I removed my heart to keep it safe from those who label me heartless
I'm no good at noticing the double edged, backstabbing nonsense
I shattered my own heart, tore it apart, and put each piece in their separate compartments
An interesting story plot borrowed from Tom Riddles Lord Voldemort, I have my own horcruxes
Oh but I don't want to live forever
Just need a little relief lever
And make it harder to get at my more fragile components

©2024

It must have been something I've done
What foolish mistake have I made?
Why am I suddenly alone again?
I wish that you had stayed.

I am sorry it's not working out
That this is "too hard" for you
You didn't try to change it though
Look who can be logical too

I am trying not to take it hard
I have cried all that I can cry
Only time can heal this wound
Created the moment you said goodbye

I want to smile to show I am strong
But on my face nothing is there
I doubt it would make a difference anyway
Since you obviously do not care

I feel hollow, barely still here
Wondering why you would leave me behind
And even though you tore my heart out
I'll still be waiting if you ever change your mind.

I need your hand
But you turned way
You mind  is  set on the I  told so
All  I wanted was your love
My tears stained my skin
I look up for the sun
But all saw was  the moon

I wish I had the guts,
I wish I had the guts to tell you,
to tell you so many things. To tell you
how much I love you, how much
you make me cry.

But no, instead I'm here, writing about you. I write about you everyday. I start talking about my day and end up talking about how much I miss you.

I wish I had the guts, the guts to
*let you go