"eality" poems
Honestly it's ******* killing me
Oh God! I want you to take me
Right here - right
Now! - every time I think of
You
Fantasy becomes my
Obsession
Reality dissolves - lost in the
Yearning for just
One ......... Kiss ......... I'm simply ......
Utterly
***** For You!!*
(C) Pixievic
Mar 26, 2016
Mar 26, 2016 at 11:59 AM UTC
(C)ause
(R)eality
(U)nderstands,
(S)tolen
(H)earts
(S)ometimes
(O)verdo
(D)evoted
(A)dorations
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 3:54 AM UTC
Before
I leave
Please know I
Only
Loved you when I
Absolutely knew
Reality was long gone
Don't believe
In much
Since you left
Or how to cry
Really it's just too
Difficult to
Even
Recognize your face
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 6:53 PM UTC
d o you want me to leave you so soon?
r eality can be a deadly thing, do you want to leave this dreamworld?
e scaping me can be hard
a nd loving me, even harder.
m aybe we can live in harmony, me & you
i magine the possibilities.
n othing can replace what we have,
g ot that?
i hope you don't take me to
s eriously, it's all just a game, laugh along.
m y oh my,
y ou really are a freak, lighten up ***** it's just a game.
o nly a crybaby would cry over something so small.
n arcissist ***** you think you're actually doing something great?
l ies are all they tell you, don't feed into their stupid postivity.
y ou're only as good as dust.
e ven as you write your pointless poetry hiding that you're
s cared to be alone,
c rying because you have no friends
a nd living up up in your head all day like a god **** idiot.
p lease, give me a break from your madness
e veryone can see you're just as pathetic as me.
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 8:36 PM UTC
*There are so many things that I regret
The list is longer than I can write here
Each day brings more regrets
I regret that I do not learn from past regrets.
I regret not saying I am sorry
I regret not forgiving and moving on
I regret not being fully honest
I regret not letting you in
I regret...*
Reminders of past failures
Ever in the forefront of my mind
Getting lost in the confusion
Reality that I live in
Emotional
Trying and failing
Sorry
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 3:26 PM UTC
Always
Be
Careful
Don't
Ever
Fall from
Great
Heights
It
Just might
**** you
Literally
Make
No mistakes
Only smile
Please, it's
Quite hard in
Reality but
So easy
To say
Usually people
Very quickly
Withdraw
X marks the spot
You'll see, they'll soon just sleep
Zzzzz
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
R adiantly
A bove
I n
N othing
B ut
O ther
W orlds.
S queezed
O range
F ills
A
N iche.
O bsequios
T houghts
H inder
E xtraordinary
R ealms.
C aught
O n
L imits
O f
R eality.
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 6:40 AM UTC
S un light gushing through the window on that summer afternoon, left me
A westruck as they bounced off your golden locks. You continued to create
M usic so surreal, I felt still asleep lost within a sweet dream.
U nleashing the darkest desires within my soul, you continued to
E ntrap me a little bit more every time we came into contact. Emotions,
L ost during my last battle with Cupid, were revived one by one.
R eality losing yet another battle with the phantom of the summer,
O ver-dozed on your boyish charms whilst suffering from an impatient heart.
W ild look in your eyes burns into mine, and as you speak I
L ong to kiss your lips with raving passion, hoping it would last an
E ternity and a little bit more. Maybe you will, maybe you won't, but just
S mile for now and play your music, 'cause it makes me "feel" again.
Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 3:29 PM UTC
Then I wake--
Having the worst nightmare of my life.
Either it was about losing my mind, or my touch of
Reality. I know I'm already on a fine line with reality, anyways.
Every night I have this
Same nightmare. What am I to do?
*How can I make it stop?* Who do I call?
Everywhere I look I see people being corrupted,
Going nowhere fast. When is this going to stop?
Only time knows the answer. I'll just have to wait.
Eternity should come soon and together we can
Start *a new beginning.*
Feb 5, 2011
Feb 5, 2011 at 3:58 AM UTC
The fate of the hopeful....
S creaming
T owards
A ltered
R eality
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 2:24 PM UTC
why did you leave? Last time was bad enough,
he broke my heart,
even though he
never should have had it
Why can't you be online?
i miss you and I
love you more than
life
You might never think of me, I might be the cloud
Over you head or maybe the monster
Under your bed
Reality is hard
enough with you, but now wherever I
turn there's darkness
Until you
Return my world is gray when you come back I will
never let you go again
?
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 5:16 PM UTC
C rippling from the stares of the
Y ears that behold when
R eality struck quick
I rradiating where I abode, exposing the
L ife I wished to have not known
L iving in a masquerade to have
E nticed myself into the brink of the unknown
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 10:07 AM UTC
hair
brown,long,straight
eyes
blue,deep,blue
face
features defined,nothing she can hide,
body
features defined,nothing she can hide,
nothing she can hide,
nothing she can hide,
body, nothing she can hide,
oh my god she’s ****
completely naked.
jesus christ her ****
****
sculpted so perfectly,pale peach raindrops that had f
from the heavens dotted with the slightest hues of pinks a
eyes l
my eyes l
scroll d e
o n
w
n
“can i look f u r t h e r?” her head nods
(does my mind deceive me?)
my eyes
scroll like the wheel on a mouse
stomach
my eyes touch her
stomach
my sight touches her
stomach
I
c an’t
u nderstand
r eality,
v erging
e ver so closer,
d o i continue?
now I must think.
What is this ******
this women
but only an object
an object to my ****** fantasies
no it cannot be!
I will not let this idea of objectivity be the end of
me
women are not objects
never will be objects
but if objects are not women,
is this reality of the girl that i see
only fantasy?
well will you look at me,
i’m not pretty,
i’m ugly.
so the girl that i see
probably wouldn't ever,
never
take her clothes off for me
maybe
maybe
maybe
we were never supposed to want women
for they do not like what is ugly
and ugly is me
(how can i see?)
i just want to love
i only want to love
let me love
let me see please oh
this body
this beautiful dream I see
(it’s not real)
(never real)
this love is only
may always be
a fantasy
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 5:06 PM UTC
Words are the key to the door between
Reality and fantasy. Through writing, you can really see
Inside a person. You can learn their secrets, things they'd never
Tell anyone. Writing allows you to let others see
Inside you, for when
No one's looking you in the eye, it is easy to
Give them your heart.
Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 2:00 PM UTC
Every thing has always been black and white
Happiness and Sadness, black and white.
Love and Hate, black and white.
Dreams and Reality, black and white.
Life and Death, black and white.
Good decisions and Bad decisions, black and white.
Grey has long faded from my life,
From the time I was a little girl full of innocence and I fell and scraped my knee at the park
To the time where you threw me away at time square and acted like you and I were nothing at all
That's when I truly found out,
Everything is black and white,
Good and Bad,
Grey does not exist.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 4:54 AM UTC
Creating your thoughts into
Reality,letting your imaginations
Escape and form
Art to always live
Through your life and for
Ever.
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 4:13 AM UTC
T he sheets feel colder on your side as the
R ain drums a primal beat on the fogged window
A nd my eyes begin to flicker shut
N eglected by your gaze.
S lowly, you slide your feet to the floor and I reach forward
P rovoked by the quickened beating in my chest.
A m I really present?
R eality succumbed to twisted reverie
E ven though my hands are flesh, you do not see me
N ot since thoughts of Her danced before your eyes
T hen I became TRANSPARENT
Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 6:01 PM UTC
D: ays seem to drag on, relentlessly.
E: ventually you feel like you should give up.
P: ersistent feelings of sadness, worthlessness, useless…
R: eality seems to be slowly fading away from your grasp.
E:motions are beginning to get harder and harder to hide from those you love.
S: o, you decide to tell someone about it.
S: adly, they don’t believe that what you’re going through is worth the heartache you feel.
I: t’s okay though, because you expected this reaction to happen.
O: bviously what you’re feeling is stupid and unimportant.
N: ow what?
D: epression sinks in and begins to…
O: verwhelm every sense you have.
E: verything is dramatized and there’s nothing you can do to stop the…
S: ting of words from those around you telling you to just “feel happier, let out the sadness”
N: eeds don’t seem important anymore, you just ignore them.
O: pening yourself up to other people is no longer an option.
T: hey only make you feel worse.
D: eciding to get the help you deserve was the hardest part.
E: very day is a new day with endless possibilities.
F: ocus only on the positive things that happen to you.
I: n hindsight this will allow you to slowly be able to differentiate between the things you have control over and those you leave to God.
N: ever again will I let people dismiss my feelings.
E: ach feeling you have is part of who you are becoming and allow us to be human.
W: hy hold back anything anymore?
H: ow you feel is so important and you need everyone to understand… to become more…
O: pen-minded to the things that they couldn’t possibly comprehend.
Y: ou are worth it.
O: ur lives matter.
U: nderestimated potential shall no longer be a problem.
A: nyone can change their perspective on life, they just need the right support group.
R: ealizing you’re worth it, is the most important thing you can open your heart to.
E: veryone matters.
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 9:04 PM UTC
E asy is nonexistent.
S orrow is upon us all.
C ant escape from reality.
A ll the pain is coming back.
P eople are surrounding me.
E veryone has left me though.
F reedom is all I want.
R eal freedom.
O f a different sort than the one I posse.
M ental turmoil is what I want to escape from.
R eality *****
E scaping is all I want.
A lthough I'm scared of letting go.
L ove has a hold upon me.
I wish it wasn't there.
T hough I doubt you know.
Y ou are what I hold most dear.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 3:00 AM UTC