,
sorry can't make me take back the nights I stayed up holding her from the pain you caused.
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
i crave to be something special
special in all things
special in the way my tounge moves in a circular motion inside of your mouth and on your all too dry body
are you satisfied?
i dont really care who knows
i just hope that when you tell the story of lastnight your eyes light up and your hands move like i was something spectacular
all of my friends know
they know that you supply me with an indescribable loving that i wont let go of as long as im sane
your skin resembles my favorite chocolate bar but i can assure you that you are worth more than a dollar
your breath has become my favorite song and its been on repeat for a while now
sinning has never felt more beautiful
but yet i still ask for forgivness
all in the same prayer i give thanks for something so wonderful
my body throbs in anticipation on answers to why i deserve this
i wonder if you ever notice me watching you
i notice how your every step resembles a dance move
i love how you do all things that you do
i crave to be as special to you
as the everlasting love making of our souls
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 8:42 AM UTC
As my life gets so complex, I slowly massage my neck. I scratch my head knowing I’m truly dead. I can't begin to express my loneliness. I can sit here in my room contemplating my doom. This cloud of gloom won't pass me by. Alas, I don't know why.
You were a last reach at humanity. I guessed at the decision and got such a calamity. All I wanted was a friend. Instead I lost all hope in the end of sanity.
As I felt my head leave my neck, you bagged my air and said what the heck; you tried your best, a feeble attempt, at a molesting order. I said look over your shoulder, a sky so blue and clear it removed the tears from my eyes as I said goodbye.
You so coldly left my body in such a disarrayed exposed to all on that horrible day. In the back seat of a car, white in color, I always knew it would be a brother. One with no sense of others only a frustration unto himself his impotency and broken mind has caused my death before it's time.
There is only one thing left to do as I cruse toward the judgment land. I'll ask god to forgive you. As you walk this life, just remember your fall from grace and try to make a vow to always protect instead of kill, To hold dear and get out of your own way make it clear you were to let go and to stay clear.
To learn and live, find another, begin again. Just remember your vow remains till time will end. Your death could be eternal over and over again. Through the non ending flames of his judgment, fear lives long, but forgiveness wins.
Nov 13, 2010
Nov 13, 2010 at 4:53 AM UTC
I've told myself I'll never forgive you
For what you've done and said to me
But deep down I know you didn't
Truly Mean all that mean ****
I Eventually began to believe
You were hurt, I know I was too
But why didn't we stick together
And try to make it through?
The **** we were forced to deal with
It brought us closer
Even if only for a short time
But that's the past all of the good times
They're gone, all left behind
And I'm left with nothing but
Bitterness towards you
You can't expect me to know what to do
I won't apologize
Even if I realize
You were putting up a wall
A disguise
Its hard for you to show your emotions
To put them into action
So you get mad, an immediate reaction
But listen dad this is my way to say
I don't hate you
I just hate the things
that got in the way
Of our bright days
There were the times you were the only
One I had
When mom was in rehab
we really had
Eachother's backs
But look at us now,
We don't speak a single word
Mainly because I resent the past
The things we once said out of anger
were disturbingly absurd
But this isn't about what you did wrong
Or anything that went on in the past
I just want to give the forgivness
To you, so we can be in peace at last
You know, I need to stop and say to you
There isn't ever a day that goes by
When I don't think of you
When I don't think about all the good things you've done for us all
Yeah sometimes you weren't here but you never let us fall
Especially 17 years ago when I was just born
And you decided to stay with mom and me, when you
Could have just walked out the door
And I will never be able to say how much
That truly means to me
My dad, that, you will always be.
So,
Maybe one day ill have the power in my heart to read this to you
So you can understand,
And know the truth
I love you and
forgive you, dad,
This letter is my proof.
Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 11:06 PM UTC