i only wonder if you had been raised a little different
would you love a little different now
but i like your love just how it is
i dreamt of you last night
but it turned nightmare by the morning.
now you and i are nothing,
which is at least something,
because they say nothing lasts forever.
and all i ever wanted was forever with you.
i gave you everything that i was but somehow i always seem to come up just a little too short every time.
when the only thing that i know is what i'm not,
i think it's well past time for me to go
head rush, you were my drug
then i fell in love and it killed me
right off of the overpass
you were my world and i spent my days
spinning circles around you.
i just wish i could've prepared for the cold
before i remembered that seasons change.
i always wanted to die in the summer
when only three of my friends still knew my name
hit by a car or lightning, something or other
and not by this *****, self-induced shame