adriana

adriana Apr 2021

in memoriam

i hope that our stars will align again soon, sweet boy

adriana Apr 2021

tears for my lover

i miss you and you haven't even left

adriana Mar 2021

i'd rather die

than feel this way inside.
i miss it when you loved only me.

adriana Mar 2021

trying not to hate my own body

i made myself vulnerable so i could be close to you
and if i could i would burn away every inch of skin that you touched.
i'm so ashamed of loving you

i hate you so much. i hate you i hate you i hate you. and i still love you so much.

adriana Jan 2021

if this is love then why do i hurt like this

let me go.
i want to hold you close.

adriana Dec 2020

the night we met

i love you now and i'll love you forever
i just hope that i'll have the chance to love you again.

pain enough to make me write again for the first time since july.

adriana Jul 2020

how to lay back and watch the world burn

i would give anything to feel okay just one more time.