Don't think you have been rejected. I love you but I don't. I'm sorry that i lying to you, yelled at you. Seriously i didn't mean to be like that. I want you to forget about me and start your life with someone who is better than me. I'm not good enough for you, believe me.

Tell me the story about how the sun loved the moon so much he died every nightbto let her breathe

I am not the one who started the game.
Please for god's sake
Don't blame me when you the one fall for me. You should not mad at people when they teased you with me.
Just ******* with your attitude

As I wiped the tears flowing on my face, I took a deep breathe. I said to myself that I don't want to be sad. I can have a perfect life if avoid feel like this.

But it was not easy. Lastly, I ended broke down and crying myself in and out.

I hate people who misunderstanding what I'm trying to say.
People misjudged me the way i write something between love or sadness.

Left alone -- not knowing what we are anymore

“ My hair getting fall a lot recently.”
- **It's fine honey because i fall for you even more.

minus the pain that youve been giving me all these days. yes, im still doing fine.

Every soul will taste death.

Rumors spread
Let it flow around
Until they know that they killed someone

It's hurt when i saw you with a girl.




               *Not me

I'm tired of feeling
I'm tired of school
I'm tired of fake friends
I'm tired of my family
I'm tired of me

i was thinking if i see you with other girl, i will get hurt...

*but if i am with you, other girl will get hurt...

What are looking at?
Oh nothing. i just looking at you
- Stop
*I can't. You're so beautiful. Too beautiful for me.

Up high in the sky
Breathe in and out like no tomorrow
Your words burning my mind

“Well sometimes you've got to break a few hearts. People need to know the difference between their realities and fantasies; otherwise they will be stuck in a bubble of hurt and disappointment," he said.

I'm afraid that when i wake up, you are with somebody else, and forget all our precious moments. Look there, you move on so quickly while I'm still left behind thinkin about us.

One bright light
shine the most of em all
Never cross in
my mind to have
the beauty
of the universe
I keep it in the deepest
part of my heart
To let no one can have it

Finally, I confessed to you how much i love you, missed you, worried sick about you. I kept ask my friend of you are still single or not. What you doing nowadays and how you are doing. How much I hate to see you with different girl in each week. And no offense, but you even go out with this tomboy.

Finally I got courage to said all that to you, in front of you in my dream.

I am sorry for being such a ***** around you.

I wish I had know andy early

The worst part
about being sad
is that
you dont even know
what makes you happy
anymore

You should be shame of yourself.
He been in relationship with you for four years and never mad at you.
He is also willing to come from far away just to see you. just. Did you know how much he loves you?
I think you don't because you're busy look at other guy.
I know he will never ever give up on you because I knew him longer than your relationship with him.
Yes, there's once i love him but i let him go to you. I thought you will be with him and i was wrong. I regretted what i have done. You are lucky he loves you.

Kalau betullah dia suka akan si dia, dia tak akan sakitkan hati si dia kan?
Dia tak akan ingat perasaan si dia boleh dibuat main main.

Picking up the petals
I walk around garden
Full with majestic sunflowers
Each of them have different story
Some of it are my favorite
Some of it not
I need them to grow
For me to remember
Up and down memories

The scar of me and you

It's hurt even more

When i thinking about

Our memories together

I just regretted

That im falling for you

I'm pathetically in love with YOU

You are new in my life, yet I feel I knew you for a long time. You tell me all your secrets to me and that time I know you have a very dark side that I don't even want to know. You keep telling me your story what you have been through before you came in my life. You feel vulnerable. You afraid it will happen again. But I'm here. I will support you no matter what. I will never jugde you. We will face it together, my love

You left me with a lot of questions. Who is that girl? Why are you not replying all my messages? Why you avoiding me everytime I come closer? Why you broke your own promise that you sealed with me? You said you will never hurt me but you did. You left me heartbroken. You even said you value the word of love, but why you say I love you to other woman?

Then, suddenly you texted me say that it's all lies that you don't felt heartbroken while you looking at me. You are sorry and all. You are sad looking at me. Oh please for love's sakes, I don't need your pity. I want answers.

I miss the smell of fresh air.
I miss to hear grandma and grandpa laugh together with us.
I miss the cold water in the bathroom where i will skipped take a bath at 6 a.m.
I miss running to paddy fields with cousins and fell in mud.
I miss jump into the river, cleaning ourselves.
I miss my kampung.

I wonder why I wasted my whole life thinking about you while you're so happy with other girl.

To new generation

Where kids and teenager are sad

And always use fake smiles

I was shocked when you held my hand.
Nothing happened but you still held my right hand. Tightly.

I watched your face, i knew you but i can't remember who.
You're smiling and pulled me closer to your embrace.

I want to say to you that i think i have a crush on you.

But then i heard "BANG!! ".
Then continuing with screams.

......

I opened my eyes and found out I'm in bed.
My mom is screaming at me to wake up now.

Would you like me more
If I weighed a stone less?
If I had smaller front teeth
And I didn't always stress?
Would you like me more
If I knew how to say no?
If I liked watching movies
Or could use Final Cut Pro?
Does it bother you
When I text you late at night?
That my paranoia dances
Around the truth when you're right?
Is my laugh the final straw?
Or my awful sense of humour?

I cried because he said I'm hiding my true self too much