spiralling down is probably one of the worst feelings ever, well atleast for me. you build a mindset that you are better and snap,
you fall back down. but the beauty in it is having people going through it with and supporting u endlessly; having passion - loving what you do and making it come alive.
except sometimes, you can’t find anyone or anything to make you feel alive again and it really hurts. the one tiny light at the end of tunnel you ignited , is all blurred and nothing matters.
so here i am trying to pick myself up but i've lost too many pieces of myself and i seek comfort in nothing and no one because i like loneliness just as much as i dislike it.
happiness, warmth and comfort is long gone.
solitude and loneliness are my friends.
but try i will because if i have one person who shows me that it's all worth, i guess it really is worth it.
wrote this when i was doing my finals and had the worst few weeks ever.
