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"contusions" poems
• i'm careening and crashing into invisible walls• the bumps and contusions on  my  head i rub•  seem trapped,  i'm crying   over my trips and falls•   stuck in limbo, not knowing....... which way is ...UP•
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 8:12 PM UTC
Up
I am a sculpture Of life' beautiful scars Frightening when viewed too close Perhaps better glimpsed at from afar Twisting wounds Healed over scratches The heart entombed by loves hand Blood covered latches Oh masterpiece Of  intentional cuts and scrapes Purple raised blue bruises Hidden carefully from the world   I employ delicate spiderweb curtains And my sleight of hand illusion's It is only the bearer who understands Where the deepest wounds are hidden Bitter tears in a deep bottomless chasm The unforgettable kiss of affections contusions    These shadows must never be loosened Forever restrained even by deception Guarded by spiderweb curtains And sleight of hand illusion's All Rights Reserved@ Tammy M. Darby  Jan.13, 2013
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Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 10:09 PM UTC
Spider web curtains and Illusions
promenades the sleepless night through my, like rain, palm; tears, counting, marble-toward drops i am to nothing degenerated, pirating surrealism. with my contusions, awareness-lacked, tramples brought to the temple, rotoscoped, liquidates from the core, curdled blood. clouds, sickness with apathy, the air made balcony on, flesh-spoken, impassioned. i, the night, erotize begin their flock, sursum corda! tremble, i, and scrape the tower before me pulverization may lead to immunization, where i melt as sulfur in Midas’s clasp. i walked his tread, years on end, scoped out miserable, fragmented, at startwith: he touched my arm and to precious metals, pitchfork incubated, i arose fashioned his pedestal, glamored in steps, appraised biased no represent sources, ideal inertia, this primal adoration slips of drillpressed kisses caught off guard. in the tufts, my mortal : remember, i, of parquet deeply hidden; i am of a world, peace, cast : however, deeply lachrymogenic
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Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 1:14 AM UTC
by the tough of velvet
My country does not believe in equality. It buys excuses for elitism and misogyny. It covers up its greed and its brutality And makes up ugly labels for decency. My country sings its songs about freedom But often denies it to those who need some. It celebrates our heritage with beer and *** And marches to the beat of a fascist drum. My country was founded by nice words Some of the finest man has ever heard. Then shows the intelligence of a cattle herd; And the social conscience of rotted bean curd. My country labors under some illusions That contribute to a national delusion That fame will ultimately cure all contusions And eradicate the effects of collusion. My country thinks pretty people are sacrosanct So, they let the beautiful load up their piggy bank. We see reverence for the most egregious crank, And have many of our countrymen to thank. My country isn’t very good at followup. It adopted the behavior of an untrained pup. As long as it has its favorite pablum to sup It will drink any poison that’s in their cup. My country is this way, has been for too long And if you disagree with the words of my song Write your own treatise to try to prove me wrong. For now I will keep on banging this protest gong.
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Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 4:24 PM UTC
MY COUNTRY
if we were to assign emotions to colors - passion would be where magenta and orange kiss the horizon at sunset, joy would be the yellow of my socks every easter sunday that i can remember, and melancholy would be just another shade of blue. i told him, i am not done with you yet. three weeks post breakup, we shouldn't feel as unfinished as we do. like, in the ridiculously complicated narrative of he and i, the author got up one day, scribbled a quick ending, and then set the novel on fire. i read an article in an obscure magazine about Shelley Jackson, an artist who got thousands of people to tattoo a singular word from a story onto themselves, and then sent them back to their scattered existences. maybe that is what this is, another scattered story. another vaporized narrative. i can feel it in the air, but not pull the phrases together. it's like trying to hold onto smoke. our story slips through my fingers and gets in my eyes. if we were to assign emotions to colors - my ribcage would look like a Jackson ******* my head would be a paintball arena. i am so full of indigos, and mustards, and crimsons, that Van Gogh, himself, would dip into my palette and claim to have never seen such beautiful sadness before. *i don't know if it hurts because it still matters, or if it matters that it still hurts.* i feel the frenzied ache of creation in my gut. i am not a painter, but my mirror is showing me the immaculate collection of brushstrokes i have become. a few weeks ago, i was approached by an artist who offered to paint my bruises. to collect my contusions with watercolors. what a beautiful intention, to immortalize the growing pains, memorialize the bumps along the way, to make something permanent of these perpetual transitions. if we were to assign emotions to colors - my pride would be gold-plated and rusting from use, like my grandfather's watch, courage would be the pure green of every bud that has dared to grow through concrete, and love? love would be prismatic, like spilled oil on asphalt. a rainbow one moment, vanished the next.
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Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 2:03 PM UTC
colors
if we were to assign emotions to colors - passion would be where magenta and orange kiss the horizon at sunset, joy would be the yellow of my socks every easter sunday that i can remember, and melancholy would be just another shade of blue. i told him, i am not done with you yet. three weeks post breakup, we shouldn't feel as unfinished as we do. like, in the ridiculously complicated narrative of he and i, the author got up one day, scribbled a quick ending, and then set the novel on fire. i read an article in an obscure magazine about Shelley Jackson, an artist who got thousands of people to tattoo a singular word from a story onto themselves, and then sent them back to their scattered existences. maybe that is what this is, another scattered story. another vaporized narrative. i can feel it in the air, but not pull the phrases together. it's like trying to hold onto smoke. our story slips through my fingers and gets in my eyes. if we were to assign emotions to colors - my ribcage would look like a Jackson ******* my head would be a paintball arena. i am so full of indigos, and mustards, and crimsons, that Van Gogh, himself, would dip into my palette and claim to have never seen such beautiful sadness before. *i don't know if it hurts because it still matters, or if it matters that it still hurts.* i feel the frenzied ache of creation in my gut. i am not a painter, but my mirror is showing me the immaculate collection of brushstrokes i have become. a few weeks ago, i was approached by an artist who offered to paint my bruises. to collect my contusions with watercolors. what a beautiful intention, to immortalize the growing pains, memorialize the bumps along the way, to make something permanent of these perpetual transitions. if we were to assign emotions to colors - my pride would be gold-plated and rusting from use, like my grandfather's watch, courage would be the pure green of every bud that has dared to grow through concrete, and love? love would be prismatic, like spilled oil on asphalt. a rainbow one moment, vanished the next.
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Few dared to date Medusa, For they feared being covered with contusions. Those who did wore a blindfold to hide their eyes, A blind date with fate and a disguise. One of the braver men, Who thought he could apprehend, Medusa, his name was Trent. He didn’t last long, He took his blindfold off, And like many before him, He turned to stone and wasn’t heard from again. Another challenger’s name was Wren, Like the bird, Medusa thought that was the strangest name she’d heard. So, out of spite, She reached across the table and exposed Wren’s eyes. He gasped as his skin turned coarse, Mouth open wider than a horse. Medusa pushed him over, Watched as he shattered, And smiled to herself, Even though she was lonelier than anyone else. Medusa didn’t mean to be so cruel, It was the consequences of her being used. By a man to do things she didn’t want to do, Unspeakable and terrible abuse, She was the only one to lose. So, she became a viper, Her gaze became a noose. Asphyxiation, Righteous indignation. She wouldn’t let herself be used again. Finally, a man named Hunter arrived, He tightened the blindfold around his eyes. He sat across from Medusa, the table lit by candlelight, She blushed, for he was quite a sight. He reached across the table and shook her hand, And he asked her if she had any plans. She was taken aback, her mind rolling off the tracks, Lost in a flashback, she babbled about tasks she had to do, None of which was true. Hunter laughed, a sound so sweet, It made Medusa nearly fall out of her seat. Was this the one she had been searching for? Or was he just another liar? Authenticity tends to hide, Just like the scars Medusa had on her thighs. One of her snakes whispered in her ear, Advising her to ignore what she wanted to hear. The snakes only wanted what was best, But for whom? What was the purpose of their quest? Hours passed by like comets, First date turned into many happy moments. Before Medusa could catch her breath, Half a year had passed, And Hunter had asked, To see Medusa’s face. She insisted that he didn’t, But she knew he wouldn’t listen. He lowered the blindfold, As teardrops glistened, Medusa thought she had just lost, Her heart… Hunter had heterochromia, Left eye green, right eye a shimmering blue. Medusa’s eyes were both red, That pulsated in blossoming hues. To both of their surprise, Hunter didn’t turn to stone. He captured her lips in a kiss, Both of them were alone. Medusa found the one who could see her, She no longer had to hide. Hunter loved Medusa, It made her cry. The world is filled with hurt people, like Medusa, Who may push you away and leave you in contusions. But underneath that deadly gaze, Is a mountain of pain…
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Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 10:14 PM UTC
Medusa's Lover
Few dared to date Medusa, For they feared being covered with contusions. Those who did wore a blindfold to hide their eyes, A blind date with fate and a disguise. One of the braver men, Who thought he could apprehend, Medusa, his name was Trent. He didn’t last long, He took his blindfold off, And like many before him, He turned to stone and wasn’t heard from again. Another challenger’s name was Wren, Like the bird, Medusa thought that was the strangest name she’d heard. So, out of spite, She reached across the table and exposed Wren’s eyes. He gasped as his skin turned coarse, Mouth open wider than a horse. Medusa pushed him over, Watched as he shattered, And smiled to herself, Even though she was lonelier than anyone else. Medusa didn’t mean to be so cruel, It was the consequences of her being used. By a man to do things she didn’t want to do, Unspeakable and terrible abuse, She was the only one to lose. So, she became a viper, Her gaze became a noose. Asphyxiation, Righteous indignation. She wouldn’t let herself be used again. Finally, a man named Hunter arrived, He tightened the blindfold around his eyes. He sat across from Medusa, the table lit by candlelight, She blushed, for he was quite a sight. He reached across the table and shook her hand, And he asked her if she had any plans. She was taken aback, her mind rolling off the tracks, Lost in a flashback, she babbled about tasks she had to do, None of which was true. Hunter laughed, a sound so sweet, It made Medusa nearly fall out of her seat. Was this the one she had been searching for? Or was he just another liar? Authenticity tends to hide, Just like the scars Medusa had on her thighs. One of her snakes whispered in her ear, Advising her to ignore what she wanted to hear. The snakes only wanted what was best, But for whom? What was the purpose of their quest? Hours passed by like comets, First date turned into many happy moments. Before Medusa could catch her breath, Half a year had passed, And Hunter had asked, To see Medusa’s face. She insisted that he didn’t, But she knew he wouldn’t listen. He lowered the blindfold, As teardrops glistened, Medusa thought she had just lost, Her heart… Hunter had heterochromia, Left eye green, right eye a shimmering blue. Medusa’s eyes were both red, That pulsated in blossoming hues. To both of their surprise, Hunter didn’t turn to stone. He captured her lips in a kiss, Both of them were alone. Medusa found the one who could see her, She no longer had to hide. Hunter loved Medusa, It made her cry. The world is filled with hurt people, like Medusa, Who may push you away and leave you in contusions. But underneath that deadly gaze, Is a mountain of pain…
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Can you tell me have I lost my mind? Seeking other lonely to be my guide. Streetlight prophets have all your answers for a price Turning all your coppers into fortified signs. I keep on dreaming of you and of you only Speaking your name as though it's something I hold holy But can you tell me does the sky get lonely .. Siting all alone up there Sing me songs of love and revolution In a rage of fury and absolution The alley oracles keep searching for solutions To find fortune in hearts weakened by contusions. They sing... Find me love sweet like sacramental wine For my penance I'd pay any price Give me strength to pursue my paradise And the wisdom when I find it to recognize That the only thing missing in my life Was someone to walk beside. They sing... Can you tell us have we lost our minds Seeking other lonely to be our guides To navigate and hide us in the streetlights As we lay awake looking for a sign.
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Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 8:56 PM UTC
Seeking Wisdom from Streetlight Prophets
"Buried in the Sand" by Terry O’Leary A beggar clump adorns a dump, his pencil box in hand - With sightless eyes upon the skies he’s lying there unmanned. He’s fallen down in Shantytown, his knees too weak to stand, With no relief and bitter grief too dark to understand. The Bowery blight is hid from sight, it’s covered up and bland, And Robin Hood and Brother Hood lie buried in the sand. "A Rebuttal" by Marshalg So Hood lied low, despite the show ensueing without help, One would have thought a British sort would spring forth with a yelp! Would spring ***** to help deflect contusions which occurred When beggar Clump adorned the dump confusing all deferred. Whilst sister Ant, attired in scant, ran forth on spindly legs And brother Frog with shaggy dog said **** and drank the dregs. It all became too much, as such, a meelee did ensue, So all called HALT and as one did BOLT...to the local for a brew! Phew...that was FUN & hard work! M.
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Aug 9, 2013
Aug 9, 2013 at 3:46 PM UTC
Fun with Terry O'Leary
Broken heartbeats feel like broken bones. This soul stripped bare, so naked and alone. High hopes turned into severed ropes... Severed ties, bad excuses, and alibis. Massive contusions and mass confusion... You're a walking weapon of mass destruction... A master of illusion. Intrusion. Delusion. Deception. And so this soul stripped bare, so naked and alone still sleeps solo. And for now, I'm ok with that. Because sometimes broken heartbeats feel like broken bones.
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Oct 22, 2010
Oct 22, 2010 at 10:58 PM UTC
Broken Heartbeats
we all love in our own way, in the way we can. sometimes that love is loud and bright and WOW WOW WOW. but sometimes its not. its quiet like making that drive. like looking me straight in the eyes. like giving you the left earbud. like mwah mwah let me kiss your neck. and on the days i don’t feel like sinking, i know i should love you better. like stop running. stop your tears. stop your lies. sometimes it'll tell its own lies, the best lies you've ever heard. it loves like contusions and strained voices. like bahama mama blues and my vampire eyes. love like the first time I saw you cry. like a Sunday afternoon, Tuesday night, or Friday morning. love like we have the answers. or maybe we don’t. i mean an unconventional love is better than no love at all.
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Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 10:53 PM UTC
Untitled
ya well it's fiery hell not living well right at home buried bones torture de joured some fine imaginings of the most clever scorns right on it serves me swells all i need is here well mountains move uncovered veils holy grails deep wells forever winds love captions hearts sing fuller sails what you see the delusions contusions devastating confusions freely came and leave their tracement as scape sets behind and glorious stories are just as free no longer welcomed as the lie as aberrance malevolent bees upsettings trees have left already with refreshments and mints being roses the windy holy way of love as breezes readily come as kisses to hearts toes and noses cheaper illusions have other preferences here then just as free readily go
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Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 11:23 AM UTC
Serving well
wooing/seducing: the where of the first kiss always ~for Robin Carretti, who loved it best~ ‘tis true my battlefield tactical brought me   many victories when that was fool-desired no chain mail, walled armaments, arms crossing, all failed to the single softest siege engine in my possession and the passing passionately poems read back ‘n forth, non-negotiable demands, vicious but viscous red lines, day remainders of the contusions of night's angry passions and the disputed but muted disparities of both nothing, no, never broke the spell of: the first kiss, always upon the neck
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May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
wooing & seducing: the where of the first kiss always
You say freedom of speech But not for me as things be I breath heavy with scenes See things as a minority As a young Latino male I see lots of myself in jail Traps are set and on sell Equal blood color is spilled Martial law across the hall Racial wars coming along Rest in peace to Trayvon Another young man gone Contributions are all illusions Spreading through confusion Relations between contusions Love for those who abuse them One of my best friends is black One of my best friends is white One of my friends is masculine One of my friends is feminine One of which was a criminal One of which was a clinical Both of my friends are humans Finding out life is so typical Two of my jewels were blue Two of my girls shared hue Two of my schools loved me Two of my enemies cut me Two of my mothers cried Two of my brothers died Both of which had big futures Before hate took their lives Three of my peers are my equal Three of my peers make new evil Three of my tears stained the paper Three of my years were endangered Three of my hearts broke in time Three of my guardians declined All three rose up against me And began to belittle my mind Replies depend on the victims And the symptoms felt in them To fight back or stop living To keep going or be bed ridden Is the valley to deep to dip in Are the times increasing division Humans beings have hurt vision Blind to a philosophy holistic The clocks are going tic tic I've been called a young **** My friends ancestry exist My friends ignorance is bliss He holds onto passive racism He doesn't notice the shifting He says, "I have black friends But... ," Just to avoid friction So you say freedoms of speech But you don't really know me As a majority with a minority How can you experience things That your culture brought to me Left my people ***** and hurting And I'm not from genes of slavery So think before you speak.
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Jul 2, 2013
Jul 2, 2013 at 10:15 AM UTC
Closet Racist
You say freedom of speech But not for me as things be I breath heavy with scenes See things as a minority As a young Latino male I see lots of myself in jail Traps are set and on sell Equal blood color is spilled Martial law across the hall Racial wars coming along Rest in peace to Trayvon Another young man gone Contributions are all illusions Spreading through confusion Relations between contusions Love for those who abuse them One of my best friends is black One of my best friends is white One of my friends is masculine One of my friends is feminine One of which was a criminal One of which was a clinical Both of my friends are humans Finding out life is so typical Two of my jewels were blue Two of my girls shared hue Two of my schools loved me Two of my enemies cut me Two of my mothers cried Two of my brothers died Both of which had big futures Before hate took their lives Three of my peers are my equal Three of my peers make new evil Three of my tears stained the paper Three of my years were endangered Three of my hearts broke in time Three of my guardians declined All three rose up against me And began to belittle my mind Replies depend on the victims And the symptoms felt in them To fight back or stop living To keep going or be bed ridden Is the valley to deep to dip in Are the times increasing division Humans beings have hurt vision Blind to a philosophy holistic The clocks are going tic tic I've been called a young **** My friends ancestry exist My friends ignorance is bliss He holds onto passive racism He doesn't notice the shifting He says, "I have black friends But... ," Just to avoid friction So you say freedoms of speech But you don't really know me As a majority with a minority How can you experience things That your culture brought to me Left my people ***** and hurting And I'm not from genes of slavery So think before you speak.
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I got a bad feeling about this. Will I have to take a step back to take a step forward? It's all so redundant. I'm losing all sense of control, things are just spiraling down before my very eyes. Moving out of the darkness, into the shadows of the past. Trading one dark place for another. No place to go. People are fading away. There are no simple solutions, just mindless delusions. Lost in my confusions. My heart is full of invisible contusions. You can't see, my pain strapped away inside. Sometimes I wonder, how many times do I lie? To speak the truth, I have to say I'm a bit shy. Though your ears I can't penetrate. Inside, my heart grows cold and full of hate. It's all in vain. I've been lost in this bloodstain. I just can't get over it. That loss of life inside me. This pain, that you refuse to see. Maybe I'm just acidic, and each day this darkness grows unhindered, a poison of bitterness and sorrow. I just can't continue to trust that there is always tomorrow. I'm vexed and forgotten, left here sullen and rotten. I'm absolutely terrified that I'm losing myself and this other entity is taking control, I'm no longer whole. My soul is no longer my soul. All I need is you to help me, but in reality you're no longer there. It's just not fair. This bleeding heart was mine to share. But you are no longer there. Stitch it up in solemn silence. Alone, I'll find my peace of mind. Alone, I may grow unkind... All by myself to myself to find. I just can't bare to leave you behind.
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 12:58 PM UTC
It's Half and Half. (8/31/12)
I got a bad feeling about this. Will I have to take a step back to take a step forward? It's all so redundant. I'm losing all sense of control, things are just spiraling down before my very eyes. Moving out of the darkness, into the shadows of the past. Trading one dark place for another. No place to go. People are fading away. There are no simple solutions, just mindless delusions. Lost in my confusions. My heart is full of invisible contusions. You can't see, my pain strapped away inside. Sometimes I wonder, how many times do I lie? To speak the truth, I have to say I'm a bit shy. Though your ears I can't penetrate. Inside, my heart grows cold and full of hate. It's all in vain. I've been lost in this bloodstain. I just can't get over it. That loss of life inside me. This pain, that you refuse to see. Maybe I'm just acidic, and each day this darkness grows unhindered, a poison of bitterness and sorrow. I just can't continue to trust that there is always tomorrow. I'm vexed and forgotten, left here sullen and rotten. I'm absolutely terrified that I'm losing myself and this other entity is taking control, I'm no longer whole. My soul is no longer my soul. All I need is you to help me, but in reality you're no longer there. It's just not fair. This bleeding heart was mine to share. But you are no longer there. Stitch it up in solemn silence. Alone, I'll find my peace of mind. Alone, I may grow unkind... All by myself to myself to find. I just can't bare to leave you behind.
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i tried forgetting you so hard my liver's collapsing & i've got these bruises & cuts - contusions & concussions - from my aggravation, concentrated on the wrong people in crowded places but we all need ventilation. so i spilled out abuse on whoever was willing to take it, combining fists with faces - call it distraction or entertainment, whichever way you phrase it, i won't remember...i was wasted - i was swimming in liquid sentiments the backstroke of the blind as i'm blacking out my mind, turning off the lights on the portion of my life you partially defined.
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Mar 3, 2010
Mar 3, 2010 at 8:30 PM UTC
***** donor
Take your pills, go to therapy, Take your pills. go to therapy “get better” Take your pills, go to therapy, Tell yourself you’re getting better “You’re getting sick again ariana, we will raise your dose” Take your pills, go to therapy “Am i getting any better, am i healthier? do i look sick?” Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy “Why are you doing this to yourself Ariana?” Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy help “how do i get the maggot thoughts that crawl into my head and tell me i’m inadequate, trifling?” “It’s all circumstantial, and that is what we need to mend and patch” Give me your mental diagnosis-diagnonsense Go ahead, tell me what you’ve espied when you sat oneself down and perched your virtuoso intellect in my head “oh yes, you comprehend you understand Everything. You know me deeper than i know my self” “We are getting somewhere, we are moving forward you are progressing!” Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy You must be pleased as punch you’re finally fixing me dismally i disinform you, i lied Why you may inquire? Not one can understand ones speculations or thoughts unless they are legitimately situated in my chamber of a lugubrious trench filled with distasteful maggots which leave dolorous contusions-bruises and thoughts that leave me questioning reality, questioning my essence, questioning myself Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy If i were in deed reviving from the sorrow i would no longer have these god awful scars and bruises You can’t tell me i am not out of ones tree when you scarcely know me At times I’m not sure if i even know me___________________________________________________________________________
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 3:15 PM UTC
diagnosis-diagnonsense
Take your pills, go to therapy, Take your pills. go to therapy “get better” Take your pills, go to therapy, Tell yourself you’re getting better “You’re getting sick again ariana, we will raise your dose” Take your pills, go to therapy “Am i getting any better, am i healthier? do i look sick?” Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy “Why are you doing this to yourself Ariana?” Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy help “how do i get the maggot thoughts that crawl into my head and tell me i’m inadequate, trifling?” “It’s all circumstantial, and that is what we need to mend and patch” Give me your mental diagnosis-diagnonsense Go ahead, tell me what you’ve espied when you sat oneself down and perched your virtuoso intellect in my head “oh yes, you comprehend you understand Everything. You know me deeper than i know my self” “We are getting somewhere, we are moving forward you are progressing!” Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy You must be pleased as punch you’re finally fixing me dismally i disinform you, i lied Why you may inquire? Not one can understand ones speculations or thoughts unless they are legitimately situated in my chamber of a lugubrious trench filled with distasteful maggots which leave dolorous contusions-bruises and thoughts that leave me questioning reality, questioning my essence, questioning myself Take your pills, go to therapy Take your pills, go to therapy If i were in deed reviving from the sorrow i would no longer have these god awful scars and bruises You can’t tell me i am not out of ones tree when you scarcely know me At times I’m not sure if i even know me___________________________________________________________________________
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handrail, wall, ceiling, stair tumbled down the whole flight by mistaking the door for the staircase as the door for the bathroom as doom loomed near nothing had been more clear I've been falling down stairs my whole life bruising, aquiring contusions, bleeding, clotting, bones snapping, regrowing, I'll be okay, I'll be okay if I can just manage to crawl back up to the party to the... party to the... to... blackout
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Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 4:13 PM UTC
Stair Case
E v       e     r   y so often I like to think back on that greasy summer- my hidden lover. Teeth ripping into me like they were devouring a sticky peach on a patio near the beach; hungry and so full of desire. Early eyes quivered as I suffered your satisfied fingers on my thigh-  feeling the contusions that replaced my pale pink skin. A felt existence left devoted in moments like these-our compulsive wrappings conceal the fortunes that can be found only in one another. In a way, this biblical dimension carries a perpetual forgiveness and passion that play together hand in hand.
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 11:10 PM UTC
peach
And so I have lost you, and I have lost you fairly Yet we gained a piece of each other The end, those honest hours shared A glimpse, a touch, a taste, of a temporary reality A beautiful thing, made more precious by impermanence Yet, something that we felt, since that first time How can it be explained, Chemistry paints too primitive a picture To occupy, so much of the other, When circumstance and situation should not have allowed Existing on borrowed time, As we found new ways to give time contusions Almost always effortless despite obstacles, and stretched ethics All or nothing, is everything anyone deserves In our all, we may have found everything Nothing is fairer, than something
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Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 1:43 PM UTC
Losing fairly
A chestnut falls from a chestnut tree. It falls onto the chest or knee of the free. Please, awaken to the sight for sore eyes. Sounds nice! Beautiful chesty women all around in the night. Quite the light we got lit for our cigarette. Yet, the Winchester's barrel, bangs a different drum-set. Best we forget the fright. Master the art of illusions. Assuming delusions that give birth to contusions. So, this poem is cheesy, cause Chester the Cheetah thinks so? Do YOU know? Blow it.
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Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 9:38 PM UTC
"Loot From the Chest"
losing you and it's effortless redefining short and sweet, a whiskey neat, eight years, much shorter than the forever, everyone's grand assumption feast, wrongly assumed, love consumed, making ***** of her and me for believing, and looking now, as if it's almost our own closing time, the hour of our just desserts you lose yourself, asking yourself, can a three legged stools with two busted legs be just merely rocky, without another hand on the tiller~shoulder, something with haunting visions of falling, failing, flailing, down the stairs victim of a stoning, or just ****** gravity, the Blackhawk down, the string puller, the no-reason reason the slow descent, so effortless, glassine smooth at first, barely noticed, shrugged away like a small bruise, then you cannot help to stop and forgive the incessant wondering of how we got, the confusion contusions, now body bejeweled resplendent, everywhere, in everything you were once a rock, a star, with all the answers to the questions she was about to ask, your arm punched, attached to an affectionate smiling, for the perfection of our mutuality of knowing was her rock, and now, quietly, this last piece of jewelry consists of a necklace of stones, a choker of glass pebbles in both our mouths wry cry realizing that the darkness cracks of busted and rusted, are voluminous surround sound silences breaking up, either side of us
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Jan 7, 2017
Jan 7, 2017 at 10:44 AM UTC
losing you and it's effortless
Because of you, everything I touch, Bleeds and turns to dust I want to **** you first, Because a broken blade singes, feels good with a ****** Against my wrist. Your German tongue, I can't bare Not a single word without a snare Your Aryan sly, Your black gutted soul. Go away, I say Go away, You come as swiftly as you stay, You bruited, withered man I tried to burry you in the sand With the Pacific ocean, we found sacred Ah, to crush your brittle skull with my fair hands The empty vessel that lies, My brother's fears, my mother's tears My sister's sorrow Her disposition that fallows Go away, I say Go away, you shadow of a man Your skin is already cankered Your hair thin and gray Spitting tobacco out the window Passing by your old church Your God you hold so sacred, Hates what he sees naked. How ironic, As you fill your stomach, with gin and tonics Your only son, drenched in your malice His confused identity, at your callus Your worst fear, your biggest secret I see what you left behind, in his tender cries Your drunk is merely a symptom. My mother's wisdom Trying to gather strength to circulate the essence Of her household kingdom, Yet, destroyed at the presence You left her, pavement scratched. Busted blood vessels, continuous contusions Led to the comfort of capsules Trying to mend the thrash Laying in front of her children on the hard, wooden floors You demon of destruction With death in your demise, How your lover's family feels As you dragged her heals Into her watery grave For you, it's not a worry; you think your God will save Now it is time. Take your pride, The evil you hide. As your golden ticket to hell Alas, you’re dead No fragmented memories shrouding my brain No more drugs, no more pain FREE, of the demented ways I am the murderer now
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Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 1:35 PM UTC
Daddy
Because of you, everything I touch, Bleeds and turns to dust I want to **** you first, Because a broken blade singes, feels good with a ****** Against my wrist. Your German tongue, I can't bare Not a single word without a snare Your Aryan sly, Your black gutted soul. Go away, I say Go away, You come as swiftly as you stay, You bruited, withered man I tried to burry you in the sand With the Pacific ocean, we found sacred Ah, to crush your brittle skull with my fair hands The empty vessel that lies, My brother's fears, my mother's tears My sister's sorrow Her disposition that fallows Go away, I say Go away, you shadow of a man Your skin is already cankered Your hair thin and gray Spitting tobacco out the window Passing by your old church Your God you hold so sacred, Hates what he sees naked. How ironic, As you fill your stomach, with gin and tonics Your only son, drenched in your malice His confused identity, at your callus Your worst fear, your biggest secret I see what you left behind, in his tender cries Your drunk is merely a symptom. My mother's wisdom Trying to gather strength to circulate the essence Of her household kingdom, Yet, destroyed at the presence You left her, pavement scratched. Busted blood vessels, continuous contusions Led to the comfort of capsules Trying to mend the thrash Laying in front of her children on the hard, wooden floors You demon of destruction With death in your demise, How your lover's family feels As you dragged her heals Into her watery grave For you, it's not a worry; you think your God will save Now it is time. Take your pride, The evil you hide. As your golden ticket to hell Alas, you’re dead No fragmented memories shrouding my brain No more drugs, no more pain FREE, of the demented ways I am the murderer now
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Black butterfly, how is your day? Soaring peacefully throughout the waves Crashing down with a certain multitude It seems as you haven’t flown much today I’m just wondering... Are you okay? Black butterfly look at your wing Injured by HURT and PAIN Unintentionally leaving contusions Leaving the tears to heal your wing Black butterfly For better or worse You still push through the storm It’s not as clear out As it was yesterday How does your heart feel now? Those clouds don’t seem so dark Your warmth has melted the sun No fighting anymore Black butterfly Where does love come from? From the unknown From the one who’s been through the most Leaving every beat of your heart In beat with your beat Black butterfly There’s your smile Lightening up the fallen one Words spoken Without hearing a mumbling word Yet understood Black butterfly Allow me to be here Watching you as you heal Throbbing inside me Reaching for the ultimate thrill Timeout the world Punishment upon many years Flying high Seeking peace on your broken wing Healing of love Soothing to a joyous ring Black butterfly How high did you soar? Did you see where heaven and earth meets? Did you see some worth believing? Royalty built with loyalty Sitting on your wealth of trust Did you meet the one that completes? The one that mended your broken wing? Did it hurt? For them to see? That life is just as fragile as it can be? How broken was their wing? Nice look I now truly see Black butterfly It all became as one? Realizing you have met your sun The one who you save as the one You are better now Free and loved Black butterfly My one and only true dove The light in my eye Black butterfly don’t cry For those tears don’t belong in your eyes I’m forever to stay Free and calm Just like when you fly In the blue and relaxing sky home my black butterfly
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Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 2:50 AM UTC
BLACK BUTTERFLY
Black butterfly, how is your day? Soaring peacefully throughout the waves Crashing down with a certain multitude It seems as you haven’t flown much today I’m just wondering... Are you okay? Black butterfly look at your wing Injured by HURT and PAIN Unintentionally leaving contusions Leaving the tears to heal your wing Black butterfly For better or worse You still push through the storm It’s not as clear out As it was yesterday How does your heart feel now? Those clouds don’t seem so dark Your warmth has melted the sun No fighting anymore Black butterfly Where does love come from? From the unknown From the one who’s been through the most Leaving every beat of your heart In beat with your beat Black butterfly There’s your smile Lightening up the fallen one Words spoken Without hearing a mumbling word Yet understood Black butterfly Allow me to be here Watching you as you heal Throbbing inside me Reaching for the ultimate thrill Timeout the world Punishment upon many years Flying high Seeking peace on your broken wing Healing of love Soothing to a joyous ring Black butterfly How high did you soar? Did you see where heaven and earth meets? Did you see some worth believing? Royalty built with loyalty Sitting on your wealth of trust Did you meet the one that completes? The one that mended your broken wing? Did it hurt? For them to see? That life is just as fragile as it can be? How broken was their wing? Nice look I now truly see Black butterfly It all became as one? Realizing you have met your sun The one who you save as the one You are better now Free and loved Black butterfly My one and only true dove The light in my eye Black butterfly don’t cry For those tears don’t belong in your eyes I’m forever to stay Free and calm Just like when you fly In the blue and relaxing sky home my black butterfly
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**** my conscious; bleeding thin as flesh. I never dare to speak in desperate conditions. Measured breaths and well timed semi-sweet slurs aren't saying much at all and only lead to terms of casuistry that slumber, unperturbed, between lips ever unchanging from their lifeless arrangement. I dream only to refresh my disenchanted view. Nervous eye contact will bring me to my knees, where I tend to contusions and seared wounds. This is happiness at close. It sounds the same as the attention-starved ***** calling for a photo and then dying bit-by-bit at the flash. I've overdrawn this only to scratch it out and reassure myself I will acquiesce, steadfast to the fashion of your diagnosis. I was always second guessing the way this should go. So when it boils down to nicotine soaked lungs, just to burrow through this weekend, I'll be dead on arrival from induced excuses, tailored to your every solace.
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Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 2:42 PM UTC
The Same as Being Opposite
Eyelids of contusions smudged with bones Winter waves grip my stripped wrists A graceless waltz, stumbling, flailing Strings of a marionette, gnawed by unbending stars Trapeze walking through dizzying hills Graffiti on my heart disfigures Unyielding, plunging knives into memories My hearts compass spins wildly No direction, blindly traipsing in circles Gazing through windowpanes of steel
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Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
My Hearts Compass