In the corners of my mind is where I'll keep you
Locked up, hidden away so no one else can see
So no one else can see all that you mean to me.
No other girls, no other guys
If this were an arcade your heart would be the big prize.
Those three little words that we say so much
mean more to me than all the words in the world
You and me, that's all that matters, remember?
You and me babe, until the end of time.
You and me to infinity and beyond.
I can't imagine a day going by without being in your arms.
I can't imagine a time going by that we are apart.
My love for you is bigger than the oceans
Larger than the sun
Hotter than a volcano
and I'm so glad, and blessed that I can call you "the one".

I just push and push and push until...

****. You're gone.

Why am I single?
What a great question.
Read the above statement.

I push and push and POKE until...

****. You pop.

Why can't someone love me?
Someone did once!
Once someone loved me.

But I pushed and poked and SCREAMED until...

****. You went away.

You went away?
You were so afraid of the emotional damage I could cause.
To you.
To me.
But baby, I'm already damaged.

That's why I push and poke and SCREAM until...

****. Now we are both emotionally incurable.

How did I get this way?
I don't know anymore.
I could blame anyone.
Blame you.
Blame the last.
But the common denominator in it all is...me.

Now I just push AND PUSH AND I'M SO ******* PUSHY!
MAKE ME STOP!
HELP ME HEAL!
HELP!
PLEASE!
SOMEONE!
ANYONE!

****. We're both broken.

Broken in half.
Broken in two.
So broken that we can't be fixed with super glue.

I needed help but instead..

****. You disappeared.

I think I want to cry.
I want to cry until I cant breathe anymore.
Until the pain is gone
Until someone hears me and comes to comfort me.
But no one will come
No one ever comes
It's a crime to be sad in this world
20 years old and I am supposed to enjoy every single moment
of every single day but I don't
I just go to work and return home
lay back
cry
feel
cry
feel
cry
cry
cry
always crying
never stopping
always feeling
always.
I'm not even sure how to smile anymore
Smile?
No. All I do is feel.

You are not lonely
I just simply wish you could see
close your eyes
and feel
feel my touch on the palm of your hand
as you dream of a different time and place
drift into a world that will give you anything you need
i know what you need.
I am your world.

It's a cold place, but not lonely.
You walk inside and everything goes still and silent.
You can't talk, you're in utter awe.
Its a silent place with many cracks in the wall
and many ants running on the floor
It's... as if the woods of the night were fit into a room
as small as a box.
It becomes a crowded place
because as you learn to speak again,
your thoughts never get to escape
never have a chance to leave the room.
You begin to go crazy in your head
and your body is wrapped inside of a straighjacket.
You scream out
and cry out
for someone
but no one comes.
You adjust to your new home.

A whistle upon the lips of a loved one
How I wish I were that whistle
I can't be Juliet but Romeo can be my love
Sneak over to me
I'll be the cinderella and have the attitude of an ugly step sister
I won't be too strong when I'm asked to be weak
I won't be too meek as I'm asked for my confidence
I wan the sun to beam down on the palm of our hands
as we star gaze in pure daylight
Enter my dreams and don't say a word
With closed eyes, just listen
I can't be Juliet, Romeo,
but climb up the wall of my bed chambers
and confess true love to me
Oh sweet, prince charming,
don't make me work too hard

Who am i that God will trust in me so much?
I break all the rules,
all the time!
Who am I to say that his love will always last for me?
God says we are to ask for forgivness,
and it shall be granted.
but what happens when you've betrayed him for the millionth time?
Will he openly punish you?
What if you keep asking for forgivness
for the same thing
always saying "Lord, I'll never do it again!"
Why do we lie to those who care the most about us?
My Lord.
I love thee.
I need thee.
I know you'll never fail me.
So forgive me,
for my sins.
and i promise to you,
i'll try my HARDEST not to do it again.