we walked along the pavement hand in hand and all I could think about was how close yet so far you are to me
because it seems as if everytime I get close enough to touch your soul, you inch away just a little,
but at 3 am,
when you aren't thinking too hard and you let me in,
I try to dig a little deeper.
Love, I think it is starting to subconsciously hurting me
to keep holding on to you when
You Are Only Half Way There.
and you don't even know that
you're tearing up my already damaged
Heart.
& the crazy thing is,
I'm letting you-
& part of me is loving it.
I'm falling far and fast attempting
To Fill This Void I Have In My Heart;
I'm hopelessly romanticizing
about what we could be,
Yet, we simply aren't.
I want it to be you because
In you is where I find comfort these days;
I can lay next to you and feel
Peace.
& I breathe in your hurt some days,
Because all I want to do is make it better; make you better
but, you're searching for love
in fifteen beautiful girls,
When I've always been here
to pick you up.
And I'll hold you a million times
Because you're what I'm used to,
Some days, you're the coffee
I need to wake
Up my
soul.
