she was looking for love in all the right places
but her mother said the devil can take many faces
she ruined herself but still loved him the same
choosing him over her own family name
she pleaded her innocence to no avail
so she sat and just watched her whole life derail
she lost her way in trying to find "the one"
she loved the thrill but chasing all of them is done
and then there were six.
lately, i've been hearing that you wrote
someone else's name on your heart
but lord knows that all the sharpie in the world
couldn't cover up what i carved there
i want to roll my eyes so hard
that someone who likes to gamble
as much as you could
use them as game dice.
i hope you like snake eyes
i wish the child-locks on medicine bottles
worked on people that don't have that childlike innocence
i wonder how long it'll be until i'm finally okay
with everything never being able to be okay again
wherever i go
heavy is the crown, but only for the weak.
i suppose that i'm weak, then,
because without you i can't keep my head up.
the fire never goes out.
i wanna ask you to stay up with me
so you don't have to wake up and
find my brain matter painting the ceiling
i don't wanna do this anymore